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Fezco woke up before Mariah that morning, taking a second to remember where he was at as he rubbed his eyes. The sun was barely rising so it was still relatively dark in Mariah's room, but he could still make out his surroundings, and he could definitely feel his girlfriend in his srms.

He rubbed his hand on her back, noticing how she hadn't loosened her embrace on him all night long. He knew she missed him as much as he missed her, but didn't know that the real reason she hugged him tighly while she slept was because her bad dream scared the fuck out of her.

She really needed to hold him in her arms while he slept instead of while he died, which hopefully she wouldn't ever have to do in real life.

Fezco glanced down at her laid right beside him and tucked under his arm, head rested on his chest with her arms wrapped tightly around him. He sighed, giving her forehead a quick kiss before slowly removing himself from her arms and out her bed.

He began to grab all his things, waking her as he did due to missing him in her arms in her sleep.

Mariah moved her hand up to rub the sleep out of her eyes as she watched him quietly stuff his phone and wallet in his pocket, frowning a little.

"You're leaving?" She whispered, sitting up in her bed and leaning on her elbow.

Fezco glanced over at her upon hearing her speak, give her a soft smile although he felt bad.

"Yeah, I gotta go," He whispered back, leaning down to press a kiss to her lips as he grabbed his shoes. "But ima text you, alright?"

Mariah stayed quiet as he moved his lips up to kiss her forehead, holding eye contact with him when he pulled back.

"Can I come with you?"

Fezco pursed his lips, staring down at his girlfriend, seconds away from telling her it wasn't safe for her to be around all that much yet when he noticed the hopeful glint in her eyes, suddenly not able to tell her what he originally had in mind.

"Alright," He agreed semi reluctantly, making Mariah smile and push her blanket off her before getting out of her bed.

"I won't take long, I swear," She promised him as she excitedly rushed to pack her bags.

Fezco's heart warmed at her smile, at her excitement to go home with him. She wasn't even tired anymore as she packed her bag due to how happy she got, Fezco watching as he sat back on her bed.

"Lemme help you," He got back up after a second and grabbed all the makeup he knew she used everyday to put in her makeup bag.

His heart started to beat fast, also excited that she was coming home with him. He glanced back at her for a split second with a smile before he went back to collecting all her makeup items, wondering if she'd be this excited if he asked her to maybe move in with him one day.

He liked that idea, the idea of her living with him and being in his house all the time. Then maybe he wouldn't have the choice to push her away whenever shit went down.

Mariah brought him out of his thoughts as she stood in front of him with her bags, her excited smile still stuck on her face.

"You done already?" Fezco asked with a small laugh as he reached to take her things to carry.

"Yes, let's go before Mouse...finds out you're here," Mariah told him.

"Aight," Fezco nodded, but furrowed his eyebrows at the slight hesitation laced in her words. He brushed it off as she slipped a hoodie on and put on her shoes, then grabbed Coco off her bed, making Fezco laugh. "You was boutta forget Coconut, huh?"

"Shut up," Mariah giggled, pushing him towards her bedroom door as she grabbed a few last minute things. She had a habit of forgetting Coco either at his place when she came home or here when she went to his.

They snuck out of her room and to the front door quickly, Fezco carrying her bags while she carried Coco. They exchanged looks upon seeing Mouse asleep on the couch, trying their best not to burst out laughing until they were in his car.

Mariah felt some sort of relief when Fezco opened the car door for her, then closed it when she was inside. She could vividly remember almost every part of her nightmare, even the part where Mouse said he'd be the last one to ever open and close doors for her since he was about to kill Fezco.

Everything about being with Fezco now was so relieving. She could not be happier.

"I'd never make you sleep on the couch like that," Mariah giggled once Fezco started driving.

"So then you sleepin on the couch?" Fezco laughed at his own joke, making Mariah roll her eyes.

"Noo, oh my god, neither of us are sleeping on the couch," Mariah laughed, sneaking her hand into his before pulling them to rest on her lap.

She smiled when his thumb rubbed against the skin on her hand, looking up at him while he drove.

"And you say I got a staring problem, huh?" Fezco teased her, stopping at a red light and glancing over at her, having felt her staring at him for a few minutes.

Mariah rolled her eyes before smirking, remembering what he said when she teased him and said he had a staring problem.

"I'm not staring, I'm admiring," She corrected, making him laugh.

"Yeah? Admiring what?" He asked her.

"You? You're literally the most beautiful man on this planet. You want head?"

Fezco raised his eyebrows at her, wondering if she was serious, which was stupid on his end because Mariah was always serious. At least she always was when it came to shit like that.

He squinted his eyes when she smiled mischievously though, giving him the impression that she was playing until she spoke.

"The light's green. And you took too long to answer, the offer's gone," She laughed.

Fezco kissed his teeth in playful disappointment, shaking his head as he lifted his foot off the brake to keep driving when the car behind them honked for him to hurry the fuck up.

But the next light turned red just before he passed it, leaving him to glance over at his girlfriend at the smirk she stared at him with as he stopped.

Mariah got all close to him, smiling and wrapping her arms around his neck in a hug.

"You want head?"

He let out a deep breath, "Yeah."

Mariah laughed at the way he answered right away this time, giving his cheek a quick kiss before she sat back right in her seat.

She accidentally brushed her hand against his lap, never breaking the intense ass eye contact Fezco held with her as she placed her hand right on his dick through his jeans.

"Right now?" He asked her. "You want me to crash and then both of us die?"

"Remember when I said I wouldn't be mad if fucking you was the last thing I did?" Mariah smiled innocently, making the blood rush to both his cheeks and his dick.

"You fuckin wild, shorty," Fezco mumbled with a shake of his head, smiling at her as the stop light switched to green.

"Pull over then?" Mariah suggested, giggling at the way he snuck his hand onto her thigh and slowly slid it up so his pinky was brushing up against her second heartbeat.

"Yeah? You want me to pull over?" Fezco teased her, narrowing his eyes at her with a lil smirk on his face, turning on his signal to pull into the McDonald's parking lot that he just so happened to be driving by. "Shit, now I can buy you breakfast after."

"Oh my god, shut up," Mariah laughed, taking her seatbelt off, feeling his arm wrap around her waist the second it was. "Thought you wanted head?" She asked as he helped her onto his lap.

"Later," Fezco shrugged it off as he connected their lips in a kiss, he and his dick way too impatient not to fuck her right now.

They had only had actual sex twice in the past two weeks, and like Ashtray said, they usually fucked like bunnies. They were so down fucking bad for each other.

"Someone's excited," Mariah giggled after pulling away.

Fezco had mostly been getting off to the nudes she would occasionally send him like some high school kid for two weeks, and here was the most beautiful woman in the world sat on his dick right now, you couldn't blame him for being excited.

"Mhmm, we both is," Fezco confirmed, moving his lips along her neck and pulling her hips down on him so she'd feel his erection, makinf her laugh. "Been a minute, been surviving off those pictures you sent."

Mariah raised her eyebrows and smiled, fighting the moan that threatened to escape as he helped her grind her hips down on him.

"You're so cute, I love you," She told him, giving his face a few kisses as he fumbled to unbuckle his belt.

Fezco smiled feeling her lips press themselves all over face as he undid his jeans, laughing–giggling before she pulled her hoodie off over her head and dropped it in the passenger seat.

"Nice sweater," He mumbled, it was his.

"Thanks, I stole it from my fine ass boyfriend," Mariah smiled.

Fezco playfully scoffed before tapping the side of her thigh, making her lift herself off his lap just a little so he lift his hips up to slide his jeans down before he hooked his fingers in her pajama pants, glancing up at her for permission.

Her heart warmed at the fact that he always double checked with her, smiling and nodding her head before she helped him slide her pants down.

"You know what I realized?" Mariah asked him as he dropped her pants besides her (his) hoodie on the passenger seat, tugging on his shirt for him to take off too as she spoke.

"What's that, ma?"

"We're saving the turtles."

Fezco furrowed his eyebrows in confusion as he took his shirt off, laughing a little.

"We never use condoms," She explained the joke, trying not to stifle a laugh.

Fezco let out an amused huff before eventually laughing, shaking his head at her. "You think you real funny, huh?"

"You're laughing!" Mariah accused, poking his now bare chest.

"Cause you dumb," He laughed, still shaking his head.

Mariah rolled her eyes, pinching the skin of his neck and earning a small smack to her ass.

"Ha, jokes on you, I like it," She teased Fezco, smirking as he gripped her right cheek in his hand.

"Yeah? You like it?" He quizzed, rubbing his hand around the spot he smacked before he trailed his fingers down to rub against the lil pool in his girl's draws.

He slipped his finger into her panties and then into her, giving him his answer as he coated his finger in her arousal.

"Yeah," Mariah verbally answered anyways with a little laugh, watching his hand move as he slid his finger in and out of her.

Would have been funnier if we did this in an In N Out parking lot

Fezco stared into her eyes as he pulled his finger out, then glanced down at the wet spot on his jeans, smirking to himself as he licked his finger clean while he moved her panties to the side with his other hand.

Mariah got butterflies as she watched him slide his finger out his mouth–she absolutely loved when he licked her off of him–so in awe that she didn't notice him push his boxers down just enough to free his dick.

She didn't notice until he brushed the tip against her folds, eliciting and involuntary moan from her before she giggled.

"Yo, you gon get us caught. Don't think Ronald McDonald want us fucking here," Fezco teased her, smirking as he placed a hand on her bare thigh.

"Fuck Ronald McDonald. And fuck me."

"Go ahead," Fezco shrugged his shoulders, grabbing one of her hands off where she rested them on his shouiders and wrapped it around his dick.

He guided her hand with his, giving himself a few strokes before he helped her line them up.

Mariah sunk down on his length, letting out a breathy sigh as he filled her up. She gripped onto his shoulders hard, smiling at the moan Fezco let slip.

"Ronald McDonald's gonna catch us, babe," She reminded him before she connected their lips in a kiss.

Fezco laughed as he kissed back, placing his hands on her hips to help her ride him.

"Fuck Ronald McDonald, mane."

—$—

"Ugh you're back," Ashtray grumbled upon opening the front door for his brother and his girlfriend, shooting a look at Mariah.

"Shut up, you know you missed me," She rolled her eyes.

"No, actually, I didn't," Ashtray rolled his eyes back as she shoved a McDonald's bag in his hand.

"You're not a good liar," Mariah told him as Fezco locked the door, making Ashtray look over at him, noticing he had Mariah's things.

"Don't tell me she's staying the night!" Ashtray groaned, flopping down in his gaming chair.

"I'm staying the night," Mariah smiled, Fezco laughing as he walked passed the two.

"Yo don't take too long, ain't done witchu," Fezco gave his girl a look before smirking as he walked to his room.

Ashtray looked between the two with a disgusted look, opening the McDonald's bag Mariah handed him.

"God, you just started to see each other again, where'd you even fuck? At McDonald's?" Ashtray joked.

"Yeah, in the parking lot."

Ashtray's jaw dropped, his face contorting with even more disgust with the couple. "I didn't actually wanna know!"

"Oh, sorry," Mariah laughed. "Anyways we got you three hashbrowns! Just how you like! So don't be mad."

Ashtray squinted his eyes up at Mariah, who just smiled as he took his food out of the bag.

"You disgust me."

"I love you too," Mariah kept smiling, leaning down to give his forehead a kiss when Ashtray leaned back all fast.

"Nah, you kiss Fezco with those lips. And do other shit I don't wanna know about," He scoffed, shooing her away.

"You're so mean," Mariah rolled her eyes at him before laughing and exiting his room.

"Yo, we gon have to postpone round 2, I got work," Fezco mumbled as he walked into the kitchen just as Mariah did, reading a text from one of his regulars off his phone.

"Okay. Text me?"

"Got you," Fezco nodded, giving her a quick kiss.

"Be safe."

"Yeah–"

"Actually, babe, be safe. Please," Mariah told him, grabbing his hand as he walked towards the door.

"I will ma, I promise," He nodded, giving her one last kiss before he let Ashtray know where he was going and then left.

"He's going to work, not to war," Ashtray snickered as he ate one of his hashbrowns.

"Shut up, you never know," She told him. She literally needed her man to be safe.

"True," Ashtray shrugged, getting up to eat at the table while Mariah took a look around the house.

"No offense, but you guys are slobs. I'm gone for two weeks and you guys turn the house upside down. Did you even clean after the raid?" Mariah asked.

"Nope," Ashtray answered as he washed her turn the sink on to wash the dishes. "You working tonight?"

"Yeah, you wanna come?" She laughed.

Ashtray raised his eyebrows before smiling and nodding his head in excitement.

Mariah was about to laugh at him and tell him he was crazy when she saw the excited little look on his face.

"Okay, I'll try to convince Fez," She laughed and grabbed a dirty dish to clean.

"Yo, you're the best Mar Mar," Ashtray told her and continued eating.

"I know," Mariah smiled.

"Now ima get some stripper pussy like Fezco."

"Nevermind. Your ass is staying home," Mariah laughed. "You killed it."

"No, I'm just kidding!" Ashtray scoffed. "I swear, I'll behave."

"Pinky promise?"

"What am I, 10?" Ashtray gave her a look, rolling his eyes at the pinky she held up.

"Round your age down to the nearest tenth and yes. You're 10," Mariah smiled as he stood up from his chair to lock his pinky with hers.

Fezco didn't spend too much time out, coming home after two hours before he went to open the store.

"Ash wants to come to Wayne's with us," Mariah said to Fezco as they cuddled on his couch, in the middle of eating some sandwiches and chips and watching Family Guy.

Fezco just laughed as he stuck a few Doritos into the bomb ass sandwich his girl made him, shaking his head. "You tell him he done lost his mind?"

"No, I told him I'd try to convince you," Mariah laughed. "It wouldn't hurt. He got really excited."

"Nah, he see enough titties in GTA, on god," Fezco laughed as he bit into his sandwich.

"I could say the same for you yet you saw mine earlier," Mariah pointed out, making him smile.

He swallowed before he spoke again because he knew she hated when he spoke with his mouth full, "Whatchu mean, those is mine."

Mariah rolled her eyes before letting out a laugh, "I so hate you. Now he's gonna be mad at me."

Fezco shook his head at her, taking another quick bite of his sandwich.

"Yo Ash, be ready by 9!" He called out, making both Mariah and Ashtray smile. "So what was you saying about you hatin me?"

"No I was just kidding, I love you more than anything and anyone," Mariah smiled, softly grabbing his chin and pressing a kiss to his lips.

Fezco's heart fluttered at her declaration, smiling into the kiss, making her smile. She really loved him more than anything and anyone.

Mariah giggled as she broke their kiss, pressing a quick one to his nose before she went back to eating.

After eating, Fezco grabbed his keys and went to open the store for a few hours, letting Mariah know he'd be back by 9 p.m. so they could go to Wayne's since she was working tonight.

In that time, Mariah did some of his laundry and gave grandma her evening meds and even played video games with Ashtray.

Which she started to regret when he tried to teach her how to play Call of Duty, lowkey raging whenever she got killed because

"I showed you how to shoot three times, what the fuck is wrong with you!??"

Anyways, after getting fed up with Ashtray's yelling, she left to go start getting ready for work, doing her base makeup as always and deciding to do her hair.

She was waiting on the straightener to warm up as Fezco closed the store for the night, his phone buzzing in his pocket as he locked the freezer door.

He smiled to himself, he and Mariah had been texting back and forth although he was busy, pulling his phone out of his pocket as he walked to his car, but his smile dropping as he read his notifications.

iMessage–Mouse
I heard you got raided.

iMessage–Mouse
You better have my fucking money or you better hope don't nobody find out what you did to Danny.

"You ready?" Ashtray asked Mariah as she walked out from the room and into the kitchen, glancing up from his phone to watch her grab a few soft chocolate chip cookies.

"Almost, I'm just fucking hungry," She laughed, biting into one of the cookies as Fezco entered the house. "Hey my love."

Fezco didn't respond as he closed and locked the door behind him, taking a deep breath before he walked up the steps into the kitchen, staring at Mariah.

He glanced at Ashtray for a second before he looked back at her and nodded in the direction of his room.

"Go in the room," He told her before making his way to his room himself.

Mariah exchanged semi confused looks with Ashtray before she put her cookies down and followed behind Fezco, shrugging her shoulders when Ashtray mouthed what was up with Fezco.

Once Mariah was inside Fezco's room, he closed the door, and for a second she thought he was probably gonna hit her with surprise round 2, but that wasn't the case at all.

"Why the fuck did you tell Mouse I got raided?"

Mariah gave Fezco a confused look at his question, making him sigh and shake his head.

"Nah, don't give me that fucking look."

"What look?" Mariah asked, even more confused.

"That look, like you don't know what I'm talking about."

"I don't know what you're talking about," Mariah confirmed with a nod as she sat down on his bed.

Fezco let out an amused huff, rubbing his hand on his head, "C'mon, I'm not fucking stupid. How else Mouse is gonna know I got raided?"

"I don't know, but I didn't tell him anything," Mariah assured him.

"You sure?" Fezco quizzed, squinting his eyes down at her.

"Yes, I'm sure," Mariah nodded, frowning at the fact that he wasn't buying it. "You don't believe me?"

"Iono, I mean, you've lied to me before," Fezco reminded her.

Mariah frowned again, feeling a lump in her throat as a really big wave of sadness of washed over her.

"I thought we were good," She told him, reminding him that he said he wasn't mad about that anymore.

"Yeah, I thought we were good too, but I guess we're not," Fezco shrugged. "This motherfucker texted me, tellin me he heard I got raided and that I better have his money or else he gon snitch me out bout that shit wit yo ex."

Mariah felt bad, getting the same bad feeling she had back when Fezco almost killed Danny. She had a feeling Mouse was up to no fucking good having him do that.

"Babe, I swear, I didn't tell Mouse anything. I promise," Mariah insisted, glancing down at her stripper bag before reaching for it. "I-I can help you, it's okay, and I'll talk to hi–"

"You gon talk to him and say what? I'm fucked, Mariah, there's nun you can do bout this," Fezco sighed in frustration. "I'm not taking no money from you."

Mariah ignored that, opening the zipper to her bag and looking through the money. "Come on, let me help you."

Fezco stared down at her for a good minute, his words getting caught in his throat, really trying not to fucking cry.

He was so convinced Mariah told Mouse he got raided, and he couldn't believe her when she said she didn't, because she had kept shit from him before.

He knew maybe he should believe her, but how fucking else would Mouse know he got raided unless Mariah told him?

Fezco shook his head as Mariah let him look into her bag, clearing his throat, "Nah, you can't be coming around no more."

Mariah gave him a look, "Stop being like that, I'm your girl. Not some drug addict at your door."

"Nah, you not neither. C'mon, ima take you home, Mariah," Fezco mumbled, patting his pockets for his keys.

Mariah's heart dropped, watching him pull his keys out of his pocket, wondering if she heard him right.

"What?"

"Let's go, ima take you home."

"No no, you said I'm not neither. I'm–I'm not your girl?" She was scared to even ask.

Fezco broke their eye contact, shaking his head, "You not my girl. Ion think I ever even asked you."

Mariah felt her heart literally shatter into a million pieces, her face getting hot as she stood up off the bed.

Was he really breaking up with her? Is it even really breaking up since he never asked? How did the Pacific ocean end up in Mariah's eyes?

"You've been calling me your girl all this time, we're literally in a fucking relationship and you're fucking stupid if you say otherwise," Mariah told him, not giving a fuck about her watery eyes anymore as she let the tears spill. "Fezco I swear, I promise I didn't tell him anything."

Fezco couldn't turn to look at her, his own eyes watering as he ran his previous words through his head. He wanted to believe her, but he couldn't. He felt so fucking betrayed.

He didn't think she owed him anything, but he literally saved her and almost killed the man who put his hands on her and in return she snitched him out to his supplier, putting him in even more shit and under even more stress than before.

But did she?

"Let's go, Mariah. C'mon," Fezco muttered, blinking back his tears.

"No, fuck you, I'll get home by my fucking self," Mariah snapped, quickly grabbing all her things and wiping her eyes at the same time before she pushed passed him to exit the room.

"Mar–"

"Fuck you, Fezco. I lied to you one time and it was literally to fucking protect you and now you don't fucking trust me when I'm telling you I didn't tell Mouse shit," Mariah cut him off, her speech a mess due to the heavy breathing of her sobs. "Fuck you."

"Fuck you too."

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