"Rejection isn't the thing I perturb for,

The thing is

I lost the chance to admire you."

Y/N's P.O.V.-

With steady steps, I step near to Sunbae whose back was facing while sitting on the clean periphery of the ground. The breeze were making his mullets swing on its place. He's incredible handsome from his back too.

The more steps towards him, the more I can hear the sound of my own heart beats increasing.

"Oh!!! Come on Y/N!! You were about to say everything to him tomorrow. So why not now?? You anyways had to face this situation one day. YOU CAN DO IT!!"

My inner self screamed to me.
Taking a deep breath, I decide to call him.

-"S-sun b-bae!!"

He doesn't look back to me. But I can see his eyes did move from the past fixed vision.

-"Y-you called me."

He again didn't answer.

-"S-should I c-come la-later?"

No answer.

So I took the silence as yes and made my toe turn back. But I stop as soon as as I heard the most wanted yet most spectacular question of my life which can make me enigmatic anytime.

Author's P.O.V.-

-"DO YOU LOVE ME???"

Y/N's whole body like paralyzed by this one question from the fellow. But she slowly slowly she managed to look back at him. He was still in same position.

She opened her mouth but words seemed lost from her brain as she fought what to say make the situation easier to both of them.

-"I-I- ac-"

-"Do you love me??"

This time Taehyung spin his gaze to look at her while clutching her notebook tightly. His eyes were demanding answer but not like with affection. It was confusion mixed with unexpected gaze.

Closing her eyes, Y/N gulped down the blockage which was struck in her throat for awhile.

The she nodded referring she does.

SHE DOES LOVE HIM.

Getting no response, she opened her eyes only to find a blank expression plastered on face Taehyung.

-"Yes, I do love you. I honestly do. It may sound ridiculous but I had fallen for you since I saw you first time in my orientation. You were there playing piano, making the noise calm down, introducing yourself to everyone with your heart shaped smile which was able to take any girl's heart and I were there too as I ain't special one. As simple as your thoughts and way. The day my heart got stolen by an unknown lad who just did nothing but CAME FOR WHILE AND GAVE THE INESTIMABLE BIT FOR REST OF THE LIFE."

Whole time Y/N's gaze was fixed at Taehyung's. Conveying the feelings towards him, her eyes never left from his . The gaze of her held the extreme passion, desire, love for him while his gaze was unable to bear this much.

Taehyung brought his gaze down. He seemed like thinking something. So Y/N decided to continue.

-"Actually Sunbae, if you think-"

-"What made you fall for me?"

Taehyung cut her sentence in middle.

Though it was common but she wasn't prepared. What she should answer?? It's true that he didn't show any interest to her nor they were so close. So the possibility of his reaction is ninety percent will be cringe.

-"Though we aren't close enough to know each other but still I did fall for you."

He shot his gaze to her after hearing her answer.

-"The way you behaved, you talked, you showed your attitude everything is the reason." She chuckled.

-"So I started to portrait every way you were. I let my diary to know every single thing about you. I -"

-"But you knew I was engaged with someone." He said blankly.

The sentence made her stop with an undisclosed tremor. She knew that but still her stupid heart and emotion betrayed with her.

-"I knew. I knew you were with unnie. And I had no grumble for that. In fact, I was feeling blessed so much that my eyes were witnessing this much love still does exist."

Taehyung this time stood up and faced her. The sketch book was still in his hand.

-"Are you sure about your every words Ms. Shin Y/N?"

The way he uttered her name with surname was full of venomous and mixed with pain.

-"Are you??" He again said stepping near to her.

Y/N didn't understand why he was behaving like this. He was looking too much unknown at that time. Did she make mistake?? Did she make him angry by confessing to him? But he knew already by her sketchbook.

-"S-sunbae-"

-"I had trust on you. I HAD." He gave duress the words.

-"But  -" he laughed bitterly.

-"You are same like those who only knows how to creat fuss."

He spat those words on her making her widen her eyes. What fuss she did creat? She did nothing wrong, right? But what's he talking about?

-"Fact is you see Lusi is gone, now it's your time to shine. Right? Go ahead and keep trying. But remember one thing-"

He glared to her.

-"This tricks of yours won't effect on me. Cause I've give my heart only to one person and there's nothing to give others. But if it was, still I do love her. So, stop your delusion and fake things. It's better if you move from my tracks."

He grabbed her hand and handed her sketchbook to her before storming out from the rooftop.

With red eyes, he clutched the cold gateway.

-"And tear those papers. Those are useless." With that he left shutting the door with loud thud leaving a heartbroken bairn.

How could he??

How could he throw those poisonous cues to her without even realising what effect will fall on her??
It's clear he didn't accept her. But he could be nice at least. Why did he say something like that? She did take chance of being him alone??

A tear dropped from her eyes. That's when a grunt with heavy rain. It's not the perfect time for raining. But seems like the nature wanted to share her grief.

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Placing her head on the wood desk, Y/N was sitting on the chair closing her eyes. It's evening and still raining outside.

She even didn't bother to turn the lights on. Only the shabby desk light was turned on.

The tone of ringing phone grabbed her heed and she answered the call without noticing who it was.

-"H-hello!!" She said with sore voice.

-"Y/N!!" It was Kai's voice.

-"K-kai??"

-"Why your voice is so dull?? What happened to you??"

That's it. She couldn't talk further as the pain in her throat seemed heavier and she again closed her eyes letting her tears go down.

-To be continued

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