"Well, second chance means you're worth enough."

Y/N's P.O.V.-

Shoving the accessories I grabbed my backpack to leave for college. I also clutched the muffler to put it around my neck as the icy gust was blowing heavily outside welcoming the winter gently.

I heaved a sigh. I feel so lonely nowadays. Minami still didn't come back. She said she'll come back after four more days as she has to take care of her father.

I looked outside and saw the leaves were falling hazily due to wind. HE DIDN'T COME BACK STILL.

It's been one week since the incident happened. I heard from others that Taehyung sunbae and Jimin sunbae went to Daegu back after completing a the customs for Unnie's funeral. I don't know when will they come back.

How I wish to at least sit beside sunbae and solace him. I know I don't have any rights still. I can't do what Lusi unnie had told me. I better stay far like before and from the far I'll always admire him.

It's really most painful feeling to see your loved one's death in front of your eyes, right? Why sometime things have to be this much crucial? I wonder how he must be passing his days. It's probably hectic as he loved her most.

Wiping the few amount of tears, I made my way to outside of the dorm to continue my outer life cycle as basic rule of nature says,

NOTHING IS ABOUT TO STOP AS LIFE HAS TO BE TURNED FOR SOMETIME.

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AUTHOR'S P.O.V.-

Tears were flowing down on the cheeks but not to be bothered by them, He still kept his head stuck with the back wall of the balcony while gazing at the ceiling upper.

Taehyung's P.O.V.-

Is it even my fault that whatever I loved they still choose to leave me behind alone?? Didn't I love them with all I had? Then why did they leave? Doesn't they know how much hurt I become? Then why?

The scenery of the day when I did bid my goodbye to my love life is still greeny alive. That was the day when rain poured on me to hide my tears that my eyes were spilling.

I buried my love alone there!!!!

Author's P.O.V.-

Taehyung sat up straight as he remembered the funeral day of Lusi. His breath hitched by the memory of her being in the graveyard.

How could he live alive with the memory of this? He'll surely die without her.

Wiping off the tears, he looked to his side mirror to just find his own reflection there.

He was shocked by seeing himself in the mirror. To him, he was looking nothing just a stranger. He even couldn't recognize him properly.

"Is it even me??" He questioned himself.

That's when the words of Lusi's came to his mind. She didn't want him to be like this. She didn't want him to be broke like this. She didn't want him to shed tears for nothing just a stupid like this. And what he was doing? He's breaking his promises which he did to her.

"I may not be able to return you back. But I've to keep your words." He did murmur to himself.

Yes, he has to be strong. That was his life motto. He might be broke inside but from outside he has to be strong. Again and again one by one storm was going to break him, to shatter him. But he has to live to make those people proud who may leave him in earthy life but always there by his side.

Taehyung closed his eyes. The picture of his mother flashed where she used to play with little Taehyung.

"How unlucky I'm that I don't even have my mother beside to keep my head on her lap."

(Just a diverting- please love your parents and do obey to them... Not everyone is lucky to have them beside. 🥲)

Suddenly a heavenly pat land on his head and he looked upward. His grandmother was smiling towards him.

-"I didn't know you'll push me apart from you." She chuckled.

Taehyung couldn't control himself anymore as he quickly hugged her and dived his face on her lap to sob silently. She started to stroke his hair gently.

-"My man,,, get yourself up. I know what you had lost. But trust me there's something better is waiting for you. Just trust me." She said hoping to calm him down.

Taehyung didn't say anything as he was just too busy to find his inner peace.

-"Yeah Taehyungaah!!!! "

A sudden outburst made him to lift his head up and looked at the voice's direction.

-"You're too selfish. You're just having all the adore alone???"

Jimin's loud thud like voice and his cute expression made him laugh little bit. He was basically like this from the day he had started to live with them. Whenever their granny approached Taehyung to say some sweet or just touch like adoring, Jimin always popped up out of nowhere and started to complain about his part.

-"Ayoo... Don't start again my another man." Said the granny.

-"But this is unfair. You always love Taehyung more than me." He stated pouting like a kid.

-"Jiminaaah-"

-"Leave it grandma, he'll be fine after some moments." Taehyung said cutting his granny in midway and again kept his head on his granny's lap. He then looked at Jimin who was standing there frowning his eyebrows while keeping his both hands on the side of his waist.

Taehyung did chuckle a bit.

He knew why Jimin was making himself funny. Jimin wanted to make his friend at least smile a bit.
A while ago he did question to himself that he'll die soon. Maybe it'll be tough but he won't give up. He has still reason to live and the reason is his Jiminie pabo and his grandma. He has to start again like being a new arrival of himself.

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-"Students, today we've here new transferred student here. Please I hope you'll welcome him well and make him your friend. Please I'm gesturing the new student to come in."

The teacher announced about the new student's arrival. Some of the student showed excitement and some remain quiet and very few were extremely unbothered by the fact just like Y/N. Her mind was still running with her messy thoughts. But the next voice of someone grabbed her attention very firmly that she couldn't but look at the front.

-"HELLO!!! I'M KAI. HUENING KAI!!!"

-To be continued

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Heya -

Hold on, hold on

First let's do wish to our Mochi....

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR CUTE CHIM CHIM, MOCHI, TAETAE'S SOULMATE, JK'S JIMINSSHIIII...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY..."

(I really wanted to make a sketch for him but for my hectic schedule, I couldn't make it 🥺🥺)

(this reminds me ,,,,, when I watched "Filter" performance along with my mother I expected her to be cringed at me as it was how sensual performance.. but instead she told "Look at this boy, still far better looking than you being a girl"" 🙃🙃🙃
She just compared with a man who's literally 9 years older than me)

Well if you like this chapter then do vote and comment... Cause its really infires (inspires) me man!! Infires!! 😁😁