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"Rin!" You yelled from the bedroom, looking in the mirror as you held up two dresses to your body. Brows furrowed as you tried to decide if the baby blue dress or the white dress would look better for your graduation outfit. There was no response from Suna as you waited for him to walk through the cracked bedroom door. "Baby!"
"I'm coming!" You heard the shuffle of feet across the hardwood floor, the bedroom door squeaking slightly as Suna poked his head into the room. "Yes?" He chuckled.
Turning around to face him, you had a small pout on your face. You held the two dresses up to Suna, "which one?" You asked, blinking at your boyfriend. Suna stepped closer to you, a puzzled look on his face as he grabbed the white dress from your hand.
"Hm," he pondered, holding the white one up to your torso. His eyes scanned over you, biting the inside of his cheek as he tried to make a decision. "I don't know," he answered.
"Rin," you slapped his arm, "you are no goddamn help!" You snatched the dress from him and turned back around to face the mirror. Suna let out a small laugh, watching your figure.
"Why does it matter? The graduation gown is gonna cover it anyway," Suna snaked his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder before placing a kiss on your cheek. "And you're not gonna wear it to the after party."
With a sigh of defeat, you turned around and faced him, "you're right. It's just...it's a big day and I wanna look pretty. All of us are graduating and I'm super nervous." A slight frown formed at the corner of your lips.
Suna cupped your face in his hands, "baby, there's nothing to worry about. I got you and you got me, right?" He placed a kiss on your forehead. You nodded at his question. "Good. That's my girl," he smiled.
His hands dropped from your face, allowing you to pull away from him and hang up the dresses back in the closet. Suna sat on the edge of the bed, watching you with sharp eyes as you stuffed the clothes away. It was nothing to you, you didn't even know he was watching you, but it was everything to him.
Every time he looked at you, he couldn't help but feel guilty for all he's put you through, how he's treated you. And even though you both said and did things to each other that were wrong, he would rather deserve it than you. He sits and wonders how you managed to listen to him and take him back so many times. Was he really that persuasive or were you actually so in love with him you couldn't let him go either? He likes to think the second one.
Despite what he says and does, he knows that you're the only one who really knows him and his heart. You two were planning on moving in together, leaving and starting your own lives after graduation. Maybe even years later he'll be holding the hand of a small child, yours and his. He hopes it'll be a girl just so he can spoil her rotten and shower her in endless amounts of love. No matter the gender, Suna just wants a kid with you. He hasn't openly expressed it, afraid that you might shut him down.
He will always jokingly say something about wanting kids and each time you laugh it off. Little do you know, he's completely serious. He understands you may not be ready and he respects that, but Suna is. He's ready for the day when you come to him and utter the words, "I'm pregnant." He's ready for all your fussy days and when you're craving a certain food. He's ready for your emotional days where you're crying over nothing. He's ready for it all.
"Rin," Your voice pulls him from his thoughts. He raises his brows as you, noticing that he was still staring at you. "You okay?" You chuckle, walking over to him with a smile on your face. He blinks up at you, almost dumbfounded by you. "Hello? Earth to Rin!" You cup his face in your hands as you stand between his legs and look down at him.
"Sorry, what'd you say?" He blinked at you again, smiling at you like a lovesick idiot. His hands slowly made their way up your legs, his palms caressing over your bare skin before resting on the back of your thighs.
"I was asking if you were okay? You were just staring at me for like a minute straight without saying nothing," you brush the hair from his face, pursing your lips a little bit as you pulled your gaze away from his.
"Uh, yeah, I'm fine. I was just thinking about some stuff." He shrugged, his hands rubbing the back of your thighs before he pulled your body slightly closer to his. You could feel the warmth radiating off of him, giving you a sense of comfort.
"Tell me what you were thinking about," you continue playing with his hair, running your fingers through it.
He wasn't really sure if he wanted to tell you. You'll just laugh it off like you always do, but it worth a shot. If you feel the same way as him, if you see a future with him, maybe you'll change your mind. He hopes. "I was thinking about us," he admits, resting his head on your stomach as you massaged his scalp.
"Us?" You question. "Is something wrong?" You look down at him, but he wasn't looking up at you anymore.
"No," Suna shakes his head, "everything is perfect. That's how I want it to stay. That's what I was thinking about," he lifts his head to look at you. "I was thinking about our future, how it'll be."
"Well, I know we're gonna be living in a new house," you laugh a little, the corners of your eyes crinkling as you did. Suna could tell you were completely oblivious to what he was trying to hint at.
"Y/n," his voice was slightly deeper, "I love you."
Brows furrowing, you pulled away from Suna. Was something wrong and he didn't want to say anything? You knew Suna always had trouble when it came to communicating his feelings, scared that things will go the wrong way like they always do. "Rin, I love you too, but what's going on? You're making me nervous."
Suna sighed, "I like really love you, okay?" He grabbed your hand tightly. "And I was to be with you forever, until we're really old. But, I want to accomplish some things with you during that time. I wanna marry you, have kids, doing everything with you."
You were left shocked. "R-rin-"
"I know, you aren't ready. That's fine, baby, that's completely fine. I just wanted to let you know that I'm not here for some temporary shit, not with you. I know I don't communicate how I feel sometimes, and I keep things bottled up-"
"I want to be with you forever too." You cut him off, not because you were tired of hearing him talk, but because you couldn't contain the immense amount of joy you felt from hearing his words and the feelings he was expressing towards you.
"Really?" Suna's voice got quiet, almost down to whisper.
You nodded, "of course!" You threw your arms around him, hugging him tightly. A small yelp came from you as you both fell back onto the bed. Suna let out a laugh, his arms wrapped around your waist as he held you against him.
"You're not fucking with me?" Suna felt the need to question you again, unsure if he was just dreaming your not. A smack on the head from you was enough of an answer for him.
"No, I'm not! I should be the one asking you that question-ah!" Suna shifted his weight as he rolled on top of you, your back flat against the plush of the bed before he fell on top of you, his hand slipped from under him. "Ow! Rin!" You clenched your eyes shut as he accidentally head butted your lip.
"Oh, shit! I'm sorry!" He laughed, lifting his head to look up at you. Pushing him off of you, you held your lip, gently touching it. "Let me look."
"No, move! Your clumsy ass," you rolled your eyes, smacking his hand away.
"Let me look!" He let out another laugh. His hands gently cupped your face, his thumb pulling your bottom lip down. "Shit, you're bleeding," Suna pulled you up from the bed.
"Really?" You looked at him with slightly worry. "Is is bad?"
He shook his head, dragging you to the bathroom so you could wash your mouth out with water. "I'm sorry, baby." He giggled, watching as you cupped the water in your hand and washed your mouth out. The water tinted red as you spit it out into the sink.
"Guess you're hardheaded both mentally and physically. Big ass head," you slapped his chest with your free hand as you cupped more water into your mouth.
"Don't be rude!" Suna landed a harsh and swift smack across your ass causing you to jump and spit out the water. Suna quickly ran out of the bathroom as you quickly turned off the sink and chased after him into the bedroom. He put his hands out in defense, smiling at you, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"Yeah, sure you are," you squint yours eyes at him, taking another step closer.
"Baby, I'm am!" Suna grabbed a pillow from off of the bed, holding it one of his hands as he was preparing to throw it at you.
"You are not!" You take another step closer towards him and Suna gripped the pillow harder.
"Truce! Truce!" He dropped the pillow back onto the bed and smiled at you, his cheeks red as he looked at you. He still hand his hands up as you walked up to him, each step counting down the seconds to his demise. He clenched his eyes shut before he felt a kiss on his cheek.
"Truce," you smirked.
Suna opened one of his eyes to see you standing in front of him. Eventually he stopped huddling in fear as you stood before him, an innocent smile on your face. "Thank you, pretty. And I am sorry about head butting you. I'm sorry," he placed gentle kisses on your lips.
"I forgive you," you spoke in between the kisses before he finally pulled away.
Suna looked down at your lips, "it's swollen now," he couldn't help but chuckle.
"Shut up!" You grabbed the pillow off of the bed and smacked him with it.
"Ow!"
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Long time no see babiessss. How are y'all doing? Sorry I didn't update, I was busy with work and had zero motivation. I hope you enjoyed this fluff today, y'all deserved it after all that angst lmao. Also, hope you're preparing for the second book. Love you lots <3
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