Two weeks have passed. Suna hasn't seen you and you haven't seen Suna since then. No contact has been made between you two. If anything, the most you saw each other was at university when passing through the halls. Glances would be shared, but not ones that longed for each other. It was like the glance you give a stranger when walking by them on the street.

You will admit it has been hard-different from you really expected to happen. As much as Suna hurt you and you hurt him, you wanted to work out. Things just didn't happen the way you wanted them to. You said things that you regret and you were pretty sure Suna felt the same way too. But as time goes on, you have to focus on yourself and hope for the best.

All that was on your mind was graduating and getting your degree. It's what you deserved after going through four years of hell in this place. You just wish you could celebrate it the way you wanted to-with Suna.

"Y/n? Hello?" Haru poked you in your side, grabbing your attention. Looking in his direction, you furrowed your brows at him, completely forgetting what he was talking to you about. He rolled his eyes at you, looking at Zee across the table who was stuffing ramen into his mouth. "Can you stop slurping the noodles so damn loud, Zee? I'm trying to talk to her." Haru shook his head.

"You don't say anything when I'm slurping on something else." Zee shot Haru a look, smirking as he swallowed his food.

"I really hate you." Haru scoffed, looking back in your direction.

"I love you too." Zee continued to eat his food.

If you were being honest, being a third wheel right now wasn't the best feeling, especially when you were with your best friend who's in a happy and healthy relationship. Hearing their cute bickering made you slightly frown as you sulked in your chair. "Can you guys stop making me feel so shitty?" You whined.

Haru giggled, wrapping his arms around your neck to pull you into a hug. Your head rested on his chest as you stared off into the distance. "I'm sorry." Haru giggled, rubbing your back to console you. Zee put down his empty bowl of ramen, sighing in satisfaction.

"I hate to ruin the mood even more, but did he really break it off? Like one hundred percent?" Zee asked, scooting his chair closer to the table. He looked at you with sincerity, seeing the sad look on your face as Haru held you close to him.

With a nod, you answered, "he literally ignored ignored me when I said bye to him. He definitely broke it off. Also, his entire attitude changed. Kind of how he acted when we were just talking."

"Oh, so like a nonchalant asshole?" Haru said anything before Zee could. Haru has been there from the beginning. Hell, if it wasn't for Haru you probably would've never met Suna-finding out the boy you bumped into that day at school also worked at a strip club. It was crazy to think how agreeing to go to that club changed your life entirely. The butterfly effect.

Haru knows all the ups and downs you and Suna had. He knows the relationship like the back of his hand at this point. But, Suna ending things was something Haru would've never expected. "Yes, but worse. But I'm not gonna blame him. What I said was fucked up." You shrugged, biting the inside of your cheek.

Haru and Zee both hummed in agreement, nodding their heads. They weren't going to pick and choose sides just because you were their friend. Telling you the truth about how you acted and what you said showed you that they were true friends. "I don't really know what to tell you considering things just went to complete shit within two days, but uh, yeah." Zee commented.

"I'm not going to push things. If things are really done then I just need to accept that. I'll miss him, but I can't dwell on that shit. I'm not a kid no more." You sat upright, pulling yourself from Haru's arms.

"Can I ask a question?" Haru turned towards you. "What are you most worried about when it comes to losing him? Besides the baby." Haru leaned on the table, using his elbow as support as his head rested in his hand.

You sat there and really though about what Haru had asked. The thing is, this thought has never come to mind because you were convinced that things would work out. But now, you were bombarded with thoughts. Within seconds, it clicked. It something that always bothered you before you and Suna were even dating.

"Seeing him happy with someone the same way he was with me. But whatever happens, happens." You uttered.

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Suna turned the key in the ignition, looking at the building in front of him. It was a brick building with two glass doors. If was the doctors office. This is the last place he wanted to be. With a sigh, he exited the car, stuffing his keys into his pockets. He felt his heart beat against his chest as he walked closer to the double doors.

Through them, he could see the girl who he was here for. Faye. Along side her was another guy holding her hand. Must've been the other guy she had sex with. Suna walked through those doors, catching the attention of Faye. She looked up, seeing Suna stand before her.

"Thank you for coming." She gave a small smile. Suna nodded, hands still in his pockets as he looked between the two. The other guy was eyeing Suna, a glare in his eyes as he squeezed Faye's hand in his. Suna wanted to laugh at him for being so possessive over Faye. He could tell just from the look in his eyes and the body language he was being protective of her. He knew because he used to act the same with you.

"Suna, this is Kazz, Kazz this is Suna." Faye smiled, squeezing Kazz's hand back.

Suna wasn't going to be the awkward type and ignore him. It was already weird enough Kazz was staring him down like he wanted to kill him. "Nice to meet you." Suna mumbled, taking a seat diagonally from Faye. Kazz didn't say anything back, he just looked away from Suna, making it no secret he disliked him.

"Faye told me what happened between you two. Kind of fucked up for you to cheat on your girl like that. Don't you think?" Kazz must've had some balls on him to start talking to Suna about his private business. Mainly when it included you. Sure you and Suna weren't together anymore, but everything that's been going on had nothing to do with Kazz. The only thing that mattered was whether or not the baby was his. Everything else? It was between you, him, and Faye.

"Excuse me?" Suna shifted in his seat, narrowing his eyes at the man in front of him. Kazz scoffed to himself, almost laughing. Faye's eyes widened, the nervousness she already had was building up more and more by the second. The last thing she expected for something to come out Kazz's mouth. "Well from what I heard, you were already claiming the baby wasn't yours the day she told you. Own up to your shit, punk ass bitch." Suna laid back in his seat. The last Suna was going to do was keep quiet.

"Alright, can we not? We're in the fucking doctors office! Have some respect!" Faye yelled in a whisper, snatching her hand from Kazz.

"Tell him to keep his mouth shut next time. He doesn't need to know my business." As soon as Suna finished speaking, a nurse walked out the side door, a clipboard in her hand.

She studied the clipboard before speaking, "Faye Thompson!"

This is what decided it all. That's all that was going through Suna's head at the moment. He could be a father. He didn't really know how to feel. All this was a mistake. Mixed emotions and troubled thoughts were all that he felt in this very moment.

In the back of his head, for some reason, he was thinking about you. He doesn't know why but he was. Maybe he was too harsh on you the day you left? Maybe he should've at least said bye. Maybe he should've heard you out. He's said some crazy shit when he was upset and you still managed to let him weasel his way back into your life. Or maybe it was the right decision?

All he sees is you walking down the hall, barely sparing him a glance. If who was he to complain? He was basically doing the same. Now, he knows how felt all those times he done or said some stupid shit. But he couldn't focus on that right now. He had to focus on school, making money, and wondering if he's going to need to provide for a child in the future.

If you asked him a year ago if his life would be like this right now, he would've said no. But, this was now his reality and he had to live in it. He has no other choice. There is no where else to go, no other place to escape to. Suna had to deal with this all by himself no matter how difficult it would be.

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄:
Kind of a shorted chapter than usual but I still hope you enjoyed. I don't really have nothing else to say except that a second book seems to be what you guys want. So, in that case, a second book is what you'll be getting!