Awkward silence filled the kitchen as you sat at Haru's table munching on a bag of chips. You weren't ready to talk about what happened yet, but Haru was sitting there, leaning against the counter, open ears. He took in a deep breath, arms folded across his chest as he looked at you.

Your bags-the stuff you could fit-were sitting on the kitchen floor. You didn't care enough to unpack them. "So," Haru slowly made his way over to the table, "wanna talk about it?" Haru pulled out a chair from the table and sat down, his arms still folded. Pushing the bag of chips away from yourself, you swallowed the chewed chips in your mouth. Haru raised a brow, looking at you. "Well," you sucked your teeth, wiping your greasy fingers on your pajama pants, "Suna's being an ass."

Haru scoffed at your obvious statement. He also took notice of your finger-the ring was gone. "No shit. Spill." Haru leaned closer towards you. Rolling your eyes, you leaned back in the chair, "aran showed up on Suna's doorstep today while he was at work." You started off. "Aran?!" Haru asked in shock. "Yup, and basically he wanted to apologize and told me how the whole group broke up because of the stupid fight and shit. Long story short, I tried telling Suna about it and it seemed like he didn't give a shit." You explained.

"How come?" Haru's brows furrowed. "I have no idea. I was trying to figure that out myself, but he was just blowing up. And I said something like the old you wouldn't act like this and he practically lost his shit." Your eyes widened. "Lost his shit how? Like angry and throwing shit or acting like a drama queen?" Haru smirked at you. You giggled at his question, "drama queen. Basically he was said, 'oh you want the old me? Fine. I'll go fuck other girls and make porn videos with them! I've been dying to!'" You mocked Suna's voice.

Shocked, Haru's jaw was practically to the floor, "no fucking way he said that shit!" Haru covered his mouth with his hand. You nodded, "so I took that ring off and I threw at him and basically that's when I called you." You laughed. Haru couldn't believe the words he was hearing, but he found it amusing how you and Suna can go from loving each other to hating one another in a split second. "Okay, but Suna was the one being the dick."

"Oh definitely!" You agreed. "The shit he said was way out of line. And Haru," you looked at your best friend, "if he wants to go fuck other girls, let him do it. I can't stand him anymore." You slowly leaned towards Haru. Haru gave you a look. The look your best friend gives you when you know they're lying out of their ass. And you immediately recognized it, especially with the evident smirk on his face. "Y/n, you and I both know, either you or Suna are gonna be crawling back to each other, kissing each other," Haru started making kissing noises causing you to laugh, "and then y'all are gonna fuck and forget about it." Haru's face deadpanned.

"Nope," you shook your head. "Not this time. Officially done." You waved your hands in a dismissive manner. "Did you say were breaking up with him to him?" Haru asked, standing from his seat. He slowly walked around the table to your side. Once he was in front of you, he looked down at you. "I mean, I threw the fucking ring at him and started packing my shit. So..." You looked up at Haru and shrugged. He rolled his eyes, pulling you up off the seat. "This isn't the last time."

"It is," You looked Haru dead in the eye. "But, enough about me, how's you and Zee?" You pulled away from Haru, turning to grab your bags off of the floor. Haru stammered for a bit, "we're good." There was hesitation in his voice. You knew all too well that didn't mean they were good. "Haru." You threw your bag over your shoulder. "Okay, we had a little argument." Haru winced as you walked by him towards his bedroom. "Oh my gosh!" You gasped in sarcastic manner, "your first argument."

"Y/n, shut the hell up!" Haru laughed, following you to the bedroom. Placing your bags down in the corner of the room, you plopped down on Haru's bed, sighing in satisfaction. "Wait," you immediately sat up, "you and Zee have sex on here." You spoke in disgust. "Shut up, I wash my sheets you bitch." Haru shoved you. You laughed, pulling him in for a lazy hug, jumping back on the bed, "I'm just fucking with you." You giggled. "I hate you." Haru whined.

"I love you too."

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You spit out the excess toothpaste before rinsing your mouth with water. Haru walked up behind you, his keys in his hand. "Ready to get the rest of your stuff?" Haru asked, looking at you from the mirror. You nodded, wiping your mouth with a clean towel. Rubbing your eyes, you and Haru walked out the front door of his apartment. "Thank you for driving me back and forth." You smiled at Haru.

"You're my best friend. Don't thank me for shit." Haru threw his arm over your shoulder as you two walked to his car in the parking lot. "I'm being serious." You slightly frowned. Haru hugged your close to him, "stop getting all emotional on me. You know I'm sensitive." He unlocked the car with the press of a button. Shaking your head with a smile, you got inside the car and sat down, shutting the door behind you. Haru did the same, starting the car and pulling out of the driveway.

"Do you plan on having a conversation with him?" Haru asked, making a left turn down the street. "No. I'm gonna knock on the door and get my stuff. Simple." You leaned against the car door, looking out the window. "You don't think he...never mind." Haru immediately shut down the thought that was going to slip past his lips. Immediately snapping your head in his direction, you knew what he was going to say. "What? Had or has another girl over? That's his business."

Haru sighed, "y/n, you act like you don't care but deep down your ass would be hurt if Suna had another girl over." He glanced in your direction before focusing his attention back on the road. "Yes, I would. But like I said, that's his business. We're done. I told you." You looked away from Haru as he turned right. Haru pursed his lips together, his hands gripping the steering wheel. "Wanna know something?" You broke the silence. Haru hummed in response to your question.

Adjusting in your seat, you cleared your throat, "just last week he asked me to make porn with him." You admitted. Haru's eyes widened out of shock as he looked at you, "what?!" He nearly choked on his own spit. "Mhm." You nodded. "Did you agree?!" Haru turned down Suna's street. It was silent. It was always silent. "Mmm," you looked away from him. "Maybe." You answered, mumbling under your breath. "Y/n l/n!" Haru screamed, slamming on the breaks. "Haru!" You yelled.

"You're fucking crazy!" He shook his head at you. "Well, I'm not doing it anymore. Obviously." You looked to your right, Suna's house in front of you. You noted his car was still in the driveway. Must not be at work then. "I'll be right back. If I need you, I'll call you." Opening the car door, you shut it behind you before walking up the pathway to Suna's house. With your breath caught in your throat, a overwhelming feeling of nervousness fell upon you. "Fuck." You whispered to yourself before knocking on the door.

It was early in the morning so you didn't expect him to be up, but all the more reason to wake him up from his sleep and annoy him. "Suna!" You knocked louder. There was no answer. Looking over your shoulder, you saw Haru looking at you from the car. "Oh my god." You huffed in frustration. Knocking on the door again, you waited on the steps. "Suna! Open the door I'm here to get my shit!" You yelled. From the other side of the door, you could hear shuffling across the floor.

"Finally." You mumbled. The door opened slowly, someone peaking their head out. "Hi?" A girl looked at you, her eyes low. She must have just woken up. You looked her up and down, she was wearing one of Suna's shirts. Without pants. You expected this. "Where's Suna?" You clenched your jaw. "Um, I think he's sleeping," She looked over her shoulder. "Who are you?" She asked, smiling at you. "He ex. I'm here to get my stuff." You walked through the door, pushing her out the way. "Excuse you!"

"Shut the fuck up!" You looked back at her as you walked back to the room. "Suna! Wake the fuck up!" You opened his bedroom door to see he was sleeping-only to be woken up by you. "Y/n? What the fuck? How'd you get it?" He looked at you, eyes narrow. "Your new girlfriend answered the door." You looked back at the girl who had followed you to his room. "Y/n..." Suna sat up, only wearing his boxers. "Oh that's nice." You pointed at the one piece of clothing he had on, sarcasm lining your voice.

"I'm sorry Rin, she just kinda walked in." The girl apologized. You slowly turned towards her, "who even are you? Like honestly mind your fucking business for real." You squinted your eyes at her. "You pushed me out the way, you bitch." She spat back, standing in the doorway. "Suna," you looked back at him, "get her before I fuck her up. I'm being serious." You pointed at the girl. "Leia, can you just go back in the living room." Suna demanded. "No-"

"Go in the fucking living room!" Suna raised his voice, staring at her. She rolled her eyes, storming off to the living room. Suna quickly shut his door, sighing in frustration as you stood there in his room. "I see you moved on rather quickly." You swore up and down you weren't going to have a conversation with him, but you couldn't help yourself. "Y/n." Suna turned to look at you. "Nah, it's okay, Suna." You shook your head, walking to his closet to grab the rest of your stuff. "Why didn't you call me?" He asked.

"Why? So you could have time to get your new bitch out of here before I saw her?" You laughed to yourself, grabbing your bag from the closet floor. "No, y/n. Why the fuck are you like this?!" Suna yelled. "Me?!" You turned back to him. "You're the one who made a big fucking deal yesterday! And Suna, if you wanted this-us-to just be fuck buddies, you should have said something months ago! Cause clearly what you said last night, has been on your mind for a while! I would have saved a lot of fucking time." You shoved him.

Going back to what you came here for, you snatched your shirts off of the hangers, stuffing them in the bag. Suna stood there in silence as he watched you do it. "I mean she's already got your shirt on, using your first name and sleeping in your house. She's doing better than me compared to when we first met! So how was the sex last night? Was it what you've been asking for? Did you record it?" You laughed, smiling at him. "No, y/n. We didn't even fuck." Suna answered. "Sure, Suna." Shaking your head, you stood to your feet, throwing the bag over your shoulder.

You didn't dare look him in the eye. "Where are you going?" Suna asked, blocking the door. "Move." You tried to reach for the handle but he just blocked it. "Y/n, sit down so we can talk about this!" Suna grabbed your hand. "Don't touch me! Just fucking move!" You snatched your hand back from him. "I didn't fuck her! I did not fuck her! Can you just look at me?!" Suna tried to gently grab your face only to be defeated when you swatted his hand away. "Then why is she here? Who even is she?!" You pushed him.

Suna sighed, "she's a girl from the club, okay? I'm going to be honest with you," Suna paused, "I was going to bring her here to fuck her but then I didn't. I couldn't it." Suna looked at you. You scoffed, laughing at his explanation, "like that makes it any better! What the hell is wrong with you?! Seriously, what is wrong with you?!" You we're now looking at him. "I just gave her one of my shirts cause she had nothing else! She slept in the living room the whole night, okay?! I didn't even know she took her fucking pants off until now!" Suna admitted. "Oh my god." You mumbled, dropping your bag to the floor and walking over to his bed.

You had no other choice but to stay in the room until he moved. "Just let me leave." You ran your hands down your face. "Not until you come back home." Suna leaned against the door. Shaking your head, you looked at him with disbelief, "after the shit you said? After the shit you just pulled? Suna, move out the fucking way. Please." You begged. Suna slowly stood up straight, walking over to his dresser. Eyes following him, you stood up. "Take it." Suna had the promise ring in his hand as he looked at you. "No."

"Y/n, take the ring." Suna moved his hand towards you. You shoved his hand away, "no, Suna." You repeated yourself as you picked up your bag off of the floor. "Take the damn ring. I got it for you. No one else." He grabbed your hand, pulling you back towards him. "You just admitted you were going to fuck another girl to my face. To my face, Suna. I'm not taking the ring." You felt betrayed. "Take the ring, please. Please, baby." Suna began begging. "No."

Suna slowly released your hand from his grip. "I know I fucked up, y/n." Suna looked at you as you began walking out the door. "Good." You responded rather quickly, walking down the hallway with your bag. You could hear Suna follow behind you, "get your stuff and get out," You heard him say to the girl. "And give me my shirt too." He stood in the living room. "I don't even have a ride." She complained. "Find one."

Before you could walk out his front door, Suna gripped your arm again, turning you to face him, "I don't care what you think about me right now. Just know that I fucking love you."

You stared right into his eyes before pulling away. No words came from your mouth. You just turned away and left.

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Omg two updates in one week? Who even am I? But please disregard any errors, I'm too lazy to proofread. And the way y'all are hating me for making chapter 69 angsty lmao! Y'all should know by now I'm one to do that. But seriously I hope you enjoyed!