"What's going on between you and Suna?" Haru asked as he sat down next to you on the couch. You looked up from your phone with a raised brow. "What do you mean?" You asked him. Haru chuckled, slightly pushing your shoulder. "Don't play dumb. You guys have been hanging out a lot lately." Haru smirked before taking a bit of his sandwich.

"Yeah, so?" You shrugged. "Bitch be honest with me, do you have feelings for him?" Haru sighed as he tilted his head. You stayed silent, avoiding the question even though you knew the answer. Was it wrong for you to feel this way? You guys always act like your dating so why should you be scared that you have feelings?

"Hello, are you gonna answer me?" Haru waved his hand in front of your face, waiting for you to answer. "I guess, but I don't want to tell him." You groaned, throwing your head back. "Why the hell not?" Haru asked in a slightly higher tone. "I don't know if he feels the same. You and I both know he's a big time player."

Haru took a second and nodded at you, agreeing with your statement. "But," Haru started, "has he been acting sus lastely? He bought you all this lingerie, let you stay at his house. It's obvious he likes you." Haru spoke. Maybe he was right about Suna liking you, but if he did feel the same way...Anna and Eliza are still a problem.

Since Eliza previously worked with Suna, she could spill shit about him. Maybe even show proof of it. Then Anna would probably bitch and annoy Suna about lying to her and all that. Were you really up for it?

If word gets out about what Suna does for a living he could possibly be kicked out of college and his friends may look at him differently. "I'm worried about Eliza and Anna. They could talk a lot of shit about ya know-"

"His job?" Haru asked. You nodded at him, looking down at your hands. "Babes, no one else has to know you two are dating. Just make it official between the both of you." Haru smiled. He was right. Why didn't you think about it that way? It seems that your past relationships were always public so it never occurred to you that way.

"Should I tell him tonight?" You asked in a shaky voice. "Yes, in person." Haru said before taking another bite of his sandwich. "Okay, okay, I'm going over his house tonight so I'll do it then. If anything goes wrong I'm calling your ass to pick me up."

"I'll be sure to check my phone every minute." Haru laughed causing you to slightly chuckle, relieving some of the anxiousness that you were feelings. This whole things could go very good or very bad, no in between.

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You nervously exhaled as you put on your shoes, seeing Suna was waiting in his car outside your house. You were nervous to talk to him about your feelings for him, you didn't know how he would react.

For all you know he could be playing you and just trying to bribe you for sex, but you were hoping that wasn't the case. You made sure had your belongings before walking out the door, locking it behind you. You felt weak in your knees as you walked towards Suna's car.

You opened the door, sitting down in the passenger seat and shutting the door. "Hey." You smiled at him, leaning over and kissing him on his cheek. "Hi." He smiled back. You didn't want to seem like you were nervous or awkward about anything, so you just stayed silent as Suna began to drive.

You cleared your throat, putting on your seatbelt and looking at your phone. Haru texted you, wishing you luck on your confession to Suna. "Hey, you alright?" Suna glanced at you, rubbing your thigh. You quickly shut your phone off and looked at him, quickly nodding. "Alright."

Most of the drive stayed silent with only you resting your chin in your hand as you stared out the window, looking at the city lights while Suna drove. "How was work today?" You looked at him, pursing your lips. "It was actually pretty good today." He nodded, taking a deep breath in. "What are you gonna do about your other job?" You curiously asked.

"Not sure. Maybe I'll just start like a cam boy type of thing or just make videos of me jerking off." Suna laughed. You laughed with him, finding it funny that he found humor in his porn job. "Even though your laughing, I know you're not joking."

"You're damn right. I need to make this money somehow." He smiled at you while pulling into his driveway. You unbuckled your seatbelt, stepping out the car while Suna did the same. You shut the door behind you as you began to walk up the steps, Suna following behind you shortly.

He opened the door, letting you in first. "Thank you." You said while taking off your shoes and jacket. "Why do you seem nervous?" Suna looked at you with a confused expression before cupping your face in his hands and caressing your cheeks with his thumbs.

"I'm not nervous." You laughed, trying to play it off so he would leave you alone. "Okay, I'll be back I need to use the bathroom." He walked off. You made your way down the hall to his room and opened the door, immediately jumping on his bed and laying down.

You groaned as you ran your hands down your face, trying to calm yourself down for a while. "You can do it. Just say it." You whispered to yourself, hearing the bathroom door open. Suna's footsteps approached the room, a smile on his face seeing you already comfortable. "You're taking up all the space." He joked, walking over to you and pushing to the other side. "No I'm not, asshat." You pushed him back.

"Yes you are." He glared at you. You immediately sat up seeing he was reaching his hands out to tickle you. "Suna, stop!" You laughed, moving away from him. "What's wrong baby?" He innocently asked. "Suna." You warned him. "What?" He tilted his head with a smirk before quickly grabbing your waist and tickling you.

You erupted into a fit of laughter, trying to pry his hands off of you. Your feet kicked in the air as you struggled to make your way out of his grip. "Stop!" You laughed, finally able to push him off of you.

Suna laughed with you, leaning back on the bed while he stared at you. You grew nervous as he continued to look at you. "What?" You asked. "You have a really pretty smile." He sat himself back up, never breaking eye contact with you.

"Thank you." You took a deep breath, wondering if now was a good time to tell him. You fidgeted with your fingers, hoping Suna wouldn't notice, but it was definitely noticeable. "What's wrong? You've been acting like this ever since I picked you up." He moved closer to you, furrowing his brows.

You looked away from his and cleared your throat. You finally built up the courage, there was no going back now. "Suna," you looked at him, "I have feelings for you."