➣ fear of rejection.
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𝑲𝑬𝑵𝑵𝒀 𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑮𝑨 𝑿 𝑯𝑰𝑲𝑨𝑹𝑼 𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑫𝑨.
started: 8/16/20 - 5:12pm
ended: 8/16/20 - 7:33pm
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a / n : this one shot is dedicated to one of my fav reader Moxley1Belt !!!
here's your first request, i love kenny and shida together too so hope you'll like this!
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❝Risking is better than Regretting. ❞
It was a sunny lunch afternoon when the Elite, Kenny Omega, Hangman, Nick, and Matt Jackson were gathered in a wide table after the stressful class of Teacher Taz.
"Have you heard the news, guys?" Nick Jackson asked, mouth were full, munching the crispy chicken fillet.
"Don't speak when your mouth is full." His brother Matt warned.
"What is your latest gossip, Nick? Kenny asked as he gets curious about the announcement.
If you are all wondering, Nick Jackson is known as the famous gossiper of the University. He knows every story from each corner of the school. The gossips came from reliable resources and Nick had many connections, that's why he's always updated in the latest happenings.
"Sexy Chuckie T broke down in tears after hearing Annajay is now dating MJF! Chuck said he should've risked it. He should've confessed his feelings. Maybe, there's a chance Annajay and MF wouldn't be a thing." Nick told them.
"Holy Cow! Annayjay is taken already?! And what's worst of all is that....the guy is MJF!" Placing down his bottle, Kenny freaked out as he couldn't believe it.
"Gosh! MJF is better than us, and I didn't know it." Hangman sighed in defeat, playing the meatballs with a fork.
"Poor Chuck Taylor..." Nick exhales. "He should've not feared rejection."
"Right...that must be a lesson for every guy out there. Well, I do not belong in that club 'cause I'm already taken." Matt proudly commented and his brother Nick nodded in agreement.
"So guys, if you have someone you like, you should probably confess it or else you'll turn out like Crying Chuckie T, right Kenny?" Hangman smirked at his beloved friend.
"Hey...don't pressure me." Kenny pouted, twirling his spaghetti on his plate.
"Risking is better than regretting, dude," Nick smirked, spitting out the facts.
"You have been ranting this girl to us for like eight weeks already but you still haven't told us her name." Slinging his arms around on Kenny's shoulder, Matt added, wiggling his brows. "Who is this mystery girl, dude? We wanna know!"
Kenny scratches his nape in embarrassment as he couldn't formulate a response to his friends. He could feel the warmth of the blush on his cheeks when his eyes suddenly flew on the other table next to them. Her table. His unnamed crush's table. The lovely Hikaru Shida's table.
Kenny Omega has a big crush on Hikaru Shida but he's too afraid to tell her. Just like Chuck Taylor, this guy also fears rejection. He's afraid of getting rejected so he decided to stay silent for the whole time. Rejection hurts. There's really no way around it. If you would ask if that situation is okay with him, the answer is no. There was some point that he wanted to bring it out to her but his observation forced him not to.
Kenny always caught Hikaru staring at the Elite's table every lunch. His heartbeat rates goes abnormally as it pumps like there's a recitation in class, every time the eye contact happens. He wants to believe she finds him attractive. He wants to believe she's flirting with him 'cause that was the insight of other people when they caught your crush staring at you. Kenny badly wanted to assume that it was him she was staring at.
But he got a big feeling that his crush was staring at his friend, Hangman. It wasn't official though but that's what he feels. This feeling hurts him so much. He wanted to end this up but he couldn't do it. For him, from the very first moment he saw Hikaru Shida, he knows she's the most beautiful person, inside and out, he ever laid his eye on.
The bell rings and the Elite still didn't get her name. Literally, Kenny got saved by the bell. Kenny Omega was peacefully making his way to his locker room to get his Geography book when a cliche moment is set to happen.
Kenny bumped into someone and, of course, it was the exquisite Hikaru Shida. She bends over, picking her things up that fell from her arms.
"Oh my god, I'm extremely sorry, S-shida..." Gulping, Kenny apologizes as he started helping her to get her notebooks. A shade of pink appeared on her cheeks when Kenny unintentionally touches her hand.
"I...uh....." Heartbeats fasts, Kenny's gasped and immediately pulled his hand away, scratching his shoulders in embarrassment.
Holy Cow! I should've not acted like this! Kenny's inner self complained. He still doesn't get it why he's stuttering right now. Every time she speaks with Hikaru, it was so casual.
"You wanna say something?" Hikaru, with a small smile, tugged on her lips, asked after she finally recovered from that scene.
"I'm sorry for the trouble...this won't happen again..." Were the words came out from his mouth.
"I see." Hikaru looked away and let out a sigh. Disappointment and sadness could be seen in her expression.
Kenny's inner self groaned in disappointment. There are things he'd like to say to her but his mind wants him to keep it to himself for now.
Kenny and Hikaru had been talking casually. They are not friends but they are acquaintances which are bound to talk to each other because they are both student council.
Kenny wasn't so sure if things won't change if he confesses his feelings. Kenny doesn't want to lose that acquaintance relationship he had with her. He doesn't want them to go back to strangers.
"If I should say what's within me, may we never change the way we feel."
This moment took him to another level of embarrassment! Kenny's crystal eyes enlarged as he accidentally said that statement loudly. He then started praying, praying she hadn't heard what he blurted out.
Looking into his eyes with curiosity, she questioned, "What's within you?"
Too bad. Her hearing wasn't that bad. Her ears were probably associated with clean cotton buds as she heard him clearly.
He wanted to run away but this won't solve his problem. Then he remembers what happened to Chuck Taylor. Then he remembers what his friends said.
Risking is better than regretting.
"Shida..." Kenny called out before she could walk away. Hugging her books, she turned around, waiting for Kenny to say more words.
Here goes nothing! Kenny's inner self shrugged off.
"Shida, I have to get something off my chest..." Kenny said and then Hikaru furrowed her brows and started wondering.
Is it your shirt? I hope it's your shirt, please. That was the thought of Hikaru's inner self.
"Every time we happened to talk with each other, a smile couldn't brush off my face. I love spending time with you. I'm so blessed to have that opportunity. They say Libra and Gemini are crazy compatible in love. I don't know if it's legit or not but one thing for sure, I wouldn't get the answer if I'm not going to try it." Kenny smiled, "I wouldn't expect you to say it back but here goes nothing...I like you, Hikaru."
Finally! There he said it! He fears rejection but then he realizes he should face it. Kenny would accept whatever she'll say, at least he tried.
Kenny's energy dropped so suddenly as he didn't get a word from her. He already felt rejection when Hikaru held his hand, stared at his eyes, and smiled,
"I feel like my heart will burst with happiness when you say those three words. And you know what, I had everything I want and I guess...you're my missing piece."
He smiled.
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