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You walked towards the front door, slowly opening it as Toji stood there in his hoodie. "Hey," you said, quietly.
"Hey," he simply responded, stepping foot inside the house. "Where are they?" He asked, a slight smile on his face.
You pointed towards Megumi's room, Toji nodding before trying his hardest to silently walk over without making any noise. He could hear Megumi playing his video game from the television and Naya laughing. Toji glanced back over his shoulder to look at you, seeing you were trying your hardest not to laugh. "Go!" You yelled in a whisper.
He finally made it to the room, staying just out of sight before he knocked on the door. "You can come in, mom," Megumi spoke, pausing his video game.
Toji slowly swung the door open before saying, "mom?" Standing there to see his kids faces light up with excitement.
"Dad!" Megumi yelled, tossing his headphones and control to the side, running up to his father.
"Daddy!" Naya screamed, dropping her dolls and running to Toji.
"Hey!" Toji chuckled, ruffling his sons hair and hugging him with one arm while he used the other to pick his daughter up, her little arms wrapping around his neck to hug him and kiss him on the cheek.
"I thought you weren't coming until tomorrow?" Megumi questioned, looking at his father.
"Yeah! That's what mommy said!" Naya chimed in, pouting.
You walked around the corner behind Toji with a smile on your face, arms folded across your chest. "Surprise!" You laugh. "Your dad wanted to prank you guys."
Toji laughed along with you as he put Naya back down on the floor. "Mommy told me you guys were so sad. Really missed your old man, huh?"
Naya nodded her head, fiddling with her fingers. She turned to look at you, her eyes glowing bright like a lightbulb just went off in her head. "Mommy, can daddy stay for dinner tonight? Please, please, please, please!" She begged.
"Please, mom! You make enough food for all of us and I know dad loves your cooking! Right?" Megumi looks over towards his father.
You and Toji glance at each other as the kids beg and beg you to get him to stay. You truly didn't mind, you usually end up always cooking extra for leftovers anyways and you knew the kids missed him like crazy. "It's up to your father. I'm not sure if he's busy or not."
Almost immediately Toji answers, "I can stay." His eyes searching yours.
"Yay!" Naya cheers, jumping up and down as she holds his hand.
"You two get back to playing and I'll help mommy out with cooking, okay?" He looks between his two kids and they both nod at him, running back to their respective spots and going back to playing. "So, what are you making?" He asks as he trails behind you into the kitchen.
"I was thinking beef stew over white rice. Megumi has been asking for it, says it's his favorite, so yeah," you respond.
He chuckles at you words, "just like me, isn't he?" Toji leans against the countertop. He watches as you grab the meat out of the fridge and the ricefrom the cabinet. There's a few seconds of silence before he breaks it again. "Is, uh, everything sorted out between you and your boyfriend?" He asks, hoping the question didn't come off too strong.
You scoff, "well, we're actually no longer seeing each other anymore." You purse your lips together, taking a deep breath.
"Shit...I'm sorry, mama. The argument couldn't have been that bad, could it?" Toji wonders.
"It's a little more complicated than that to him. I guess it wasn't just about the argument." You turn to look at him. "But what can I do? If he wants to leave, then so be it. He was a great guy, I have nothing against him, but I can't make him stay." You shrug. From where Toji was standing, he could see that you were hurt over the situation. He wasn't going to keep asking questions and pry, reopening the wound again just to make you talk about it. "It just ended so quick, he ended it so quick like nothing. I just...I'm starting to think that maybe it's me, you know?" You admit.
"No, no," he shook his head, "don't say that." He placed his hand on the small of your back, trying his best to comfort you.
"I being honest, Toji. Look how I went off on you just this morning, screaming and cursing, blaming you when it was me who asked you to come. I just," you sigh, "I just think that I need to work on myself before anything. Obviously, the kids are always first, but you get what I mean."
Toji pulls you into his embrace, his arms wrapped around you. "I just think you're someone who's been through a lot. But don't blame yourself for it, mama. No one is perfect. Hell, I should know," he chuckled.
You laughed with him, resting your head on his shoulder. It was times like this that made you wonder if Nanami's words were true. How effortlessly you sat in his arms, let him hold you. You trusted him so much, appreciated his words too. "Thank you, Toji." You pulled away from him, staring into his eyes, and he stared right back. His eyes flickered down to your lips for the quickest second before you pulled away. "Alright, time to make dinner!"
"Right, what'd you need me to do?" He cleared his throat.
Megumi scarfed down his second bowl of food like he hadn't eaten in days, taking spoonful after spoonful. You and Toji both watched him, the little boy in his own world, just nothing but him and his bowl of food. "Megs, slow down before you get a stomachache," Toji ordered.
"I'm fine," he spoke, mouth full of food.
"Listen to your father, Megumi," you demanded.
The little boy looked up at both of you, sauce and rice stuck around the corners of his mouth as he put the spoon down and actually chewed his food. "Sorry," he mumbled, grabbing his napkin. His bowl now empty.
"I'm done, mommy!" Naya showed you her empty bowl.
"Good job, baby girl. Go put in the sink." You pointed into the kitchen. Megumi followed behind her, wiping his mouth and throwing it in the trash.
"Kids," Toji mutters.
"They're carbon copies of youβpersonality wise." You roll your eyes at the man, a smirk on your face.
"Yeah, yeah, sure," he playfully scoffs.
The kids walk back to the table. "Can you and daddy come tuck us into bed now?" Naya asked, rocking back and forth on the heels of her feet.
Toji stood from his chair, grabbing his daughters hand as she lead him towards her bedroom. You grabbed Megumi's hand, following him into his. "Goodnight, sweetheart. See you in the morning." You placed the blankets over him as he curled into bed, planting a soft kiss on his forehead.
"Night, mom." He smiled before you walked out his room and into Naya's just as Toji did the same.
"Goodnight, baby." You leaned down and kissed her cheek, seeing that Toji already turned her nightlight on, the patterns decorating her ceiling.
"Goodnight," she spoke softly. You shut off her light and closed her bedroom door, Toji doing the same with Megumi.
"They're getting too big." Toji smiled, but it was a bittersweet smile. It was like only yesterday when he remembers Megumi being born. A head full of black hair and chubby little cheeks. Now, he's only two years away from being double digits.
"They'll always be our babies no matter how old they grow." A tired sigh left your lips, and for a brief moment you closed your eyes. Toji studied you, noticing your soft and tired expression. He thought about what Gojo had told himβto kiss you. He doesn't know if he can despite doing it many times before. It's too soon. You're still hurt over Nanami, and you only allowed him to stay so late because of the kids. He didn't want to overstay his welcome like he did before.
Just as he was about to grab his keys from his pocket, you blurted out, "you remember when we first met?" You softly chuckled at the memory, looking towards him. "You had this grumpy look on your face and you were with Gojo. I was celebrating my birthday, super drunk with my friends."
Toji nodded, grinning. "Yeah, I remember. You stumbled between me and Gojo at the bar, interrupted our conversation just so you could order another drink," he added. He moved closer towards you, both of you just now standing in the hallway, leaning against the wall, staring into each others eyes. "You caught my eye, had me staring for minutes on end."
You laughed at his comment. "I could say the same. I mean, who wouldn't stare? Tall, muscular man with dark hair and a handsome face? I was sure every girl in there wanted you." You rolled your eyes.
"Yet, I was only looking at you. The birthday girl." He stared at you with soft eyes. "And then that birthday girl soon turned into the mother of kids and my wife. I couldn't ask for anything better." Suddenly, he gently grabbed your hand. Toji contemplated on whether he wanted to express his true feelings right now. And he knows he's already told you so many times before, shown you so many times before, but that light of hope won't die inside of him no matter what. "You were the best thing in life. You still are. You and the kids. I think about you so much, so fucking much, y/n. And I miss you so much, mama. I really do. I miss being a family. I fucked it all up..." He shook his head, lightly squeezing your hand in his.
"I was jealous," you admitted. "Back when you were with that girl, when you dropped the kids off. I was jealous, hurt. I...I thought that maybe all of those nights and mornings we spent together even after the divorce...I had thoughts of getting back together with you," you said in a soft tone. "But, then I saw her and knew you were spending more time with her and I felt like I was being used until you found someone else to fill what I couldn't for so long. I just thought that if I forgot and moved on, then we could put this all behind us. I was trying to deny it. I was so wrong."
Toji's hand cupped your face, the pad of his thumb caressing your cheek. You melted into his touch, letting out a shaky breath. "I was only trying to do the same, but I did it in the worst way possible. No matter who I tried to replace you with, I couldn't do it. It wasn't the same. They weren't my wife. So that's why I always came back to you, mama. You and the kids are my home, my heart. I don't know where we went wrong in our marriage, but I'd be a damn fool if I didn't try and fix it. I'm in love with you. I never stopped loving you."
Tears pooled in your eyes and it felt like everything you've been so unsure about became clear. "I...I love you too, Toji. Fuck, I love you." You finally were able to speak your true feelings instead of shoving them away, pushing them into pits of darkness. His eyes searched yours before he decided to push all his second thoughts aside, planting his lips on yours. Your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him in closer as you kissed him back. Your skin felt hot, his hands roaming all over your body, kissing you like a starved man.
"I've missed you so fucking much, mama," he panted, speaking between kisses. "I don't think you understand just how much you're on my mind. I should've never let you go." Both of you fumbled into your bedroom, Toji shutting and locking the door behind him without breaking the kiss.
Your back connected with the plush bed, Toji's mounting you. Your hands snaked up under his shirt, trying to remove it. He pulled away from the kiss with a devilish smirk, reaching for the shirt and pulling it over his to exposed his muscular build. Not wasting another second, Toji helped you remove your shirt, earning a chuckle when he saw you weren't wearing a bra.
It feels like forever since he's seen you like this, since he's been so vulnerable with anyone. He pulls down your shorts along with your panties, tossing the articles of clothing on the floor. You shut your legs together as Toji's removed the rest of his clothing. It felt like your heart was going to beat out of your chest.
"Don't be shy, mama, come on." He glided a hand down the side of your abdomen.
"I know, it's just we haven't done this in a while," you shyly say.
"It's nothing I haven't seen before, yeah? Making love to you ten years straight," he chuckled. "Let me see her, wanna make you feel good." He sunk down onto his knees, big hands gently opening your legs, pushing them back to your chest as he set eyes upon your pussy. "Fucking hell," he muttered. "As pretty as I remember."
A small gasp left your lips at the feel of his tongue dipping between your folds. His hands held your legs back while his tongue circled around your clit. Your hand immediately tangled in his hair, small whimpers leaving your lips as you tried not to be too loud. He sucked on your clit before lifting his head with a pop, pressing kisses to your inner thighs and the outside of your pussy, teasing you. "Taste so good, baby," he moaned, licking a long stripe from your fluttering hole to your aching clit once again.
"Ah, Toji," you moaned, raking your fingers through his black hair. "Oh my god." Your eyes rolled back, the tip of his tongue penetrating your hole. "Mmm, fuck," you panted.
Toji spit onto your pussy before slurping your juices, licking up every last drop as he focused on your swollen clit. "Oh, fuuuck. I love the way you taste."Your hands clasped over your mouth in an attempt to stifle your moans, the pleasure starting to build up, your skin hot to the touch. It was so intense. You lifted your head, watching the way he devoured you, licking, sucking, and slurping like his life depended on it. You nearly came on the spot when he looked up at you, dark and lustful eyes staring right back at you. He lifted his head, his chin coated in your juices. "Good job, mama. Keep those eyes on me. I wanna look into them while you cum."
You propped yourself up on your elbows, your bottom lip tucked between your teeth. "Yes, yes, right there, baby." Your brows furrowed in pleasure, toes curled as ecstasy coursed through your veins. "Oh shit, I'm getting close," you moaned. Toji pushed your thighs back further, feeling your fight against him when the feeling became too much.
"You gonna cum?" He cooed. You nodded, whimpering when you felt him slip two fingers in. "You're so wet, oh fuck," he breathed out. He curled his fingers up to hit your g-spot, doing a 'come hither' motion. He watched as your eyes rolled back, jaw slack and the way your body shuddered under his touch. His tongue laid flat on your clit as he practically made out with your pussy, watching the way you struggled to keep yourself sitting up.
"Toji!" You squeaked, feeling your orgasm approaching quickly. "You're gonna make me cum, ohβah, shit, shitβmmph!" You put your hand over your mouth once again as your orgasm raked through your body, falling back onto the bed as your entire body quivered at his touch and your eyes rolled back.Β He didn't stop until he drew your entire orgasm out of you, making sure you enjoyed every last second and felt every last bit of pleasure.
"That's my fucking girl," he praised, pressing kisses to your thighs as you came down from your high. Those kisses soon reached higher, traveling up your stomach, then on your sternum, then your neck, and lastly your lips. Your hands cupped his face, tasting yourself on his tongue as he settled between your legs. "Look at me while I put it inside," he whispered, his forehead pressed against yours.
Biting your lip, you nodded, and spread your legs a little further for him. Toji shuddered as he aligned himself with your entrance, taking every chance to tease you and himself. The tip of his cock rubbed up and down your slit, nudging at your clit and sliding between your folds. It felt like the breath was sucked out of your lungs when he finally slipped inside, pushing slowly, inch by inch, making eye contact with you the whole way through. The stretch made you wince slightly, always forgetting just how thick he was, but it was so deliciously intoxicating. "Feels so good already," you mumbled against his lips.
Finally, he bottomed out, his cock throbbing inside of you before slowly started moving. "Ah, fuck, you're already clenching around me," he breathily chuckled, picking up his pace, your body rocking back and forth. "Feel so fucking good wrapped around meβoh shit." Your legs were pushed up to your chest, your arms wrapped around his neck as you tried to pull him in closer than he already was. His cock dragged along your walls, pulling out before slamming right back into you. "I'm gonna go faster, baby," he warned, wrapping his arms around your body, settling his head in the crook of your neck.
His hips began moving at a much faster pace than before, the tip of his cock reach deep inside of you, grazing over your sweet spot with each thrust. He squeezed at your flesh, holding onto you like he never wanted to let go. "F-fuck!" You squealed, sucking in a breath. Your nails clawed at his back, hands sneaking up to rest in his hair while he fucked you into the mattress.
"You're doing so well for me, beautifulβah, oh shit," he moaned as you squeezed around him, sucking him in. Toji lifted his head to look at you, his lips connecting with yours, passionately kissing you, tongues messily moving against one another. You moaned into the kiss, his hips repeatedly slamming against yours, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist. He felt like he was on cloud nine, head spiraling. Your two sweaty bodies pressed up against each other while he whispered dirty things into your ear. Filthy moans and whimpers leaving your mouth while you begged for more. "Fuck," he groaned. He pushed deeper, practically putting you in a mating press, your legs over his shoulders.
"Toji!" You cried out. "It's too muchβfuck I think I'm gonna cum again." You were barely able to speak, broken moans filling the room. "Yes, yes, right there," you whimpered, clawing at his biceps. "Please, don't stop," you begged, staring at him in desperation.
"I know, mama, I know. I'm sorry, you justβngh, fuckβfeel so fucking good," he moaned out. His hair stuck to his sweaty forehead, his cheeks a rosy red as the light reflected off of his sweaty body, defining his muscles. "You make it so hard to control myself. Driving me fucking crazy," he panted. You immediately pulled him down for a sloppy kiss as he kept drilling your sweet spot over and over again until your legs were shaking, sending your body into overdrive. Your eyes screwed shut as your orgasm hit you like tsunami, body quivering as you held onto Toji with at your strength.
"I love you," you whisper, pressing your forehead against his, a lazy smile on your lips.
Toji smirked, pecking your lips one more time. "I love you too, babyβlove you so much." He kissed you again. His thrusts grew sloppier and harder, his orgasm approaching. "Ngh, shit!" He grunted. "You're gonna make me cum if you keep looking at me like that," he let out a breathy chuckle.
"Cum in me," you whimpered, nodding at him.
"Mama, don't say thatβfuck! Please, don't," he whimpered. Those three words drive him crazy, and you out of everyone knew that. It didn't help how deep he was inside of you either.
"Please, Toji," you cup his face and place your lips on his. "Cum in me, baby." You whisper against his lips.
Toji let out a shaky moan, his hips stuttering with each thrust. "Oh, fuck, don't...don't do that to meβoh my fucking god you're squeezing around me. Shit!" He breathes heavily, chest heaving up and down. He can't contain himself, losing all self control when you beg him once again, pulling him in close. A series of moans and grunts fall past his lips when he pushes deep inside, fucking you hard and slow, filling you up. Slowly he pulls out, leaving your legs quivering. "Oh my god, come here." He grabs your jaw, pulling you in for a kiss, his tongue moving against yours. "Breathe, baby," he kisses you, "just breathe." He places his lips on yours again. "That's it, mama, deep breaths."He tries to catch his breath, lying down beside you. "Shit." He stares up at the ceiling with a soft smile, wiping the sweat from his forehead. He feels you snuggle in beside him, resting your head on his chest. He looks down at you, snaking his arm around your waist. "You doing okay?"
"Yeah, I just need to catch my breath." You nod, placing your hand on his chest. "I can't believe we just did that," you said, shocked before laughing.
"Does that mean I get stay for breakfast?" He asked, jokingly. You slap him on his arm, rolling your eyes at him. "Ow!"
"You just came inside me and you're asking if you can stay for breakfast?" You lift your head, brow raised with a playful smile on your face.
"Can't a guy be gentleman?" He shrugs.
"You're insufferable," you mumble as you lean in, pecking his lips.
"Well you're possibly gonna give me a third kid so you gotta put up with it, mama." He smiles against your lips before landing a slap on your ass.
"Ow!" You gasp.
"Payback," he says, smugly. Both of you sit in silence for a few, enjoying each other's company, eyes closed, and the only thing you can hear is the sound of both of you breathing. "I love being like this with you." He breaks the silence. His fingers trace patterns on your skin, sending goosebumps all over your body. "No fighting, nothing. Just us. I want that back forever."
"I miss it too, but we can't just jump straight back into it. I know we literally just had sex," you laugh, "but let's take the whole relationship thing slow, yeah?"
"I'll wait however long." He brushes a hand against your cheek, looking over your features. "Just wanna be able to call you my wife again, put an even bigger ring on your finger. I wanna do right by you and the kids this time. I should've never taken you for granted." He cups your cheek. "I'm lucky that you're even giving me another chance." He takes your hand, placing a soft kiss on your knuckles. "You're so special to me. I want you to know that."
You sniffle a little, tears brimming your eyesβhappy tears. "Just don't fuck it up. I don't know if I could stand going through that all over again, Toji." You slightly frown, squeezing his hand.
"I don't think I'd be able to stand it either," he admitted. "I love you too much. I'm sorry for acting like a fucking idiot in the past." Gently stroking your cheek.
"Can you hold me?" You asked, voice soft and delicate. He doesn't respond, he just wraps his arms around you and pulls you on top of him, pulling the blankets over you. His rubs his hand up and down your back, soothing you.
"We have to get cleaned up in a little bit, okay? Don't fall asleep," he murmurs against your forehead before pressing a kiss to it. You nod in response, shutting your eyes slowly. "I love you."
"I love you too."
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