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                                 𝘧𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺 10, 2024 9:32𝘱𝘮
𝖎𝖓𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖈𝖍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝖿𝖿𝗂𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝖽
𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾. 𝗆𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝗅𝗒 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗈𝗇?

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thiccliketwix wei is a clown pass it on

𝖵𝗂𝖾𝗐 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌

user1  LMAOOOO (she's real tho)
⤷user2  not you too babe 💔

wei.atl  oh i didn't know we was putting bitches on blast now
⤷thiccliketwix  idk you kinda deserve it
⤷user3  @thiccliketwix is having a crush on yachty THAT MUCH of a crime

user4  GROW UP??? IM FKN CRYING

tineciaholz  can me you and gio do something after y'all are finished
⤷thiccliketwix  please! 😙

user5  his ice cream sandwich built ahh
⤷user6  oh my gosh 💀💀💀💀💀
⤷thiccliketwix  okay that's mf despicable 💀 THATS SO MEAN WTH

❝𝕺H SHIT. THERE go your ex, sumi'."

suminar's head looks up from her phone at what giovanna says to her. she looks in her friend's direction and lo and behold, there jay was. dapping up some of the boat club with a big smile on his face.

she just didn't understand why he was here, though. jay wasn't a part of their crew. sure, he's made music with miles that never got released but... why was here doing something for them and their brand? and why did he have to be here, today, in the same room as her?

"oh, you've got to be kidding me. and y'know, my photographer isaias? he told me i was just getting better infront of cameras? that i don't clam up anymore and that i'm more comfortable. this does not give me any grounds to be comfortable, gio! i'm much more open to clam up," she mutters harshly as she keeps side eyeing jay.

"mmm, clams. can we get a seafood boil after we wrap?" giovanna asks, distracted by the word being said over and over again. suminar looks at her with an agitated expression and she holds her hands up in defeat.

suminar scoffs and when she sees miles coming towards the both of them, she makes sure to punch him right in the arm.

"ow! bro, you can throw a punch, what the fuck?!" he exclaims, holding his arm in pain. she brings him in closer, to whisper, "why d'you invite him?"

he stares puzzled at her, turning to look behind them. "who, jay? what problem you got with him?" he asks, clueless.

"nigga, i can't believe you forgot they used to go together. you've known sumi' longer than me," giovanna butts in, pausing from licking the end of the blunt inbetween her hands.

"i thought that nigga dom got mad when you call her that."

"he- we're dating now, he doesn't care."

"oh yeah! congratulations, by the way!"

"nigga- stop deflecting, yachty!" suminar exclaims, throwing her hands up in the air, "i don't think i'mma be able to do this with him there! and i don't wanna bail on you, that's not fair but... i don't know if i can..."

giovanna notices she's about to start panicking, and leads her to the back to get away from everyone. she also shoots miles a glare, to which he apologises to her from across the room. causing giovanna to shoot him another glare, basically telling him to shut up with her eyes. they both go outside, where suminar is quickly attracted to the blunt in her friend's hand, which she sparks up and they smoke.

"yo! y'all got room for another?"

hearing that voice turned giovanna's face sour, but she was going to keep the peace (somewhat) out of courtesy. jay's tall stature coming into view very nearly intimidated suminar in a different way than it used to.

giovanna turns to her, seeing if she was going to be okay alone. getting a wink in response, she gives her the blunt and kisses her cheek before getting up to walk away. she doesn't do so without turning around and shoving two middle fingers to jay while his back turned.

"uh, so i been meaning to talk to you."

suminar puts the blunt in her mouth to inhale and tugs on both her sleeves to cover her wrists. after taking it out, she murmurs, "so talk..."

"so, well..." he was really unsure of this now, but he knew he had to do this; he had to apologize, no matter what the outcome, he had to. "i been wanting to say this for so long, but i just never got the chance, so i wanted to say... i'm sorry."

she was slightly taken aback by this, but also felt a rush of anger at the same time. she felt like it was a good first step, but he had to apologize for more than the breakup. for everything he had done to hurt her, and for taking advantage of her.

"that's... that's it?"

"no. no it's not," jay sits down beside her hastily. he wanted to get everything off his chest, but he wanted to make sure he didn't go overboard.

"look, this is gonna sound weird or rude maybe i'm not sure, but after the breakup, i realised what a nigga really had in you and what i wasted. and i was wrong for not realising it soon enough and playin' with you how i did."

jay felt like he was gonna say something that would make her hate him all over again, so he chose his next words very carefully.

"i realise now how you felt, everything about how i acted and treated you, i wish i did things differently. not just because i really messed up, but because i feel that i really did hurt you, and i really hate that."

suminar was surprised by this; his words sounded somewhat considerate. she wasn't used to him speaking this way to her, it almost felt like he was completely a different guy altogether, and she wanted to think that he truly changed, she wanted to believe that he truly had realized his mistakes.

"why now? why not when you were in my house and could talk to me? i don't understand..."

jay felt an immense amount of shame at this moment, he knew the question was a completely valid one, and he knew that he really had no response. "i... i don't know, i really don't, i had so long to think about it, but i guess i just let my own pride blind me from truly thinking of you and your feelings.

i... i was an idiot for not saying nun' to you. i was selfish, and blind to just how much i really hurt you, it took me until recently to understand what really happened. i was dumb."

suminar didn't truly get it. she didn't know if she really could if he kept being so vague. she'd rather just get to an understanding with him, so she could accept his apology. so she could stop hurting. especially over someone that didn't care.

she started to look more serious again — she was still a little wary of asking him this, but she needed to know. "did you... did you ever love me? did you genuinely care about me? or were we- did you see me as someone to use the whole time?"

she knew it was blurted out a bit but it also meant he couldn't lie about his answer. it was her last question after this anyways; all she desired was his honesty.

jay, for once, didn't have an immediate response, he thought about it for a second. she seemed to have hit a nerve in him, and he felt like he needed to make it right still. he continued to talk, words coming out before he even gave them a second thought.

"i- i did love you, but... slowly the love started fading out. being with you was... convenient. and i'm fucked up for ever doing that to you, i am. i knew what everyone was expecting of me during that time... you had assets i could never get and i- i took advantage of that. suminar, i'm really sorry."

at that point, the blunt between them was almost finished and as it got passed over to the girl, she stared hard at the burning ember coming from it. it made the diamonds on her bracelet shine just that extra bit brighter, turning her attention to them.

"i wasn't even... angry at you. i was angry at myself. i thought everything was my fault, that it was all me. it took everyone around me to convince me otherwise. and i'm not- i'm not here to give you the respect you don't necessarily deserve but i'm not trying to hold a grudge either..."

as she looks at him from her side of the bench, the envy stirring up in her body dies down. she didn't want to be a saint. she wanted to scream, shout, hit, curse. but in all honesty, she wasn't bothered enough anymore. she had to stop letting her past affect her future.

her future was with dominic. she knew that. she also knew that in order to move forward with it, everything had to be let go. including her pain. she looked on at jay; his pained expression, his soul, what he was doing with his life.

why did she have to hurt so badly over someone who was clearly doing worse than her?

"to be clear, i don't hate you, jay... i was just confused with you. and confused on why you got invited to my house again, i have no clue what my momma was on," she tells him.

"and if there's one person i cannot say no to, it's your moms," he mutters back and she actually lets out a chuckle.

"when she forced you to dance with her and you tripped up three times. God, you were really bad."

"yo, i remember that shit! i've never been more humbled in my life."

there was this little passing silence after they both laugh.
she knew this conversation was now over, and so was this part of her. she just didn't know how to end it particularly. she was always bad at shit like that.

"so... where does this... put us?" jay finally speaks up, eyes quickly flickering over to her.

"we're both here for one reason. we're helping a friend. and i was confused. now i'm not so confused. thanks for clearing it all up."

the blunt was now tossed on the ground; there wasn't anything left to smoke. suminar walks back over to the studio, leaving jay where he sat.

finally, washing her hands of what once was.

𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐒𝐊𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐉𝐔𝐌𝐏, 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐒𝐀𝐘 "𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇?"
sorry for dying... told you
jay was gonna come back btw.
and he's not gonna be leaving
so quickly... TEEHEEHEE.
also the only reason why i left
is bc i wanted to make sure i
did all this shit right. i didn't
want to fuck the shit up since
there's a certain way i wanna
do it

probably gonna update
again today! this might
be the first out of three
i think just bc i left you
guys hanging for so long

I LOVE U GUYS TY
FOR 44K WHILE I
WAS GONE YALL
RLLY HELD DOWN
THE FORT