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Have you ever done something without really realizing you did it, just to regret it moments after?

Because if you have, we have a lot in similar.

I have no idea what led me into having this midnight conversation, but here I am.

Staring at the phone screen in absolute horror after reading the text that I sent over and over.

And I only have one question in my mind.

What the fuck was I high on?

If only I could go back in time and undo this...

Sighing, I plopped down on my bed, thinking about what all happened today.

A couple of hours ago

It's been a few weeks since Taehyung had that...interesting nightmare. And a lot of weird things have been happening.

Jungkook seemed to be more confident while talking to Y/N. Gone was that stuttering blushing mess of a boy. He was replaced by a whole other persona.

He was smooth, charming and not making a fool out of himself. It was surprising to watch.

And Y/N? She seemed to have exchanged personalities with Jungkook. Now she is that very obvious, stuttering, blushing mess.

It's entertaining yet slightly painful to see every day. Then again, I didn't expect Jungkook to be single for the rest of his life, so I had already mentally prepared myself for this kind of situation. Which explains why my jealousy hasn't been off the charts.

I'm proud of myself.

"Alright. Class dismissed." Mr Kim said as everyone started leaving.

"I'm bored," I said sadly as I took my bag. Taehyung ruffled my hair and giggled when I tried to swat his hand away. I semi glared at his cute smile before smiling back.

Who could resist this guy?

He's probably the only person other than Jungkook and Yoona who can make me happy when I'm feeling down.

"Guys...I'm gonna do it." Jungkook said, taking a sharp breath and trying to build his confidence up.

"Do what?" Taehyung and I asked in unison, giving each other weird looks before doing finger guns at each other.

"Ayyy~"

"Ayyy~"

"I- Mr Kim, Ms Lee and Mr Jeon, please vacate the classroom. Unless you would prefer being locked up in here for over 15 hours." Our professor said raising an eyebrow. He was used to our crackhead friendship and had no problem with us as long as we paid attention to what he taught and didn't disturb the class.

"Bye Sir." We said quickly before sprinting out of there.

"By the way," I said, slightly panting since it's been a while that I've exercised. "What were you going to say, Jeon?" I asked.

"Oh yeah. I'm going to ask Y/N out on a date." He said, making Taehyung and I choke.

We both started coughing rather loudly before composing ourselves.

"When?" I asked calmly, ignoring my feelings for now and being neutral.

"Now." He said before running away in Y/N's direction.

"Wow. That was quick." Taehyung remarked before looking at me. "Don't tell me he forgot he has work today."

"Knowing him, he probably did." I shrugged. We turned to look at Jungkook, who seemed to have smiled brightly at what Y/N had told him.

"I think she said yes," Tae said, not looking away from the possible couple.

"Yeah. Me too." I said, also shamelessly staring at them.

What am I supposed to feel like now? Do I deserve to feel jealous when I've been a coward the whole time?

I was beyond confused as to what and how I should react to this situation, so I decided to completely ignore it until tonight when I spill everything to Yoona.

She's my only hope now.

"Woah. He's coming back with Y/N." Tae said, making me look away.

"Quick. Act like we weren't staring at them the whole time." I said.

Taehyung started laughing for no reason, forcing me to join in with fake laughter.

"So funny oh my-" he kept on laughing while repeatedly hitting my shoulder as I tried not to cry out in pain.

"M-mhm!" I chuckled, hoping that it didn't sound too fake.

"What...are you guys doing?" Jungkook asked, looking confused and slightly embarrassed.

"Tae here just cracked the joke of the century!" I said quickly, making him nod repeatedly.

"Really? What was it?" Y/N asked, looking very interested.

"Uh- I forgot." He said sheepishly before letting out another string of fake chuckles.

"What? C'mon. Tell us." Jungkook whined, making me want to snap his neck for not noticing the obvious lie we made up on the spot.

10 years of friendship. WASTED ON HIM.

However...I had an evil idea.

"Yeah! Go on Tae!" I said encouragingly. He turned to me before sending a heated glare that only I could see.

I would die for this later, but it'll be worth it. Since I was always the one to be stuck in such situations, I decided to enjoy the one time I wasn't.

"Okay...ahem. Will you remember me?" He said, making everyone blink and stay silent for a few seconds.

"Yeah..." I said, confused as to where this is going.

"Yup," Jungkook said, frowning.

"Mhm..." Y/N nodded, also looking confused.

"For sure?"

"Yeah, dude/bro/Tae." Y/N, Jungkook and I said at the same time.

"100%?"

"Yes." We said, slightly tired after repeating ourselves so many times. Where is he going with this?

"Good. Knock knock!" He said cheerfully.

"Who's there?" We all asked in unison.

"You said you would remember me." He said and pouted sadly.

"..."

After a few moments of silence, we realized that was the joke and let out fake laughs for his sake.

The whole situation was way too awkward, and it makes Tae and I seem like lame idiots.

Well, not that it's far from the truth.

"Well, Y/N and I are going to the coffee place. Wanna join us?" Jungkook said with a look that clearly said 'please say no.'

"Sur- ouch!" Tae let out a whimper as I stomped on his foot.

Why does no one here get the damn hint except for me?

"Oops. Sorry, Tae." I said, blinking innocently before turning towards Jungkook. "Sorry, we won't be able to make it today. Don't cancel your plans though! Just go on without us." I assured.

"Oh. That's a pity." Jungkook said, trying his hardest to hold back his smile.

Sure it is. You look so sad right now, Jeon.

"Okay then. We'll be going now!" He said waving at us before leaving with Y/N. We both stared at their backs as they walked away.

"Wanna make a bet?" Taehyung asked, making me look at him.

"Why not?" I shrugged.

"I bet on my chocolate milk that they'll hold hands while walking to the cafe," Taehyung said.

"I bet on my precious laptop that they won't at least till they reach the cafe," I said confidently.

Spoiler alert: I won.

Happily walking away with Tae's chocolate milk after our part-time job, I reached my apartment.

"Yoona?" I called out.

Silence.

Ah. She must be working or at her girlfriend's house.

Sighing, I decided to cook something for myself to have an early dinner and watch some YouTube before calling it a day.

~A couple of hours later~

It was midnight by now and I couldn't bring myself to sleep.

'Just one more video.' My brain convinced me every single time.

I have no idea why the hell would I be watching lyric pranks at midnight, but I'm addicted.

What am I doing with my life?

Just then, my phone buzzed.

"Who the hell would message me at t-" I paused mid-sentence to see a contact I wouldn't have guessed I would see.

Ms Perfect💅 sent a message

Y/N? Why would she message me at this hour?

Opening the chat, I quickly read the text she sent me.

Ms Perfect💅:
Hey
Can we talk?

That simple text caused my whole life to flash in front of my eyes.

What does she want to talk about? Did I do something wrong?!

Shaking my head, I calmed myself down. I quickly sent her a reply.

Me:
Sure
What's up?

I fiddled with my hands as I saw the familiar typing status come up.

Ms Perfect💅:
It's about Jungkook😓

Me:
What about him?

Ms Perfect💅:
I have a confession to make...

Me:
Go on...

Ms Perfect💅:
I'm starting to like Jungkook in a different way than friends would like each other...

Me:
...sorry I'm dense. WhAt?

Ms Perfect💅:
Lmao nah you're fine. I should elaborate.
I like Jungkook in the way that I want to go on a date with him.

Me:
OoooOOoOOoH

Ms Perfect💅:
Yeah😓
What should I do?

Me:
Honestly, I'm the worst person you could ask for advice
I'm a dumbass

Ms Perfect💅:
No, you're pretty smart!

Me:
😅thanks

Ms Perfect💅:
No problem😁

Me:
Well, I still think that I can't fully help you because

Ms Perfect💅:
Hm?

Me:
I like Jungkook too
For a long time actually

~End of flashback~

Do you feel my pain now?

I can't believe I told Y/N out of all people. Hell- even telling Jungkook directly would've been better than this!

I screamed into my pillow for the millionth time before making plans of shifting to the Antarctic. However, I quickly dismissed them when I realized I was broke.

Being half sleepy just made me spill everything without realizing and now I'm regretting my choice of not sleeping before.

Tae was right. I should just close my damn eyes and sleep instead of being on my laptop and phone.

I need to start listening to people more often.

Seeing the same typing status again, my heart started to beat faster.

What's going to happen now?!

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People make mistakes all the time. It's a part of human nature.

I wonder...

Was falling in love a mistake? Or was loving you a mistake?

-ilovequackson3000