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(A/N: This is the book where Mira writes all her observations for 31 days to see if she loves Taehyung. Normal chapters will resume after this one.)

Day 1:

It was hard, not to get caught by Taehyung as I stared and tried to decipher how I was truly feeling about him.

In the end, I decided to fuck it and just stare, even if I get caught.

Not like I had any shame left.

Today, he gave me my favourite chocolate milk. He seemed to have noticed that I was slightly disturbed these days, so he tried to lighten the mood.

He truly seemed clueless that he was the reason, but I appreciate his efforts.

Just looking at his smile seemed to have worked pretty good, though. It sure did cheer me up.

So, after today's observations, I'm not sure if I'm in love with him.

-Mira

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Day 8:

The stupid class president turned out to have a crush on Taehyung.

I'm not surprised.

He felt awkward, but he rejected him as kindly as possible, resulting in a few boo's from the crowd.

The guy had the AUDACITY to CONFESS IN THE CAFETERIA IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE THINKING TAE WILL HAVE TO ACCEPT DUE TO PEER PRESSURE!

Without thinking, I stood up on my chair and preached about how the 'annoying the person you like' trend should've died in 2012 in fanfictions, which also made Y/N and Jungkook join me.

We all stood at the table, shouting absolute nonsense about fanfiction to get the attention away from the confession and onto us.

Taehyung sunk into his chair while covering his face with his hands, hoping to disappear.

Soon after, almost everyone in the cafeteria declared war against cliché fanfiction trends that are toxic, which made them forget about the whole confession.

The class president's plan went to dust.

As it should've.

After the whole ordeal, Taehyung thanked me in the library with his cute boxy smile, making me happy for the rest of the day.

I seriously don't see how I could be in love.

-Mira

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Day 12:

Today was one of the days where I felt down for no reason, making it hard to talk to others and smile.

I could barely drag myself to Uni, much less make conversation. I was very tired.

At the end of the day, just after our part-time job ended, Tae gave me a big, warm hug.

"My hugs are on discount and you seemed like you needed them." He said before dropping me off at my place. Giving me a small kiss on the head, he left.

He didn't even ask what was wrong, which I was grateful for. I didn't even know myself.

Nonetheless, he sure did make my day better. Just like he always does.

After today, I still don't see any signs of love.

-Mira

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Day 17:

Today, I was very angry.

Taehyung admitted that he has been getting small notes of hate in his locker for about 5 days, which have affected him more than he showed. Of course, I noticed the change and offered that he could talk to me no matter what. That's when this confession came.

I calmly asked for one of the notes, to which he complied. It read: "Your smile is ugly."

My eye twitched and I asked for the rest of them too, before gathering them and throwing them in the fireplace in the cafe.

Taehyung just blinked in shock, not knowing what to say.

I explained to him that trash gets burned in the end, like those papers. And then, I proceeded to give him a lecture about how he had one of the most beautiful smiles I've ever seen, and how haters don't know him.

He didn't completely cheer up, but I was determined to help him heal. Even if it takes time.

Also, I woke up extra early just to rush to his locker and take out the note of hate before he could see it.

Sleep is nice and all, but Kim Taehyung takes the top priority for me.

-Mira

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Day 22:

Taehyung was finally starting to smile and become normal. Not completely, but he was starting to.

Turns out, the person writing notes was a jealous boyfriend whose girlfriend would always talk about how good Taehyung looked.

I punched him square in the face.

Yes, I punched him before telling him to break up with her because she isn't worth it. We then sat down as he ranted, telling me what had all happened.

Poor guy was so tired of trying to make this relationship work alone. He was just so scared of letting this go.

He confessed to having only written one note before giving up, which made me real suspicious.

Sure enough, I looked at his handwriting and only one note matched the handwriting of the notes I collected secretly.

Realizing who wrote the rest of the notes, I went to the class president and punched him in the face too, hopefully breaking his nose.

Future note to me: Take defence classes. You barely bruised him. Also, next time, do it when there is no professor around.

PS: Mr Kim is the most chill professor ever. Give him some chocolate in the future. He made sure to solve the problem and let you go with a mere slap on the wrist.

Literally.

The class president was demoted, which made everyone happy.

The 'one note' guy followed my advice and broke up with his girlfriend, which ultimately made him relieved and happy. He had a cute gummy smile.

So today, we have made a new friend and his name is Yoongi.

He's not a bad person, he was just with bad company. Let's hope he feels better with us.

Taehyung by the way scolded me slightly for punching people who were barely injured.

My fists were more bruised than their faces.

I swear to God, Yoongi is made of granite.

All the time while Tae scolded me while trying to nurse my bruised knuckles, I couldn't get that stupid smile off my face, seeing how gentle he was being.

Noticing that, he sighed before booping my nose, making me chuckle with him.

I still don't see anything related to love. I guess it's platonic after all.

-Mira

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Day 31:

Today is the last day of my observations! And nothing had screamed 'love' yet. Let's continue anyway.

Yoongi became close to our group. He sure was quiet, but definitely anything but cold.

I bet secretly that he's the most affectionate person in this whole world.

Turns out, Yoongi might be even smarter than Taehyung. Nothing slips past him, either.

He's right beside me as I'm writing this down, telling me about what a genius he is to figure it out.

I'm pretending to listen to him as I write this down.

M̶i̶n̶ ̶Y̶o̶o̶n̶g̶i̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶e̶n̶i̶u̶s̶.

Yoongi stole my book and wrote that he is a genius. I ran away and am currently hiding to write this before he notices that I struck off his point.

Anyway, Taehyung finally became normal and wasn't pretending. He seemed content with our small friend group growing with Jimin, Y/N and Yoongi joining.

That's right, Jimin is a part of it too. He joined a little before Yoongi and fit right in with his cute smile and crackhead self.

We both flirt with Taehyung, making him flustered.

Jimin assured me for whatever reason that he didn't like Taehyung and had a crush on Yoongi.

Three words.

I. Ship. It.

Tae was truly happy, and that makes me happy too.

Welp, that's it. 31 days of observations, and no sign of love for me. This is Mira signing off!

-Mira

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PS: Yoongi took the book and hit me on the head, telling me to re-read it from day one. And so, I reluctantly did.

...

Okay, I'm back after 10 minutes.

Shit.

I'm in love with my best friend.

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Yoongi patted my head and said 'good job' before going away, leaving me with my thoughts.

I'm going to stop writing and go cry over a few rom coms. I'll leave this problem to the future me.

-Mira

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Tae's failed confession: Part 2

Tae: Alright. You got this. It's do or die. Do or die. Do or die.

Mira: Huh?

Tae: hEY!

Mira: ...hey.

Tae: ...

Mira: ...

Tae: *mutters inaudibly* I've started to develop feelings for you.

Mira: Sorry? Could you say that a little louder? I couldn't hear you.

Tae: *louder* I've started to paint. Look at them, will you?

Mira: Really? *bright smile* I'd love to!

Tae: *panicking in 'I've made no paintings yet'* uhh not yet! In like 5 days. I want to make sure they're perfect.

Mira: *enthusiastic nodding* Kay! And you don't need to be so nervous Tae. You can tell me anything.

Tae: *mutters* Like hell I will.

Mira: What was that?

Tae: *louder* Thank you, I will. *smile*

Mira: Welcome! Now let's go?

Tae: Yeah! *mentally sighs in failed confession part 2*

Mira: *mentally sighs and wonders how in the hell did she think that she heard a confession*

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