Chilling until you see that you're not even a second choice.

You're an option.

They chose if they want to take you or not.

Most of the time they don't.

You are a " when it's convenient."

And obviously, it's not.

Cause you are a freak.

Cause you are annoying.

Cause you are disgusting.

Cause you're an introvert....

Cause you don't talk that much.

Cause you're abusively shy.

Cause you have a fear of everything.

Cause you have a social phobia.

And the reason number one,
They don't love you.