🍒·˚ ༘ ┊͙CHAPTER 017 ! ˊˎ
i look stupid!
( real life )

༄✧ *:･CHRIS.
i never thought i would here again, sitting on viviennes bed as she got ready for a party that we both were making fun of. she sat at her vanity, doing her makeup. i felt stupid staring at her, like a lost puppy who hadn't seen it's owner in years.

"stop staring you're going to give me ojo, chris" she whined, turning back to me "did your eyelash pop off!" i asked— it looked fucking weird. WHY WAS IT OFF??

"no" she laughed— god i loved her laugh— "it's a falsie chris"

"oh." my face heated up as she turned back towards the mirror, placing the 'falsie' whatever the fuck that meant onto her eyelash. i couldn't watch

"what are you even dressing up as?" she asked looking back at me. she stood up and grabbed the pile of white clothes that sat on her dresser "no idea"

"hmm.. i have an extra dress shirt if you wanna match me, but you need slacks and a tie" i immediately shook my head "no i'm okay"

"so what are you going to be?" she asked, sounding annoyed, from the bathroom, and she came out in white boots, a short white skirt and corset with a bottle of fake blood in hand

"wanna drown me?" she smiled innocently at me and who was i to resist? "in fake blood?" i asked "duh" her hand placed the bottle in mine, before she dragged me to the bathroom

she stood in the shower, covering her face "okay just.. be gentle" i laughed and immediately dumped it on her head "chris!" she yelled, gripping my arm "vivienne now i look like i killed you!"

"good!" she smiled, hunching over laughing. she had the type of laugh that rappers would make a track with, one that would drive men out of their money. shit she could have MY money if she wanted it

rappers, my mind wandered back to her ex boyfriend, a fucking british rapper "okay okay no more" i placed the bottle on the counter and smiled at her "you look beautiful"

"shut up" she said stepping out of the tub, placing her hand on my face, getting fake blood all over me. only she would be able to get away with this

"i hate you" i moped "no you don't" she reminded me, and she was right. i never have and never will

༄✧ *:･ 3RD PERSON
vivienne wondered if eyes were on them as the two entered a party together, arms linked as she greeted people and he dabbed up those who he knew. she hadn't pregamed yet, so her anxiety and inner thoughts had been screaming at her the entire way there.

people who she hadn't known that well coming up and hugging her as if they'd known her for years, she was only here because of chris. dylan was going to another small garage show with diego, madison might be here and sabrina and olivia both had things early the next morning.

matt and nick came up to them soon. after, smiling "you guys look so good!" nick complimented "well at least viv does, chris you look a little.. bland" the boy stuck out his tongue at his brother

yet she felt the tension in the room grow about an hour in, when her literal worst nightmare walked in. a girl who she wanted to avoid for the rest of her life and even more now that she found her name in chris's phone again

estella brown. "no fucking way.." she said quietly to herself watching as the girl walked in as starfire from teen titans. nick glanced at vivienne, noticing the panic on her face as music played over- like a scene in a movie where the villain walked in

"hey, calm down she's just here— she won't talk to you" and for the split second that nick turned his back to block viviennes view of the girl estella began walking over to them

"nick! it's so good to—" estella began before the two girls made eye contact. the music slowed and before vivienne knew it she downed whatever was in her cup "oh! you're vivienne right? vivienne rose? i LOVE your music"

sure estella tried to make conversation, but she didn't expect much. what was she supposed to expect from the girl whose boyfriend she basically stole?

"nice, uhh nick i'm gonna go" vivienne replied dryly, turning and walking into the kitchen to get another drink. all hopes of staying slightly sober were gone the second estella walked into the party.

estella sighed and looked around, finding chris staring at vivienne. she approached him, "chris" he looked at her, a strange expression on his face. he didn't know what to do

go to vivienne? or stay with estella?

"stella, your here" he smiled awkwardly "you here with anyone?" from the corner of his eye he could see a guy approach vivienne, dressed as annakin skywalker, fucking vinnie hacker.

his eyes traveled up and down vivienne, scanning her for any form of claim, as if he was checking if she was single or not. chris was annoyed, and pissed. if vivienne knew he wanted to get back with her why did she always try to run away? or at least that's what he thought

but what chris didn't know was the fear that laid dormant inside of vivienne, a fear that he would pack his things and leave once again for yet another girl with a pretty smile and big eyes.

she didn't want that, and the best way to avoid getting hurt was to avoid him all together, right?

chris watched from the corner of his eye as vivienne laughed at what vinnie said, her head leaning back and her eyes glowing in a way he wanted only for himself. this was the jealousy and a selfishness that he felt for her.

"are you guys.. together again?" estella asked, looking in the direction where his eyes were. she spotted the singer and the influencer sharing flirty smiles and whispers, his hand now on viviennes waist

"let's just get out of here" chris wrapped his arm around estella and motioned towards the door, making eye contact with vivienne on his way out. that was what broke her

"oh fuck this" she mumbled, looking up at vinnie. the cup was placed down on the counter and her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him in. she was done playing the chris and estella game

however, he kissed terribly. rough and hungrily, like a lion being starved. she pulled away desperate for air, and by that time. the triplets and estella were out the door

she no longer cared "who are you looking for?" he looked around curiously "no one" she reassured the stranger.

meanwhile, matt and nick followed after chris, and pulled the boy away from estella as she talked on the phone with someone "dude what are you doing?" matt asked

"viviennes inside kissing some guy cause she's drunk" chris shrugged "so i'm gonna-" "what get back with stella? you realize how stupid that is.. right?" nick asked

"she's being difficult, and estella—" chris tried to say, but he was soon cut off by his oldest brother

"we are okay with estella but chris, have you and vivienne even caught up about anything? like estella knows now you, but viv knows you you." nick pleaded, looking at estella "besides when did you start texting stella again anyways?" matt asked

"she texted me the other day when i was with vivienne, but then she got all quiet and it's been awkward between us and now she's kissing fucking vinnie hacker!"

"chris let me explain to you something about my idiot vivienne, she gets hurt and needs to pick up the pieces at that moment before it all crumbles on top of her, she's fucking terrified! like actually scared shitless, and this whole bad communication thing that is going on between y'all? yeah that needs to stop like right fucking now" nick said "now go get her and let's go home"

matt nodded in agreement the whole time, and like the universe heard their prayer vivienne walked outside underneath the arm of vinnie. "hey guys i'm going with—"

"with us" chris grabbed her hand, only to have it yanked away violently "with vinnie, you guys can take what's her face" jealousy and hurt laced every word

"estella" chris said, sighing. he didn't even know why he agreed to come to this party "bless you" vivienne smiled "viv let's just go" matt spoke gently, managing to pull her away from the guy

"i don't get yall, chris can move on with some random and i can't move on with a random?" she asked, sitting in the passenger seat of the car. she stared at matt the whole time home, eventually her eyes closing out of frustration and sadness

in the simplest terms vivienne felt stupid. she knew what was being said about her, that she was a whore and a home wrecker. she no longer had her mother with her to help her through the pain of another chris related heartbreak. she was alone

she remembered the nights when her mom stayed on the phone with her after the break up, and she read song lyrics over facetime to her. chris knew none of it.

the hope of her and chris finally died out, maybe the two simply weren't meant to be. she would forever just be right where he left her, and maybe he would go back to estella and his perfect life.

but her hope, was dying. faster than anyone suspected.

𝗖𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗘 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗔𝗞𝗦 !
sorry y'all i had to do it to em. can never let them be happy, yay!!!!

for u all , ily.
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