But I can't help him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather
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"Baby, get off your phone if he knows you're reading the messages he'll just keep sending them." Frank said.

Gerard nodded and sniffled crawling over the couch into his daddy's lap for comfort. Bert wouldn't stop texting him the same crule messages about how he was usless and how Frank couldn't pleasure him like he could.

Afterward's he'd apologize and send him hearts. Gerard, being himself, foregave him as he always did. He couldn't help but sympathize with Bert. He lost a big part of himself that he would never get back and if he needed to fill that hold with Gerard, he'd let him.

"I wish he'd stop. I wish he'd let me love him."Gerard said. Frank wasn't offended and knew what kind of love Gerard meant.

"I know, baby." Frank sympathized. He kissed Gerard's forehead. "You're so amazing, I wish this wasn't happeing to you."

Therewas a moment where no one spoke. Gerard just sighed after Frank's statement and snuggled his head into Frank's chest. His phone continued to vibrate annoyingly every minute or so. There was a lengthy pause where they both thought that it was over, atleast for today. But they were proven wrong when there was a loud buzz breaking the silence.

"Ugh, Gee why won't you block him?" Frank asked with an agitated tone.

"Because Frankie, he doesn't deserve to be cut off. Sometimes people just need time."

"Sugar, you're way too sweet to be around someone like him. He's bad for you eveyone know's it."  Frank said

"Mikey's still freinds with him." Gerard mumbled

"Does Mikey know?"

Gerard shrugged.

"Gee, I hope Bert get's better too and I wish things were different, but they're not. Bert's eighteen and if i show the cops your bruises and point out your age-" Frank started.

"No!" Gerard yelled sitting up and straddled Franks hips.

"Gee. . ." He sighed running a hand through Gerard's thick black hair.

"Daddy?" Gerard said in a small voice that never failed to help get Frank turned on. "Please."

"Baby, stop this isn't going to change my mind." Frank said but he didn't try and pull Gerard away just yet.

"Daddy, please it's gonna be okay." Gerard sighed into Frank's ear. He let out a low moan as he circled his hips pushing their crotches together.

"Fuck- Gee stop it now." Frank said kore sternly as he grabbed Gerards hips to stop them from moving up into his.

Gerard crossed his arms and pouted but Frank just found it adorable.

"Baby boy, the next time somthing major happens, you tell me okay?" Frank sighed.

"Of course daddy!" Gerard squealed throwing his arms around Franks neck, not noticing his dick poking into his thigh.

"Mmh, how about you finish what you started, Darling?" Frank said quietly in his ear.

Gerard blushed furiously and looked down at his daddy's crotch and the problem he had caused that quickly.

"I-I did that?" He asked shyly.

"Yeah you did, baby boy. You gonna fix it?" Frank asked kissing the corner of Gerards mouth.

Then his jaw, Then his neck, then his collarbones.

"Y-Yes, daddy." Gerard answered moving his hands down Franks body slowly till he was at the hem of his shirt.

Gerard slowly lifted Frank's shirt until Frank got the idea and beought the shirt over his head. Gerard looked up to Frank with lust clouding his eyes before bringing them down to Franks tattooed chest. He brought his lips to the skin and trailed them down his body all the way too to Frank's V-line.

"Fuck baby," Farnk moaned. He pushed Gee's hair that had fallen across his eyes away so that he could cleary see his face. "God, so pretty."

Gerard blushed and reached for Franks pants.

"No," Frank said when Gerard got on his knees between his legs. "Want you to ride me."

Gerard looked up at him innocently and confused. "I-I- what do you mean?" He asked blushing harder. "I'm-I'm sorry."

"No, baby It's okay I know you don't understand, it's okay." Frank said helping Gerard back up on his lap.
"I'll show you okay? It's gonna feel so good."

"Alright." Gerard said in a small voice partly to himself making Frank smile.

"You're so cute." He said kissing Gerard on the lips once.

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Frank had left Gerard at his own house with nothing to do to go hang out with his friends. Gerard understood though. Frank even envied him to come but he declined. Gerard got bored so he drew a bit, mostly pictures ge would give to Frank later. He even drew a picture for Bert not really thinking about when or how he was going to give it to him.

After drawing for about an hour he got hungry but he pretended he wasn't. He just drank somthing like he usualy did and lied when Frank asked him if he had atleast two meals.

While in the kitchen there was a buzz from Gerards phone. He jumped almost spilled his glass of milk that he had just poured. He sighed sadly thinking that it was just Bert again. He still wanted to check just incase but he knew he shouldn't.

Curiosity got the best of him pretty quickly and Gerard abandoned his drink to go check his phone.

Pete: hey, gee! mikey told me you were home alone so i was wondering if you'd want to go to the mall with me or somthing.

Gerard let out a sigh of relief because it wasn't Bert harassing him again.

Gee: sure what time are you coming? xo

Pete is typing. . .

Pete: i can come rn if you're okay with that

Gee: thats fine thanks xx

Gerard put on a skirt and a black sleeveless band shirt tucked into the skirt with his favorite converses. He looked in the mirror for a second smiling at his progress. He had lost more weight. Not alot, but enough for him to notice.

He walked over to his scale and stood on it waiting patiently for the numbers to stop moving.

93 lbs

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"What?" Pete asked with a full mouth

He had a salted pretzel with cheese and Gerard would giggle eveythime pete tries to speak without spitting out his food. He had offered to buy somthing for Gerard because according to Pete he looked a bit too small. Gerard declined.

"I said I feel too young for Frank. Like I-I don't know about stuff. . ." Gerard said shyly looking up to pete. "Sexually I mean." He added in a whisper.

Pete laughed and choked on his pretzel sending him into a violent coughing fit.

"Are you okay." Gerard asked looming concerned for his friend.

"Y-Yes I just-" He coughed, "I just don't get why it's an issue. Or why you're so embarrassed."

"Well 'cause he knows alotta stuff about. . . y'know the "s" word and-"

"Sex?" Pete said cutting Gerard off just to see his reaction.

"Shh!" Gerard squealed blushing. "I know like nothing compared to him and you're older so I thought I'd ask you."

Pete nodded understandingly. He felt bad for Gerard because he knew about his strange childhood and the sheltering. Just not the abuse behind closed doors.

"So how can I help you, little one?" Pete asked.

"I don't know Pete." He sighed helplessly. "Like I just don't wanna bore him. He might leave me and i-if he did I-" Gerard had to stop himself before he got emotional.

Pete noticed and grabbed Gerard's hand under the table reassuringly. Gerard smiled weakly back at him.

"He would never leave you for somthing like that." Pete said. "Don't worry, pumpkin."

Gerard smiled brightly when he heard the old nickname from ehen he was a kid. Pete barely used it now.

"Okay so why don't you try something new?" Pete asked.

"New?"

"Yeah like is he into anything?

"I don't get it." Gerard said quietly.

"Well what about something like. . . lace? Or a bralette?" Pete suggested.

"Pete I don't have boobs." Gerard said cupping his chest.

"Yeah, I know, I know." Pete laughed. "Just because it's hot. You've never thought about dressing up for him?"

Gerard shook his head quickly. He never thought of dressing up as somthing sexual. But he knew some people did especially littles and their caregivers. He had a tumbler and he used it he just never went too deep in the ddlb community because it scared him.

"Hey, there's a Victoria Secret over there." Pete smirked pointing to the store.

"You think I should-" Gerard whispered pointing to the store.

"You don't have a choice, I'm paying. Let's go." Pete said stuffing his moutth with the rest of the pretzel and grabbing Gerard by the arm.

"Oh!" Gerard squeaked letting pete drag him into the black themed store.

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"Ooo! Gee, look at this one, bet he'd like it!" Pete said picking up a light pink bralette and showing it to Gerard excitedly.

"Oh wow." Gerard said in awe of the little piece of pretty lace. "It's so soft."

"Yeah you should get it." Pete said putting the bra in his arms tightly like it was his own.

Gerard walked around on the opposite side of the store from Pete looking for something else. He was new to the whole lingerie thing so he had no idea what he was doing. He just knew that Frank would like it.

"P-Pete, do you think he'd maybe like this?" Gerard asked picking up a sheer gown that would cover the bralette and flare out open under his chest. The gown would fall to just about the middle of Gerards thighs and it was trimmed with lace of the same gental pink color of the bralette.

"That's so hot you have to get it!" Pete said loudly causing people to look their way.

Gerard blushed and swatted Pete's hand.

"Okay lets check out." Pete giggled grabbing Gerard's hand from his side.

"Y-You sure he'll like it?" Gerard asked shyly rubbing his arm.

Pete hugged Gerard from the side as he paied for the clothes.

"You're adorable and he loves you. So he'll love anything you come up with." Pete asured him. He noticed Gerard needed alot of reassuring. "But whenever you do use this with Frank make sure to give me all of the credit."

Gerard giggled and playfully punched Pete's arm. "Thank you for this though."

"No problem, Gee." Pete said warmly, happy he could help his friend.

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A double update because I'm excited for whats comming up in the story and i wanna hurry it up.

-serrae 🦇