I wanna hold you so close like a switchblade
I really mean that, I know you don't believe it
♡

"Frank." Gerard said unto the phone when the dial tone stopped.

"Hey, baby boy." Frank said. "Are you okay? I love you." His mind was automatically going to the worst.

"I'm great, daddy, promise." Gerard said calming Franks nerves in an instant.

"Thank god, so whats up sugar?"

"Well I was wondering. . ." Gerard stated not sure how to put it. He was already much too embarrassed and shy as hell. "Well I wanted to try somthing that I thought you'd like."

Gerard couldn't see Frank's face through the phone but he was positive, judging by the silence, that it was full of confusion.

"Can you elaborate a bit more on that-"

"Nope." Gerard cut him off with a giggle. "Come over when you're ready." Gerard added looking over to his window to see that it was getting dark.

He would have to make sure that his father stayed asleep, if he was asleep that is. Mikey wasn't even home, he was with pete having some gay sleepover and even if he was home he would never cause them any trouble..

"Your dad?" Frank said like it was obvious.

"I'll handle it just get over here, please daddy" Gerard begged.

There was a sigh from Franks line and then some shuffling. "I'll be there soon. I'll call you when im outside you just tell me when I can come in."

"Okay. See you soon, daddy." Gerard said before hanging up the phone.

Now to deal with his father. Gerard slipped on some sweatpants and made his way down stairs in the direction of his fathers bedroom. The closer he got to the door the louder the snoring grew. Gerard peaked around the open door to see his father fast asleep with an expensive bottle of wine and an empty glass on his night stand. He'd definitely be alseep all night. Gerard stil closed the door quietly in fear of his father waking up by a noise from he and Frank.

Right when he closed the door his phone began to ring quite loudly from upstairs. Instead of going to get it he ran to the door and opened it excitedly.

"Gee, what the heck?" Frank said in a whisper thinking Gerard's father was awake. He turned his phone off that was in his hand causing the ringing from upstairs to also stop.

"He's alseep!" Gerard squealed jumping up and down in place because he was excited and had no idea what to do with his engery.

Frank chuckled and held out his arms for Gerard to jump in which he did. Gerard wraped his legs around Frank's waist tightly as they travled together upstairs.

"What was it that you wanted to try, sugar?" Frank asked not wanting to put Gerard down so instead he sat down on the bed with the boy still attached to him.

"Well I bought some thing's that I think you'll be interested in. I'll go get them!"Gerard scurried off to his closet leaving Frank even more confused.

What was he getting? Was it sexual? A dildo? Something kinky?

Gerard took off his clothes and got dressed in what pete got him. he paired eveything with some lacy white panties that he was sure he had never worn. They were pretty and soft and had a little bow in the center. As Gerard turned to look in the mirror he relized how wonderful this outfit looked. He looked completely angelic with the flowy sheer fabric and the coordinating lace making him look soft and delicate. He had nothing to worry about but somehow he still felt incredibly nervous to let Frank see him this way. His mind always seemed to be working against him.

"Gee, you almost done, baby?" Frank called.

Gerard sucked on his lip trying to build the courage to walk out and let Frank see him like this. But that's why Frank was here right? And why Pete got this stuff for him. For he and Frank.
"He loves you. So he'll love anything you come up with."  Gerard kept that in mind as he opened the door to his closet and met Frank's wide eyes.

"Woah." Frank said in awe.

Gerard wasn't sure how to take that so his just giggled out of nervousness. "Yeah."

"Y-You look amazing." Frank said stutteing. He didn't really do that too much so he muat have reay been speachless.

"So you like it?" Gerard asked shyly.

"Of-fucking-course I do. You look so beautiful baby boy." Frank said.

Gerard smiled feeling more confident.

"C'mere" Frank said pointing to the floor in front of him.

Gerard obeyed and stood right beween Franks legs patiently. Gerard looked up and down Gerard's lace colored body before placing his hands on the younger's waist.

"You look so pretty, baby." Frank said. He moved the fabric of the open gown back and kissed the skin right above Gerard's belly button caising him to shiver. "What do you say?" Frank asked.

"T-Thank you, daddy." Gerard said shakily.

Frank hummed in response continuing to run his hands over the lace focusing mostly on the bralette. Gerard made a mental note to wear more lace because Frank was definitely infatuated with the pretty fabrics.

"Wanna do something for me, little one?" Frank asked.

Gerard just nodded ready to do whatever Frank asked.

"Go get your camera."

Gerard looked up for a second confused. What were they going to do with his camera? Frank gave him a dark look when he wasn't moving so Gerard whimpered and obeyed.

"W-Why do you need my camera, daddy?" Gerard asked innocently handing it to him. "Be careful with it. Itsmy favorite thing ever. . . next to you of course." He went on.

"Bed." Frank said pointing behind him as he figured out how to turn on the camera.

Gerard noddwd and sat down in the center patiently waiting on Frank to give him more orders.

"Okay now I want you to spread you legs for me. Can you do that, baby boy?" Frank asked staning predatory over Gerard who was still confuused.

"Okay, daddy." Gerard said shyly spreading his legs.

"You're so beautiful baby boy, don't be shy with me understand?" Frank said cradling Gerard's cheek with his palm gentaly. Gee nodded and leaned into Frank's touch like a cat.

He moved one of Gerard's hands lightly over his crotch while Gerard watched as his repositioned his body. "Oh" Gee said quietly when his hand came in contact with his cock theough the thin underwear.

Frank held the camera angled at the younger boy. Look at me, baby." Frank demaned, lust clouding over again.

Gerard looked up at Frank wearily with half lidded eyes. He had just noticed the camera in Franks hands when the flash went off. He almost automatically covered his eyes, but now quickly enough to ruin Frank's picture. As soon as it was taken Gerard started to ask questions.

"Why'd you do that? Did you just take a picture of me? Why-"

"Hush, baby" Frank whispered absentmindedly, still waiting of the pucture to process.

Gerard bit his tongue to keep quiet and toyed with the trim of the gown that was flaired out around his crossed legs.
Frank sat down next to Gerard on the bed when the photo was done and showed it to him. Gerard blushed brightly and covered his face with his hands, embarrassed.

"Don't you dare hide your beautiful face from me, darling." Frank scoled moving Gerard's hands away.

Gerard wasnt sure how to feel about the photo. Did Frank like it? Didn't he look fat? Frank noticed Gerards worried expression and took one of his hands into his own. He leaned over and placed a kiss on Gerard's collarbone them moved his lips over to his neck placing a few kisses there as well.

"You're so pretty dressed all up for me." Frank said into Gerards neck.

Gee shivered and closed his eyes leaving his head back to give Frank more access.

"Just for you, daddy" he sId breathlessly. "Only you." He added

Frank moaned bit down on his neck withought thinking causing Gerart to stiffen and open his eyes.

"Y-You bit me?" He said still clearly flustered.

"Mmh." Frank answered. "You liked it?"

"I think so? I dunno. . . Again?" He asked.

Frank chuckled aat him and moved his head down to bite Gerards neck once more. This time Gerard let put a quiet moan. He opened his eyes and looked over to Frank with wide eyes.

"Yeah. I liked it." Gerard decided with a giggle.

"I thought you would. Deep down I know you're a kinky little shit." Frank said tackling Gerard down playfully. "You gonna let daddy take more pictures?"

"Yes, please." Gerard answered.

Frank smiled down at the boy under him wondering how he got so luckly.

"What?" Gerard giggled.

"Nothin' you're just the prettiest boy ive ever seen." He said kissing the younger lightly. "My pretty boy." He said into the kiss.

"Yours."

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They ended up taking about ten more photos after that. Most of them were quite pretty and only slighly sexual like the first but the more pictures they took the more obscene they became leaving the last few pictures to be jerk of material for Frank in the future.

Fortunately Gerard was okay with the photographs since Frank promised him that no one else would know about them.

"Our dirty little secret." Frank called them.

Afterwards they were pretty worn out but unlike Frank Gerard had to take a nap. Frank realized that this happed much too often after sex or sexual things in general that ended with Gerard ejaculating at some point. He always got really tired and couldn't keep himself awake. Even during sex after Gerard would come it would be like fucking into a ragdoll because Gerard would run out of energy.

Gerard's energy had definitely changed since they met. At the beginning he was jittery and bouncing around everywhere but now all that happens is small bursts of energy followed by tiredness.

Gerard knew why this was happening he just didn't realize that Frank did too. No food equals no energy and that's what was happening now.

It was around 12 p.m. the next day. Lunch time. Gerard's dad had left for work earlier withought knowing Frank spent the night. Frank decided to make somthing that he knew both he and Gerard would enjoy even if he wasnt keen on actually eating.

"Gee, I'm making grilled cheese and tomato soup come eat!" Frank called from downstairs.

He had just about finished. It took him a bit longer considering teh Way house was gigantic and so was their kitchen which had what seemed like ten million cabinets and storage space. Franks pride wouldn't alow him to ask for help though, nothing new.

"I'm okay!" Gerard called back.

"Nope. It wasn't an offer, baby boy, it was a demand." Frank replied shaking his head. He puled out some plates and bowls and prepared the food.

"Ugh!" Gerard groaned stopping down the stairs with his arms crossed. "Daddy I said I'm not hungry." He whinned.

"I don't care, Gee. Little boys need to eat. Stop talking back or I'll have to punish you." Frank said more sternly.

Gerard got quiet at the mention on punishment. He walked to the table and sat down the the chair that he always did with his arms crossed and his knees at his chest.

"Sugar, sut like a big boy." Frank said placing his food infront of him.

"Don't wanna. 'M not big."

Frank sighed and leaned down kissing Gerard's forehead. He knew it would take some time to get Gerard on a healthy eating schedule but he would wait as long as it took to get him heathy.

"If you eat all your food, I'll go out an get you a present for being so good." Frank bargained noticing that Gerard hadn't touched his food.

Gerard looked up with a smile. "Really?"

"Yep. All you gotta do is eat all your food." Frank said nonchalantly.

Gerard stared at his plate like it was the most evil thing in existence then back up to Frank.

"You pinky promise I'll get a reward?"

"Definitely, baby." Frank said holding out his pinky that Gerard gladly linked with is own.

Gerard soghed and put his feet on the floor like they should be and poked at his food.

"Do it for me, darling." Frank encouraged.

Gerard nodded and took a bite of the sandwich.

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It took Gerard around thirty minutes to finsh but Frank was watching and encouraging his the while time even though he didn't really need it.

"I'm so proud of you!" Frank said dramatically when he was finshed.

Gerard giggled barely having time to wipe his mouth before Frank was grabing him into his arms and spinning him around. Frank attached their mouths roughly causing their teeth to clash and Gerard to giggle. It was messy and not what most people would call romantic but it meant alot for them because they were celebrating the small victory of Gerard eating an actual meal.

"My pretty baby boy." Frank smiled into the kiss.

"I love you, daddy." Gerard said tightening his grip around Frank's neck.

"And I love you even more, sugar."

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thank you for 13k i didn't think anone would want to read the shit i write :))

aslo i go back to school tomorrow kms so if updates arent as frequent you know why. I tried to pre write a bunch of chapters but i learned thats not for me. I end up rushing shit and it just ends up unsatisfying. I always have a good amount of chapters pre written and i think it needs to say that way for sake of quality and less stress on my part.

k bye ily.

-serrae🦇