Thirty one~
Sweet little unforgettable thing, unforgettable
Sweet little unforgettable thing, so incredible
♡
Gerard cried the whole way home. Not just silent tears but sobs that he would be embarrassed by latter. Though no one heard him, the city was much too busy and loud.
He didn't want to go home after that. He just wanted Frank to hold him forever.
He stopped at Franks door step and knocked twice rather quietly. He whipped his tears away as he waited. He knew that Fran would ask him what was wrong and that was a whole on its own. He couldn't tell Frank yet. Frank would only make it worse withhis possessiveness. He just wanted to spend the rest of today, tomorrow and possibly a bit of the next day pretending eveything wouldn't go to hell soon. However it would happen, by Bert leaking the photos or by him being forced to leave Frank, everything was going to go to shit soon.
Gerard quickly fixed his posture when he heard footsteps coming to the door.
"Oh it's you." Franks dad said when he opened the door.
"I-" Gerard could barely speak. "I'm uh-"
The man chuckled of Gerards nervousness. He walked out of the way of the door leaving space for Gerard to walk in. Gerard just stood still not sure if he was aloud to come in.
"Well? You just gonna stand there, kid?" Frank's father asked.
"O-Oh."
He was kind of surprised that Frank's dad would be so straightforward. Considering he judged him pretty harshly the first time they met eathother, and that was in-front of Frank so now that they were alone he didn't think he would be any nicer now that they were alone.
"T-Thank you, sir." Gerard said walking inside quickly with his head down.
"Yeah, uh. . . nice- nice skirt." He said scratching the back of his head. "Um my favorite color is purple."
Gerard grinned shly.
"Thank you." He said looking down at his purple shirt fondly. "Is it really?"
"What?"
"Is your favorite color really purple?" Gerard asked smiling. He didn't seem like the. . . light purple type of man.
"Oh um. . . yeah, no." He chuckled. "It's- It's not. . . my favorite color is red."
Gerard giggled at his nervousness. He was definitely trying hard to be nice to him even if they were not at all alike.
"But your skirt, it's nice." He said, making sure Gerard still kepped his compliment in mind.
"Thank you sir." Gerard laughed, smiling.
Franks father hummed in response and scratched his head awkwardly. He walked behind the bar and went to the fridge.
"I- Um Frank is in the shower right now but if you want any thing to drink or eat. . . It's there." He said looking through the fridge. "We have kool-aid too, but Frank made it so I wouldn't suggest drinking it."
Gerard giggled and Franks dad chuckled. The whole atmosphere seemed alot less awkward and forced, it was refreshing for the both of them.
"I'm gonna go upstairs and wait on Frank." Gerard said walking towards the stairs
"Oh um, Gerard?" Franks dad said, stopping him.
"Hm?"
"Me and Frank were having this conversation and uh, he kind of described this girl that he was in a relationship with." He said.
Gerard's heart stopped for a good five seconds. Why would Frank be talking about any thing like that with his dad in the first place?
"He was describing the girl and he seemed really in love with her you know?"
Gerard nodded, keeping in the tears he wanted to cry.
"But after thinking avout it for a while- and I might be wrong- it sourta sounded like he was describing you a little bit." Franks dad said in a questioning voice.
Gerard's eyes widened. He let out a big sigh of relief that Frank's father noticed and he also sighed knowing that he was correct and not humiliating this poor boy.
"So you and Frank are a thing?"
"Um. . .yeah." Gerard said. He wasn't sure how his dad would take it, he didn't seem like the biggest LGBT supporter when they first met, getting all heated about a boy in a skirt.
"Alright." He shrugged.
"A-Alright?" Gerard questioned. Was this good or bad?
"I mean. . . He was worried about you cheating on him, but I'm surr you wouldn't do something like that to him right?"
"Of course not. I love Frank with my whole heart, seeing him hurt hurts me equaly." Gerard said.
"I'm happy for you two actually. Frank doesn't have his mom around to base his own decisions off of our relationship so I'm happy he could find someone to be with so easily."
"Where is she?" He asked curiously.
"Dead. When Frank was young she was squished to death between the rails of a bridge and a semi truck that didn't notice them until it was too late." He said. He didn't seem too phased about it so it must have happed a long time ago.
"That's terrible." Gerard whispered. "I'm sorry you had to go through that."
"Oh, compared to what Frank went through, it was nothin'." he said. "Frank lost his mother at such a young age, and he was in the car when it happened."
Gerard wemt silent, why has Frank never talked about this? How did he survive?
"He was lucky. Very, very lucky. Frank was never the biggest kid and the semi noticed that there was a car early enough before he smushed the whole thing. Frank barely had a scarch on him." he exsplained.
"Wow."
"Yeah. . . sorry for holding you up, you can go upstairs and be with your boyfriend." His did said.
Gerard smilled.
♡♡♡
"Hey, baby when did you get here?" Frank asked when he walked into his room to see Gerard.
"Hi." Gerard said. "I got here a while ago. Was talking to your dad. He's nice."
Frank raised an eyebrow. "really?"
Gerard nodded happily.
Frank turned and started shuffling through hus drawers for clothing since he was still in his towel. When he found an old band shirt and some pajama pants that he found comfortable enough he took off his towel and ran it over his hair a few times. Gerards eyes didn't leave Franks body as he got dressed. He found it fantasizing in the most non-sexual yet sexual way possible.
"You're beautiful." Gerard said in a whisper that was loud enough for Frank to hear in the silent room.
"You think so?" Frank said with a smile as he pulled his shirt over his damp hair.
"Yes."
"Well I think you're perfect." Frank said. He walked over to his bed where Gerard was sitting criss-cross in the center. He bent down and placed a soft, meaningful kiss to Gerards pink lips.
"I love you." Gerard said, keeping their faces close even after they pulled away.
"Love you too, doll."
♡♡♡
They had decided to watch a movie. Some random one from Netflix that Frank let Gerard pick. Frank held him.in his lap when Gerard cried durring a sad part whispering sweet things in his ear to calm him and he covered his eyes protectively when an unexpected sex scene showed. Gerard didn't appreciate it though and trued desperately to peel jis hands off his face.
"Daddy, stop it!" He squeeked.
"This isn't for little boys, Gerard. Stop fighting me." Frank said keeping his hands where they were.
Gerard huffed and croosed hus arms, waiting on the sounds of over exaggerated moans and grunts to stop. When they did Frank removed his hands and kissed the side of Gerard's head even though he was pouting.
"You coundhave just skipped it." Gerard said.
"But then I wouldn't have gotten to see it." Frank smirked.
Gerard gasped and hit Franks arm as hard as he could. Frank laughed and highed Gerard tight, enabling him from hitting him again.
"I'm kidding, angel." Frank assured him placing a kiss on his forehead.
"I love you." Gerard said after they had calmed down.
"I love you more."
"Impossible." Gerard muttered so Frank couldn't hear.
"So, earlier what did you mean by my dad was nice?" Frank asked.
"Oh well when I fist got there he complimented my skirt and we just talked a bit. He was very polite." Gerard smilled.
"You're so cute." Frank said holding Gerard's hands in his own. "I love you so much, princess."
Gerard blushed, loving the nick name.
"We- We talked about you mom." Gerard added.
He exspected Frank to get sad or emotional when he brought it up but instead he seemed upset.
"You what?"
"We just talked about jow she died when you were younger. Why didn't you ever tell me about it?"
"Because I didn't want you to know, Gee. It was terrifying."
"I'm sorry, Daddy. I just want to know everything about you, you know?" Gerard tried to exsplain.
Frank shrugged, still not too thrilled that his father told Gerard something like that when he wasn't around. He wanted to be the one to tell that to Gerard, when he was ready of course.
"It's just. . . I don't know, personal I guess? I know it's just as much his tragedy as it is mine but you're my boyfriend and- and I-"
"It's alright Frankie," Gerard cut in, seeing that Frank was getting emotional. "You can still tell me your half, I'll listen."
"Thanks, baby." Frank said. He brought his arms around Gerards small waist and squeezed as tight as he could.
"Daddy!" Gerard giggled playing.
"Sorry, kitten, I just love you so much." Frank said.
♡♡♡
They spent the rest of the night kissing and exspressing their love for eachother until they both fell asleep in eachothers arms. Though Gerard woke up around 3 a.m. because his thoughts were getting too loud. His worries about Bert seemed to have somehow surfaced in his sleep and now he lie awake, battling with his brain alone in the dark.
Though he was thankful that somehow he had woken Frank up even when being completely still and silent.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Frank asked, his voice still raspy and full of sleep.
Gerard said nothing and instead latched onto Franks waist making him automatically wrap his arms around the little. Gerard sighed inhaling his calming sent.
"Aw, honey." Frank cooed in a whisper kissing the top of his head. "You're alright, you're alright."
Gerard closed his eyes listening to Franks reassuring words that he knew were meaningless considering what was to come.
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a/n:
hi today was wild how r u?
today in class my friend E made a PowerPoint about our new math teacher including things like his college majors, past addresses, the first 4 numbers of his phone number, his moms name ect. when he randomly called out facts the teacher was half amused and half creeped out it was great bc my E talks so loud lsks he even talked about the drum set he got in 4th grade and how he added extensions onto it until he was 14 sksks
also
i might not update for maybe 2-3 weeks because i need to write some more chapters for this book so yee. (i might be updating sooner I'm putting it out there just incase)
my a/ns are always too long bye
-serrae 🦇
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