Chapter Thirteen~

Swinging in the backyard, pull up in your fast car
Whistling my name
Open up a beer, you say, "Get over here
And play a video game"
I'm in his favorite sundress
Watching me get undressed
Take that body downtown
I say, "You the bestest," lean in for a big kiss
Put his favorite perfume on
Go play your video game

A/N: Its my birthday.

"Gee, where are you going?" Mikey asked jogging over to Frank and Gerard who were making their way downstairs.

"He's coming with me," Frank said pulling Gerard closer to his side. "To my house." Frank added in hopes that Bert who was also present would hear.

"Why? What's wrong with him?" Bert asked pulling out an earbud.

Frank scolded at him.

"N-Nothing." Gerard stuttered out quickly.

Gerard still felt like Bert couldn't take the fact that he didn't want it. Bert was still hurting and he needed to be protected.

"Gee, are you sure?" Mikey asked.

Bert bit his lip taking out both ear buds and turning to Gerard for a real answer. Guilt sunk in as he remembered all the small "no"'s and "slow downs"'s the boy had let out from under him only hours earlier.

"Hey come here, Gee, I wanna talk." Bert called to him standing up.

Frank gripped Gerard's wrists and shook his head.

"No."

"Please, I'll be quick then we'll go. I promise" Gerard replied tugging at Frank's grip. His voice was trembling fear even though he didn't want to be scared. He couldn't help it.

"Fine." Frank murmered, letting go of his arm.

Gerard smilled thankfully and walked towards a saddened looking Bert.

He smiled and led Gerard into the den.

"I'm sorry." He said after closing the door behind them.

Gerard bit his lip feeling guilty. Was he not taking 'being ok' good enough?

"I'm fine, you didn't do anything." Gerard said playing dumb he even added a fake giggle to the end for emphases.

Bert still sighed obviously not convinced.

"I didn't mean to take advantage of you like I did. I was just really emotional and I wasn't thinking, it was so fucking-"

He was cut off by the door swinging open.

"Gee, let's go." Frank interrupted.

Gerard sent Bert an apologetic glance.

He frowned and shrugged. Gerard truly felt bad for him. He just wanted to apologize. He placed a kiss on Berts forehead, hopping that would lighten his mood.

Everyone makes mistakes.

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When they got to Franks house, Frank was relived that his father was at work already. Gerard didn't know that though and was completely stressing himself out.

"I-I-Is your dad here?" He asked hesitating following Frank

"No, hes not don't worrie, Gee." Frank reasured putting a hand on the small of his back.

Gerard nodded still a bit unsure.

"What about your mom?" He asked.

Frank chewed on his lip locking the door back.

"Frankie?" Gereard asked after not getting an answer.

"She wasn't like that. She wouldn't care what you looked like, o-o-or what you acted like." Frank felt himself getting choked up. "She just- she'd love you."

"What do you mean, she wasn't like that?" Gerard asked tilting his head like a confused puppy.

'Fuck he was cute' Frank thought.

"My mom's not alive anymore, Gee." He whispered.

Gerard gasped. "Just like Bert!"

Frank lost it then. All of his pent up anger from earlier had exsploded out of his mouth withought his consent.

"God-fucking-damit, Gerard!" He snapped. "Every thing is fucking about Bert or Dallon or whoever the fuck calls you pretty and buys you shit! You disregard eveyone else! I fucking exsist! I have feelings. . ."

Gerard stood shocked at Frank's sudden outburst. He felt the salty stingging of tears in shis eyes as he sniffled.

"T-That wasnt very nice." He murrmered.

"Gee- shit -I'm so sorry it's just,"

"Sometimes I can be really stupid, right?" Gerard said harshly.

"No, Gee! Never you're so smart and beautiful and sweet and-"

Frank noticed gerard still sniffling, his cute little nose turnning red from iritation.

Frank leaned down placing a kiss on Gerard's pale cheek. The younger smilled looked up at him with those big,
Innocent, tempting, hazel eyes. Gerard bit his lip, loving the feeling of Franks warm breath on his cheeks.

He kissed him.

Frank didn't react at first; in a state of shock. After three agonizingly long seconds for Gerard  frank moved his tattooed hand into Gerard's hair and kissed back even harder. Gerard whimmped alowing Frank to overpower him completely.

"Frankie" Gerard whispered backing away.

"Yeah, baby?"

Gerard blushed at the pet-name.

"I-I like you."

Frank chuckled at the obviousness of his statement.

"I like you too, Gee, like alot." He smiled.

Gerard grinned pulling frank back to him. Frank reacted quick this time, forcing his tongue in between Gerard's soft lips. Gerard parted his lips shyly and let Frank push him down onto his bed.

"Gee?"

"Yeah?"

"I- do you want to. . . Is this ok?" Frank stammared.

"Yes, please." Gerard begged.

"Fuck"

Frank attacked Gerard's neck, licking a stripe up the pale skin. Gerard whimpered feeling Frank already half hard against his thigh. Frank spread Geards legs nuzzling himself between the space and continuing on the same spot on Gerard's neck.

"Shit" gerard moaned bucking his hips up when frank sucked on a sensitive spot. He felt himself shivering as frand placed his hand on his stomach.

"No cursing." Frank growled, trailling kisses down from gerards neck to his protruding colar bones.

Gerard nodded closing his eyes.

Frank smilled into Gerards neck pulling away. The ypunger whinned at the loss reaching up to pull frank back, but Frank grabbed his small hands with his own.

"I care about you so fucking much." Frank whispered kissing Gerard's hands.

Gerard smilled pulling frank back down and kissing him softly. He noticed how jittery frank had been with him. His movements were all soft and slow; he even paused eveytime Gerard made any slight noise, like he was afaird Gerard was going to ask him to stop.
In all honestly Frank just didn't want to hurt Gerard or take advantage of him, like Bert had done. He didn't was Gerard looking up at him with those big, green, inocent eyes and seeing bert or his dad. He wanted Gerard to see him.

Frank sighed pulling away from the kiss; his loud thoughts controlling his actions.

"Fuck"

"Frankie whats wrong? Is it something I did?" Gerard asked nervously picking at the end of his skirt.

"No, Gee." Frank smilled fakely.

"Somthings wrong again." Gerard frowned looking down at his shoes.

Frank simply nodded.

"Is-Is it your mom? Are you sad Frankie? I can make it better." Gerard said crawling into Franks lap.

Frank alowed Gerard to sit there, resting his hands on the boys pointy hipbones. He still frefused to make eye contact with him.

"Frankie, please. I made Bert fell better about him mom, let me make you fell better to. I don't like it when your sad," He sniffled. "Makes me sad too."

Frank looked up apologieticaly.

"Gerard, I already told you. You dont owe anyone anything. Like ever."

Gerard looked up at frank and smilled.

"Please dont be sad, Frankie."

"I'm not." Frank shrugged.

"Daddy says lying is a sin." Gerard said picking at his nail.

"Gerard, I'm not ly-"

"You can go to hell for that ya know. . ." Gerard continued.

Frank bursted out in laughter.

"You know there's a party at Brendon's house tomorrow after school." Frank mentioned.

"Brendon's that kid whos always making inappropriate jokes in Miss' Craven's class?" Gerard asked.

Frank nodded.

"I want you to come with me."

Gerard nervously played with the trim of his skirt. What if they didn't like him? What if they picked on his skirt? He couldn't do this.

"Nope. Sorry Frankie, I just can't."

"What do you mean?" Frank questioned.

"My D-Daddy doesn't let me attend parties. He says good boys stay inside and study." Gerard said, his voice slowly drifting off.

"Well we already established that your daddy's an asshat." Frank joked. Gerard didn't laugh though. In fact he looked just about on the verge of tears.

"Hey. None of that. Im sorry, Doll." Frank soothed.

Gerard just shook his head.

"I really want to go. I don't want to disappoint you." Gerard whimmperd.

"Whatever you do just know you won't ever disappoint me. Eveything you do takes my fucking breath away. You're my whole world, baby." Frank said softly. He placed a kiss on Gerard's his blushed cheek.

Gerard giggled and leaned closer straddling Frank's lap. He desperately wanted Frank to touch him like before. Deep down Gerard knew he wrong for wanting this. It was dirty an wrong. His daddy told him how bad it was. He wasnt suposed to let boys or girls touch him how Frank was.

"Frank this is wrong." Gerard giggled.

"Why?" Frank asked pecking the corner of Gerards mouth again.

"Daddy said- " Gerard started.

"Fuck your dad." Frank said kissing Gerards neck roughly causing him to moan and fall back.

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OooO *sexual tension*

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