Baby, I'm a drug, you're addicted to my love
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"Frank?" A small tired voice called from beside Frank.

He yawned looking to the clock on his night stand that read "8:49"

"Hey, baby boy." Frank said reaching over to hug Gee but he wasn't in bed.

Gerard was standing near the edge of the bed. His eyes were red so Frank knew that he had been crying.
Frank quickly got up out of the bed and rushed over to Gee.

"Baby, why are you crying?" Frank asked running his thumbs across Gee's flushed, tear stained face.

"I-I'm not-" Gerard started to stutter. He never wanted Frank to worry about him. He had already got what he wanted- needed -and that was Frank himself. Not as a Freind or a shoulder to cry on. For Frank to own his fragile heart, and Gerard to own his. He never wanted to chase Frank off with his petty fears.

"Gee," Frank sighed sitting down on the bed and bringing gerard down with him onto his lap. "Please, love- my love. I need you to understand that when I ask you whats the matter I mean it full fucking heartedly. I care about you so much that I can barely express it. Please tell my what has you upset." Frank begged.

Gersrd was almost brought to tears yet again. No one had ever showed they cared like Mikey. Mikey was always there for him. He even brought two more special people into his life that would also give the world for him. But Frank was special and he found him sll by himself.

"Gee. . . please" gerard was snapped out of his thoughts by a broken and saddened voice.

He looked over to his love to see him with fresh tears just begining to fall and a quivering lip. He was looking up to Gerard like he was his last breath. Desperation painted delicately over his usually care free expression. Honesly Gerard was shocked. Frank had always been such a strong almost father-like figure in his life, so seeing him cry was definitely new and weird for him.

"Frank you're- no please don't cry." Gerard pleaded. He needed someone to stay strong right now.

"I-I'm not crying." Frank said it like the word was disgusting. Like he wasn't capable of crying. "I just need you to tell me what's wrong. . . You don't talk to me, Gee." He sighed. His tears were gone now and his voice was getting it's normal, slightly squeaky tone back.

"I'm so sorry. I always fuck stuff up." Gerard said wrapping his arms tighter around himself. He truly felt useless. He had brought Frank to tears by being so careless and dumb.

"No you don't, baby my life has never been better. Im so fucking thankful that I can call you mine. It's just- you're distant." Frank said. He looked up to see Gerards reaction.

He didn't look confused at all. In fact he completely understood what Frank was talking about. He was distant he just didn't want to drag Frank down with his mess of a life. Frank walked over to his boyfriend and wrapped his arms around him. He placed a kiss to Gerard's temple hoping to make him feel better even a little.

"You're so far. . ." Frank said barely above a whisper. "Please come back to me."

Gerard closed his eyes soaking in whar Frank was saying to him. He hated making others sad. Being sad fucking sucked. He knew from experience.

"Frank I'm scared." Gerard finally said after a long period of silence that made Frank feel uneasy.

"Scared? Scared of what?"

Gerard chucked. "Everything."

Frank had that desperate look again. He needed more. He needed to know why his boyfriend was up crying when he should be sleeping next to him. Gerard caught on and sat down, ready to elaborate.

"Everything but you of course." He smiled. "Frank, after what happened this morning I'm so scared. And Mikey, he had to watch. It was terrible."

Frank scooted closer to Gerard and pulled him up to straddle his lap. "I wish I could be there to protect you all the time. I-I just can't-"

"I know you can't. You're doing your best, Daddy." Gerard smiled stroking Frank's cheek.

"I'm glad we had this conversation I was afraid I was going to lose you. You were drifting." Frank admitted. Gerard nodded he knew he was. It was just as scary for him. "But right now I want to know what had you crying earlier."

"Oh yeah, well I woke up and noticed how late it was, and if I went home now I'd be in so much trouble."

"Oh shit, I forgot." Frank said noticing the time. Frank was constantly on thin ice just openly being Gerard's best freind, returning him home after dark definitely wouldn't help their "innocent friends" act. He couldn't let Gee get taken from him.

"Let's go." Frank said getting up quickly and pulling on his shoes.

Gerard watched with wide eyes as Frank continued getting ready.

"Daddy no! If I show up not he's gonna kill me." Gerard said finally snapping out of his state of shock.

"No he won't, Just trust me." Frank said turing to Gerard who still looked shocked and scared.

Frank grabbed Gerards face in his hands before placing a rough kiss to his rosy lips. Gerard closed his eyes, kissing back and wanting to pretend that he wasnt going to be murdered soon.

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"What's wrong?" Frank asked turning off the radio as they drove.

Gerard hadn't spoken or moved since they entered the car. Gerard's heart was beating so fast that he could hear it if he concentrated. He was going to get in so much trouble! Frank had no idea.

"Well, I dont know maybe you're literally driving me to my death and acting like everything is fine!" Gerard snapped.

"Gerard," Frank said sternly. "I told you to trust me. I got you baby nothings going to happen." Frank assured him. Gerard wasn't completely convinced. He definitely did trust Frank
though and that's all that mattered.

"Okay Daddy." Gerard sighed sitting back in his seat.

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When they got to his house Gerard felt just about ready to explode. He was trying his hardest not to cry but ut was getting harder and harder the more they sat there. Gerard watched as Frank pulled out his phone and dialed a number. Who was he calling? Gerard thought.

"Hey, Mikey. Thank god you're awake."

"Where is my brother?" Mikey asked in a hushed yell.

"Chill he's right here." Frank said.

"And where the hell would "right here" be genius?" Mikey snaped back.

"Look out your window and tone down the sass please? thanks."

Mikey rolled his eyes and got up looking through his blinds. "Frank what the hell?" Mikey said to himself, though Frank also caught the comment.

"Yeah" Frank chuckled.

"Hi mikey!" Gerard chirped into the phone.

"Hey, Gee." Mikey said softly. "Now how is Gee gonna get in here?"

"Well thats where I need you. Can you make sure your dad doesn't wake up?" Frank asked Mikey hopefully.

There was a long dragged out sigh from the other end.

"So. . . I'd take that as a yes?" Frank said hopefully. Deep down he knew that Mikey would cover for them. If not for Frank, then for his brother.

"Fine. But you owe me." Mikey groaned making his way down the stairs and trying not to make to much noise or fall. Mikey had always been way too clumsy, resulting in multiple broken bones and expensive medical bills for his father.

"Sure whatever I'll get you a pack of pokemon cards or something." Frank teased.

"You may be mocking me but I would not oppose to you buying me pokemon cards." Mikey replied. "I'm almost to the door come on."

Frank unbuckled his seat belt and got out to go open Gerard's door for him, because he was a gentleman of course.
When Frank opened the door Gee still refused to get out since he was still convinced that his father was in there waiting to punish him.

"No, Daddy! I can't! You don't know what it's like it's fucking torture!" He sobbed as Frank tried to pull him out.

"C'mon Gee, baby it's all gonna be fine. Mikey's made sure he's alseep and if he's not I'll fucking kill him if he tries to lay a hand on you." And Frank meant it 100%.

"You promise?" Gerard said whipping his tears.

"Promise."

Gee nodded and hesitantly allowed Frank to drag him to his front door.
Frank twisted open the door knob silently and let himself in. Mikey was staning near his father's door listening out. He mouthed "Go!" dramatically pointing upstairs. Frank mouthed back "Thank you!" before picked Gee up and carefully carrying him up to his room.
Once they were there Frank dropped Gee down on his bed and flopped down on his back.

"Fuck." He sighed tiredly.

Gerard giggled crawling over to his daddy and straddling his hips. He placed a soft kiss to the tip of his nose then to his lips.

"I love you." He whispred running his thumb over Frank's cheek.

"I love you more, baby boy."

Just as they were about to kiss again Mikey walked into the room.

"Agh gross! I'm sure you guys did enough of that at Frank's house." He said making a disgusted face.

"Shut up, kid." Frank said sitting up and placing Gee on his lap. "Speaking of "that" how are you and Peter going?"

"I- what? H-He's my best freind why would you ever- out, get out!" Mikey stuttered.

Frank laughed and kissed Gerard once more causing him to squeal and smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow, sweetheart. Stay safe." He said to Gerard.

As he waled out of Gee's room he was surprised by Mikey's strength again when he suddenly pinned him againsy the wall.

"Look. I know my brother is like head over heels for you or whatever, but you're putting him in some serious danger." Mikey said in a hushed tone.

"I know, I know, It was an accident I care about him so much and I know you do too. I'm sorry."

"Whatever. You need to be more careful. You don't know the shit he goes through because of your ass." Mikey said poking Frank's chest.

"I'm sorry, Mikey! I'm trying my hardest It's just. . . Difficult." Mikey rolled his eyes at Franks lame excuse. "I love him."

Mikey sighed feeling slight sympathy. "I know you do. Just- please keep him safe. I can't always save him."

Frank nodded.

"Go." Mikey said pointing to the stairs.

A/N: something pretty big is comming up in the story soon, then it shall come to an end. Ive been debating a sequel but now i think theres definitely going to be one.

I changed up my pf and a few covers. I love the new cover for this story idk y

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- serrae ♡