(Author POV)

A few days passed by and everyone was busy with final exams, Y/N made sure she saw Jungkook to the minimum but it was hard avoiding him because he would be everywhere with her.

 Jungkook was the kind of guy with a hard mind setup if he loves someone he won't let them go no matter what. On the other side, Jimin was trying his best to be with her all the time when Jungkook wasn't cause he doesn't want to cause drama since he already had a bad image in front of her.

Y/N was getting weaker and weaker every day. She would skip meals as she wanted to avoid her parent, she would just go to university and back home in her room for the whole day.

She was avoiding her parents because of the anger which was in her, anger for ruining her perfect life, anger for just selling her off because of money, the anger of making her choose and she promised herself this will be the last thing she had will do for them.

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"Jungkook, how many times do I have to tell you that we can't be together?" She told him.

She could see the pain in his eyes but if he doesn't understand this nicely she has to choose the harsh way even though she hates it.

"Y/N I am not giving up not now not ever," he said.

"I promise to find a solution for this just come back to me," he added.

She just stood there blankly because she knew she can't see him suffering.

He cupped her cheeks softly and looked her in the eyes. 

"I will give you time to think, okay?" he asked softly and she nodded.

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(Jimin's POV)

I was coming back from my classes when I heard some noise in the library I went and saw Y/N and Chanyeol.

I heard their conversation.

"I will give you time to think, okay?" and she nodded to him.

At this point, I am just thinking If I did the right thing or not?

She loves him and she is happy with him, why do I have to ruin that?

Cause I promised her.

I know if she gets her memories back she would be mine again and she eventually will and when she does we will be happy again so it's all just for a temporary time being.

With that one thought, I went away from there.

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(Y/N's POV)

I went inside my house and saw my parents sitting at the dining table.

"Oh, my daughter come and sit with me!" My dad exclaimed.

I went and sat without a word.

"Won't you eat, sweety?" My mom asked me sweetly.

I know what they are trying to do.

"What do you guys want now?" I asked them.

"We just want to eat with our daughter is that wrong?" My dad said.

"After ruining her life for your company, do you even have the right to call her daughter?" I questioned making them shut.

I just left them and went out of the house.

"To the bar," I said to Jisoo on the phone.

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"Stop drinking now, Y/N," Jisoo said but I didn't listen to her and just kept drinking.

No matter how much I drink I don't feel numb as I wanted to.

"I never thought my perfect life will take this turn, did you?" I asked Jisoo.

"I love him so freaking much but I can't disobey my parents" I added.

I saw Jungkook coming towards, Jisoo probably called him.

"Hey, Kookie!" I said brightly.

He just furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but when he saw the 7 or 8 bottles of liquor he understood.

"She drank all this by her own?" he asked Jisoo.

"I am still on my first bottle," she said.

"Let's go," he said while picking up my bag.

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"Kookie, I don't wanna go hooooomeeee" I whined to him.

"We are going to my house," he told her with a small smile.

"You know I always wanted to buy a small house beside a beach and go with you and our kids there on vacations but I guess I can't," I told him.

He got a little sad I noticed that.

"Nooooo, don't be sad Jungkook, I am sad too but I never cry besides that one time right?"I spoke.

"I always pretend to be okay, but I also get hurt, and seeing you sad like this just adds salt in my wounds" I added.

The car got silent and we soon reached his apartment, he took me there since I was stumbling.

(Author POV)

They both entered the house but before Y/N could speak or understand anything she was pinned on the wall by none other than Jungkook.

"No matter how much I try to be away from you It cant happen. Why? Because each heartbeat, each footstep, and each breath I take is named after you. Just why do you have to be so nice and innocent all the time? Why can you just leave your morals for once? Am I not worth it? Am I not worth you?" Jungkook said angrily but while crying.

They are broken and the only thing that can fix them is each other but that can't happen because destiny has its own plan. They both always knew love was euphoric and comforting but they never thought their love will be so painful. They both are suffering from a disease called Painful Love and only they can cure each other. No matter how many times they try to move on they can't forget each other and the guilt and pain will be in them. The pain can be buried deep inside but it can never be removed. That's the ugliness of love, when it turns on its bad side no matter how much you try it won't stop hurting you in every way possible.

Y/N didn't say anything but cupped his cheeks and attached their lips she knew what she had to do and her choice was clear.

They spent the night in each other's arms, making sure they show each other their love for them.

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...END OF CHAPTER...