Chapter Eleven


(Author's POV)

Sitting under a tree at which she had lots of memories with her loved one, Y/n cried her heart out. She had never imagined that her future dreams with her love would shatter by her own father.

Expect crying she could not do anything else. She could not go against her parent's decision...All her life, her parents supported her in everything, and provide her the best of everything.


Now if she turns her back on them, and does not give what they wish for one of her, it would be unfair...more like Y/n would feel like a burden to them.


Y/n was in her own thoughts that she did not notice a presence sitting beside her while leaning on the tree, and staring at her with a sad expression on his face.


He wanted to embrace her, and tell her that everything would be alright..but deep down he knew that the reason for her pain is no one other than him, himself.


Even after knowing the reason for her pain, he could not step back. Anyone may call him cruel,...and he would not deny it, but rather than being cruel, he is just being selfish.


He is selfish enough to get back his lost love...He already once lost her as he was not being able to protect their relationship because of his disability... But now it is not the same.


This time he would not lose her. He would do everything in his power in order to keep her by his side no matter what it takes.


Leaning closer towards her, Jimin put his arms around her and pulled her in his embrace as Y/n panicked, and tried to push him away.


"Shh... It's me, Jimin...please let me hug you..." Jimin said in a soft and gentle tone as he caressed her hair. Y/n could not refuse his affection because she was really in need of someone to calm her down...


Wrapping her arms around Jimin, Y/n continued to sob. She really wishes to be in the embrace of Jungkook's, not in some other man's.


Staying in each other's embrace. They both found a sort of comfort in each other after a long time.


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(Y/N'S POV)


"Thank you for comforting me." I thank Jimin with a smile as we arrived at my house. "No need of thanking me. I did what I needed to do." I somehow felt comfortable around him. If the marriage was not brought up, I am sure we would have been really good friends.


"Good night."


I got out of his car before wishing him good night. He waved his hand with a wide smile on his face and drove off.
I turned around to walk to our house... But got stopped by a voice.


"Y/n..."


Jungkook..? I could not help myself from smiling completely forgetting about our previous conversation today. And as soon as I remembered it, my smile dropped.


I looked down not being able to look at him in the eyes. I saw him walking towards where I was and standing right in front of me.


I closed my eyes I fear witnessing his pain if I looked at him. "Y-Y/n babe please let's talk... I know we can overcome this."


He tried to touch me, but I stepped back, and slowly looked up towards him, and said the words that hurt me even more than him.

"Jungkook...please forget about me... Forget everything about us...I can't... I'm getting married to J-Jimin... It's better for both of us to stop thinking about the past... And move on with our lives...I love you Jungkook... I really do... But I can not stand against my parents. I can't... I love them more than myself..and it's the first time they want something from me...even if I don't want this marriage...I can't do anything about it... It's not in my hands.."

I tried to make him understand...but it got hard for him to keep going as I witnessed tears filling up inside his eyes. I really wanted to hug him and say that I only would love him..but it would only give him fake hopes...

Rather than seeing him suffer because of me every moment... I would prefer for him to forget about me completely and hate me if it means he would stop hurting himself.

I was already lucky to be able to spend all the beautiful time together with him. Even though it would hurt me...I rather for him find someone better than me... Someone who would never leave his hand... Someone would love him unconditionally... Like me.

"B-Babe... Please I can't...I would never be able to live without you...Think about plans that we made about our future life...I-I have even chosen name... About our kids. Please don't leave me..." He broke down in tears. It broke my heart to see him in such a state.

He grabbed onto my hands and kissed them... "Please Y/n I love you very much.."ย 

I harshly pulled my hands from his grip and ran past him towards our house. I slammed open the door and quickly shut it before leaning my back against it while crying out in pain.

".. I am sorry...Kook-ah..."

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(Author's POV)

Jungkook broke down even more...he could not think straightly...As he fell on his knees while gripping onto his head in pain.

He wishes for this moment to be nothing more than a nightmare...

Whereas Jungkook was crying out in pain...there was Jimin who witnessed everything from far away...It hurt him seeing Y/n crying. All he always wanted was to see her beautiful smile...

But now there's no smile... No happiness in her eyes...there were only tears... Tears for someone else rather than him.


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