Our Conflict Reality
An open diary
By : YanieWrites

I am always busy
Just like he was
I focus on studying.
He went to work.
 
He provides for my needs.
I want his attention.
He gave me money.
I want his full attention.
 
 
I want to spend my night chatting with him.
While he wants to spend his night with ml
He is willing to provide for me financially.
But all I desperately need is his love and attention.
 
 
He spent his night playing mobile games.
While here, I am at the corner waiting for notice.
Or did I expected something?
Too much to bear, or am I too annoying?
 
 
Every time, I always end up telling him
I want his attention and love once again.
Every time I chat and chat,
It's like a virus in his ears.
 
 
He is busy. Yes, I understand.
He has priorities too, just like mine.
But even if just for one night's chat?
Still busy, even if for once.

POV

Im hurt, don't ask
This is my tonight's reality.