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𝚈𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙴𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚂

I'm being paranoid as my anxiety waved at me
Being anxious that you will find someone who is better than me.

I'm being paranoid to lose you bee, as my anxiety right now who comfort me.

I'm afraid and worried at the moment
My whole world like crashing.

At this moment I was hurting
But I shut up and didn't say a thing.

My heart beats not normally
As my  breathe become heavily.

I tried to calm my self at this moment
To avoid heart attack that I always experience.

I don't want to lose you
As I want to keep you.

I want to grow old with you
I want to be forever be with you.

Im afraid that my history will repeated it self
That I experience being replaced again.

Getting  hurt  once again
feeling that I'm slowly dying.

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Date Written : April 23,2021
Dedicated to : Jannel Beegaon