Conflicts in Relationships
     By : YanieWrites

I Fall inloved not just once
I fall inloved not just twice
But I fall inloved and risk for three times
And risk my heart and life in the name of love.

The first time I fall in loved
Was the time I lost someone I loved
And he's a artist I know he can make portrait of you
He said at me , I will cross the ocean that distance of you and me.

Crossing the ocean he mean of nothing but a promised
Because of his busyness on his college
As he found someone better than me
On the same time of having us in relationship.

He's like older brother to me
He make me special and happy
But as day passed by I fall in love with this guy
He is Seven Day Adventure just like how he adventure in my life.

I was replaced and broken
I was replaced and trying to fix what is broken
As I found and meet this second guy
The guy who fixed but I end up broken him as I leave.

Because of being broken and can't accepted of being replaced
I chat and set my self of a stupid revenge
I will broke a guy as he fixed me
But after of years did that thing I regret and ask for apology.

He said that he loved me but this guy is coward of facing me
He didn't go and introduced him self at me
He just far far away looking at me
I was clueless if he is there at the meeting place.

That's the time I feel proud of having a boyfriend
but I was ashamed because he's like he just scared of meeting me
Bacause i was with my mom who first ever supported me
but as he waste the chance I also decided  to broke up with him .

I'm too young and still don't know the term of : Love
Too young that time I actually don't know if I even loved that guy.

The last time I fall in loved is the latest and longest time I being in loved.
Its like I regret it or happy about it as we meet.

He become my world as I become his real life angel