Open Dairy
(September 20, 2021)
Midnight Thoughts

My anxiety is back,
My anxiety comeback.
I lost my breathe for 30 minutes and 4 seconds
I start to panicked and feel unsafe.

Around 11:23 till 11: 34
My hands is shaking,
My beat is raising
And tears is flowing
In this deep sad that I'm feeling.

My anxiety comeback.
I feel so sad and have this feeling that something will happened tonight.
My guess is right is always right.
Anxiety waved at me
Should I wave back?

I hesitate to open up to person I loved
I start the topic to my friends but I decided to stop
My heart beat increase and it's getting tight,
It's hard to breathe from time to time.

Luv , Yanie