Note: Chapter based on the song above :)

Episode: Season 9 - I Think I'm Gonna Like It Here Pt. 4  

A sigh escaped my mouth as I watched her through the Plexiglas from the other side. The doctors told me if she didn't wake up now, she...I bit my lip so hard, I tasted the copper taste of blood on my tongue.

Loving and fighting

Accusing, uniting

We had been through so much... This wasn't right - it wasn't fair. She didn't...she didn't deserve this - any of it.

I can't imagine a world with you gone

I pressed a hand to the cool glass once, closing my eyes briefly as a sigh escaped my mouth. I just couldn't imagine a world with her gone.

The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of

After everything we'd survived - Sammy going to Hell, Lisa, the Leviathans, Bobby's death - all of it. Finally, I mustered up the courage to walk inside the room. It was devoid of nurses and doctors now, having left her to wake up on her own long ago.

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

My green eyes locked on her figure as I gingerly took a step towards the bed, tears threatening to spill over my cheeks.

"Hey, Parksy," I whispered quietly into the stillness as I sat down beside her, feeling my chest tighten with anxiety.

Gently, I took one of her hands in mine, her skin cool to my touch.

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me

She didn't move though - not even a twitch of her hand. Just silence.

Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from

Seeing her like this...it was like a nightmare I couldn't escape from.

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'

As I sat there, I let my eyes slide shut, praying desperately to anyone on High listening that she would wake up. But when I opened them, she still lied still beside me.

Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones

I let out a frustrated sound, feeling so helpless. The chair scraped across the tile floor loudly as I got up out of my seat.

I pace back and forth as you lay still

I paced back and forth across the room, my eyes every now and then flitting to her still form.

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Moving back to the bed then, I took her hand in mine once more, finally feeling the sob I was trying to hold in burst free from my lips.

Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"

"Parker, please don't leave me..." I sobbed, chest heaving as I nearly choked on the words before bringing her hand up to my mouth to place a hard kiss against her skin.

Hold on, I still want you

"I still want you, Parks. I always will, I always have..." I confessed, tears streaking down my cheeks as I caressed her hand with the pads of my thumbs.

Come back, I still need you

"I made so many mistakes but I-I still need you," I continued, even though I knew she couldn't hear me.

These were things I should have said long ago and I knew it.

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

Suddenly, I felt her hand twitch. It was such a small movement, I almost thought it hadn't happened before finally, it came again. Watching her with baited breath, I saw her eyes flutter open - blinking once, twice before settling on me.

I swear to love you all my life

"Parker..." I breathed out, moving closer to the bed.

She smiled at me tiredly, her hand squeezing mine gently.

Hold on, I still need you

"What happened?" she asked, her voice soft in the quiet surrounding us.

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I let out a breathy silent laugh but it was devoid of humor, "So much, Parks. Listen, I-"

I just wanna hear you

Her hand squeezed mine again gently, silencing me as she began to speak.

Saying baby, let's go home

"Baby, let's go home," she said quietly and I nodded as tears ran down my cheeks, only to be brushed away by her gentle fingertips.

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

Her chocolate-brown eyes I had fell in love with so long ago gazed back into my green orbs with a steady gaze full of love.

Hold on, I still want you

"I love you, Parker." I told her softly and Parker smiled at me - a genuine, gentle smile that she reserved only for me.

Come back, I still need you

"And I love you, Dean."