Sometimes i wonder if it would be diffrent if i wasn't THE STEVE HARRINGTON's sister instead of my name Stephanie Im called " steve's sister ". yes we're twins he was born five minutes earlier. when we were younger like in middle school every girl liked my brother, and i always questioned why no girls liked me? long story short i think im gay but i don't know you tell me? Steve hangs out with kids, i start to wonder if he has any other friends. He tells me about "demogorgans" and other things but i don't believe that he's kind of weird now. But I got a summer job now with Steve and i think that this is a new beginning for me. Steve works with this girl named Robin, she's really cool but she definitely has a crush on Steve. I like that she's not afraid to tell Steve off, she's pretty amazing. The job i have is at the mall , i'm a scoops troop or however you say it. And im also a cheerleader that everyone expects to be perfect, but i'm not perfect i'm far from that. Steve likes to sneak his children Max, Dustin, Luke, And mike into the movies. i've learned all of there names from the amount of times they've came into the shop. This year something feels different, I feel something.. I lost a bit of my memory last year and i feel like something's apart of me. Last year I was with Steve and his children apparently and something happened? but i was never told what happened for my own "safety". I feel like I'm in danger but im not sure so this year I'm going to stop thinking the worst about everything.

Is it bad that i had a crush on my brothers girlfriend? Nancy? Nancy Drew i called her. Nancy was perfect to me, I never told her how much i liked her because i knew i didn't have the courage to. I would be judged, she probably wouldn't even like me. Throughout the whole time Steve and Nancy were dating i liked her. I didn't tell steve though i promised myself i would never tell steve.

I was popular because of Steve, i dated several boys but i never liked them it just felt forced. I forced myself to try to like them but it never worked. I can't even make this up. but this year is my year and my goal is to TRY TO GET MY MEMORY BACK.

           STEPHANIES BUCKET LIST 🍉

1. Get memory back
   
             2. Tell Nancy i liked her.
3. tell steve.
                           4. go to the pool (I can't swim)

           5. find NEW friends.

                        TO BE CONTUINED.