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DAYS HAVE GONE BY AND AS MUCH AS Violet tried to stay positive, the chemotherapy was making her weaker every day.

Hawk even took days off of school just so he can hang out with Violet. Of course, his parents did not approve of this, but he didn't care. Violet was far more important to him.

Currently, Violet was sitting in her bed, watching Netflix with Hawk as they cuddled.

Violet started to feel more insecure about herself since the chemo was making her lose her hair as well.

"Eli?" Violet questioned him quietly.

"Hmm?"

"Would you still love me if I lost all of my hair permanently?"

Hawk looked at Violet as if she was crazy and he gave her a kiss making her feel reassured.

"Violet, you are crazy if you think I would leave you just because you don't have hair. Just having you in my arms is enough for me."

Violet smiled at how sweet Hawk was towards her. She was lucky to have someone like him in her life.

Violet was about to say something, but another  horrible cough interrupted her.

Eli held his head down slightly, cringing at the cough knowing how much pain she was in.

He wishes he could take the pain away from her. Hawk would take Violet's place in a heartbeat.

"Love, don't worry about me I'm okay," Violet said to reassure Hawk. 

Hawk smiled slightly, not even the slightest bit convinced that she would be okay. But still, in the back of his mind, he wanted Violet to be okay, cancer-free and all of this would be over.

"How about we go out and take a walk in the park? It will be good since you can get some nature vibes in you. Come on, let's go." Violet was contemplating for a bit until she nodded her head.

"Sure, I could use some fresh air." Hawk had to help Violet up since her legs were weaker than usual, but she eventually got used to it.

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Violet had a walker for the help of her stability as she and Hawk strolled through the park.

"So, I was thinking, during summer, you should come to the light show with my family and me. It is great since you've always been pretty much considered a part of the family."

Violet smiled at the thought of being happy and healthy with Eli's family, but she still had to consider the fact that she might not even make it to summer.

"Eli, that's like five months away. We can plan it if we get closer to the date." Violet gave Eli a small smile, but he didn't return it back.

Eli clearly heard what Violet said and it made him mad and sad.  The word "if" was in that sentence and he knew exactly what she meant by that.

"Violet, please don't." She turned her head to Hawk, totally oblivious to what he was about to say.

"What's wrong, Eli?"

"Violet, you have to stop saying words like "if" or "might" because I know damn well what you mean by that and it's breaking my heart princess. It's. Breaking. My. Fucking. Heart. If you keep thinking like this you are basically already dead inside. Live your life to the fullest. With me."

Violet had tears on the rim of her eyes. She now knew she had to step up her game. No matter how exhausted she was, Violet wanted to live the rest of her days happy not just for her, but for Eli.

No other words were said Violet went up to Eli and gave him a kiss. Hawk pushed further into the kiss, making them melt into it.

Hawk ruffled the beanie on Violet's now bald head. Violet still felt a little insecure about going out, but she knew she was okay with Hawk.

That was until the paparazzi came for Hawk. The flashing lights slightly startled Violet, so Hawk did the best he could to cover her.

"Prince Eli! Prince Eli! Who is this person you are walking with?"

"Is this your girlfriend?"

"She's not fit for the royal throne!"

"Why pick a girl with cancer to be your girlfriend?!"

Usually, the paparazzi was something Hawk ignored easily, no matter what the comments were, but the last comment he heard made him fume with anger. Nobody should ever talk to someone like that. Especially if that someone was Violet.

"What did you just say?" He angrily walked to the man but Violet tried hold back Hawk, but he was far too gone of listening to her.

"I am not sure how a person with cancer would be fit for the royal throne, especially since they are weak and would probably die soon."

Hawk was about to punch the person, but Violet used all the strength she had left to restrain him. Hawk turned to Violet, giving her a questioning look before she pulled him back and Violet stood in front of the paparazzi.

"Listen here, sir. I may have cancer and hell, I might die a year from now or I could die tomorrow, but judging a person just because they have cancer is bullshit.  Chemo may take away my hair and I may be ugly to other people, but that doesn't matter because I know damn well I'm a bad bitch. So take your negativity out of my boyfriend's family and shove it up your ass. "

Violet glared once more at the man and grabbed Hawk's hand taking him away from the mess. The proud look on Hawk's face was something and he had a smile on his face the entire time they walked back to the palace.

"Shit, Vi, you are such a bad bitch oh my god. Wow, my girlfriend is hot as fuck."

Violet dramatically flipped her nonexistent hair and for the first time in forever, she felt powerful.

She felt like nothing can stop her. Not even cancer.

Bad bitch hours for all my baddies out there😌. Anyways, my cat just bit my MacBook and now there's a dent in it ://// tsk tsk kittens i swear.