These past couple of days have been lovely . I never really realized how fun it actually is to be alone . I mean , I wish everyone could at least tell me they're busy or something instead of avoiding me ever since the carnival .

But , I completely forgot to post the picture I took with Cynthia yesterday! That'll entertain me for a little .
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Kkaylaa middle school bsf 🥺❤️

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Kkaylaa <3.

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Brittanyyy CUTIES

Fan 2 #kathia
Fan 3 YES , OMG

Xlilhuddy the shoes in the back , tho 😍
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Fan 1 imagine being this perfect 🤩🖐🏼

Jadenhossler ok girlss , pop off
Kkaylaa hehehe

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Since I kept getting lots of notifications and likes on my recent , I decided to turn them off so my phone doesn't blow up .

I decided to text the gc to see if they answer . I really hope there's nothing bad going on between our friendship...

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Kayla: Hey guys ! what you up to ? we haven't hanged ever since the carnival...i never really apologized about walking away without saying anything so , I'm sorry..

Jack-in-the-box😃: It's alright

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Even tho everyone didn't answer, one answer is better than nothing , right ?

Payton's pov

"Jackson , we told you to not answer the fucking text!" , I complained to him .

"I'm sorry ! I felt bad , I can't just ignore her text" , he squealed and looked down.

"If I can ignore her , so can you!" , Brittany interrupted .

"facts ! Idk what's so hard about that", I almost felt like screaming but that would be too much 💀🖐🏼

we all just hung out the entire day with each other.

Back to your pov

I got a text from Katelyn. Why would she be texting me for? Not that I don't want to talk to her , but we haven't hanged or talked for a while .

I opened her text message and she said she wanted to talk about something. I told her to meet at the park.
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The park was about 8 minutes away from where I live so I walked over there . As I walked , I saw 6-10 year old kids chasing each other in the neighborhood . Some were riding their bikes , giggling about something . So much goes on in this world.
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As I approach Katelyn, her face looks red and she fast walks up to me. I kinda backed up a little because I didn't know what to expect.

"Kayla , you gotta stay strong . This might hurt you a little", my smile turned into a frown. What is she talking about ?

"Katelyn, you're scaring me stop", my body started shaking. I felt the breeze rushing to my face.

She sighed and put her phone on my face . Omg..my heart was hurting . I felt like the whole world was against me . My heart shattered in a million pieces . I knew this was coming...
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Paytonmoormeier bbg 🌷✨

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Fan 1: wait..what about Payla?..

Chasekeith 🛳🛳🛳 !

Fan 4 @fan1 RIGHT 🥺

Notnoen my parents

Fan 2 plz tell me noen and chase are just messing with us 😤

Fan 3 where's kayla bae? 💗🥺

Kkaylaa @fan3 right here 😌

Taylerholder word

Fan 5 this should be kayla, not avani

Fan 6 @fan5 periodttt

Paytonmoormeier @tayleyholder WORD
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Wait..this can't be happening . My heart aches, I feel like I just got hit on the heart by a truck . Sadness rushed into my veins , my tears wanted to run down my cheeks.

He really added the captioned "bbg🌷✨" .
Idk if I can handle this .

"Kayla, plz calm down . Ik it hurts, but-"

"No ! Idc what you say . H-he can't do this to m-me ! He's pranking his fans and everybody else ! Ik , and HE knows that w-we have feelings for each other . And she's just a friend ! He doesn't h-have feelings for her . Just because he puts his arms a-around her...doesn't mean he likes her !", at that point, my tears couldn't take it any longer .

I dropped to the floor, Katelyn trying to push me back up . I just wanna run away . Run away from all this pain that's hurting me .

"Why did you show me this ? All you wanted to do it hurt me , I hate you", my whole body was shaking . I had the urge to punch her right now .

"Don't say that . I wanted to tell you bc you'll find out sooner or later and I wanted you to let out all the pain w/ me", Katelyn started to rub my back softly .

"Well, I prefer to find out MYSELF and let everything out when I'm ALONE", I sat there yelling at her, people's attention on me .

I told Katelyn to leave me alone , so she did . Before she could even leave , she said "I'm sorry" and silently walked away .

I was on the floor for a couple more minutes . But I wasn't yelling and crying this time..I just sat there , not moving or saying anything .

I hear a deep voice from in front of me .

"Are you ok ? Do you need anything ?"

A/n

I AM SOOO SORRY FOR BEING GONE FOR A MONTH ! I never have time to update, I've been having a lot of exams lately and I study a lot . School takes over my writing time and I apologize for that . Here's something to entertain you 😌 Comment and vote , thank you for all the support <3.