three hours until I FINALLY see ricky again

well more than three for me bc there's no way I'm staying up until three am ricky babe I love you but I'm tired <3

anyways

I'm literally hyperventilating over this bc I've missed him so fucking much and he's just gonna be there when I wake up and I'm SCREAMING

as soon as I finish the episode after I wake up I'm sprinting to my computer and typing a chapter bc I know my self control won't hold

anyways now I'm going down a rabbit hole of ricky bowen edits on tiktok to hype me up even more <3

I'LL SEE HIM SO SOON I'M GONNA SOB

okay bye love you mwah

p.s. if ANY of you bitches spoil the episode to me before I'm watching it I WILL be throwing hands. yk what I'm just gonna stay off this app until I do watch it to save myself emotional pain