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❤︎︎ LANA DEL RAY ❤︎︎
Top 5 songs:

1. Chemtrails Over The Country Club
2. Young & Beautiful
3. Cinnamon Girl
4. The Blackest Day
5. White Dress or Margaret (you can't make me choose)

MOTHER. Lana is my favourite person in the whole fucking world. My love for her and her music is crazy, I feel like a stalker when it comes to talking about Lana. I love so many more songs and I know this list is boring asf but the songs are good for a reason and it was very hard to choose.
She is the definition of girl pretty and everything about her is beautiful, I understand her and she understands me and she doesn't even know who I am. Get her on tour and get. me. tickets.

❤︎︎ BILLIE EILISH ❤︎︎
Top 5 songs:

1. i love you
2. WILDFLOWER
3. What Was I Made For?
4. hostage
5. CHIHIRO

This woman. I am literally in love with her and I can't fucking believe that I actually have tickets to go and watch her live. I've been a fan for as long as I can remember and this woman changed my life. I could tell you her whole life story without taking a breath, she understands young people and genuinely has hope for the world. She literally suits every hair colour as well, can I just point out?..

❤︎︎ FRANK OCEAN ❤︎︎
Top 5 songs:

1. Wiseman (unreleased)
2. Pyramids
3. Pink Matter
4. Ivy
5. White Ferrari
(6. Unamerican Girls)

Number six had to be added, so bonus song ig!!
No but where did this man go? Don't mind the tiktok taste ahh list btw but I need him to come back immediately. These songs are only 5 of his BEST songs, I literally need him to drop a new album, go on tour and feature Tyler on a song. The lyrics in his songs are deep shit. How does one become as great as Frank Ocean and then disappear for a year? Come back... Be here. (sorry.)

❤︎︎ OLIVIA RODRIGO ❤︎︎
Top 5 songs:

1. the grudge
2. All I Want- From "Highschool Musical"
3. lacy
4. obsessed
5. logical

This fucking woman popped out of nowhere and released one of the best debut albums ever at 17-18? Then released another album that was even better just 2 years later? I've known her since Highschool musical and never once thought she'd be were she is now and omg when I went to see her live in Madrid, I'm not lying when I say it was the best day of my whole fucking life. I LOVE YOU LIV. Now I will be getting tickets to see you again when you drop the next album pookie!

❤︎︎ THE NEIGHBOURHOOD ❤︎︎
Top 5 songs:

1. A Little Death
2. Baby Came Home 2/ Valentines
3. Female Robbery
4. Daddy issues
5. Nervous

MY HOESSSS. These men are my saviours fr. They make bangers after bangers and every song eats. MY TOP 5 ARE LITERALLY THEIR BEST SONGS EVER. Your opinion is your opinion but oh my god. All of these songs are immaculate, including leaving tonight and reflections are their best songs to exist. They need to get off their little break and come to my house and give me tickets.

❤︎︎ EXTRAS ❤︎︎

Other mentions to Adele, Cigarettes after sex, Montell Fish, Tyler the Creator, Adrianne Lenker, Bruno Mars, Taylor Swift, Sabrina Carpenter, Suki Waterhouse and The Weekend. I love them all so much but only could be bothered to write about my top 5.

༻FANDOMS༺

❤︎︎ THE MAZE RUNNER❤︎︎
Top 3 characters:

1. Newt- In the books and movies he is my absolute favourite and I still get upset over his death every. single. time. He's just a lil sweetie and his note to Thomas sent me into TEARS. A tear still sheds every time I watch/read his note part. He is attached into my soul and I forever love him and Thomas Brodie Sangster!

2. Gally- I love him to fucking much. He was annoying in the first movie ig but in reality he's just a sweetheart who was purely scared. I loved him in the books and the last movie when he had his mega hotty glow-up. Why did they delete that scene of him talking about Chuck tho!!!!

3. Minho- Hot. Biceps. Sassy queen. Bestie boo. Nothing more to say!

These movies changed me. Istg when I watched them for the first time 3 years ago when my dad introduced me to them I did not think I'd love them more than the hunger games, but I feel like I kinda do? I read the books straight after and oh my god, I might love them even more than the movies, but I really don't know.. Every character has a different attachment to me and I love the story, development and the hottys that were casted! I miss the Glade sm tho but these films have been a weekly watch for a while now.

"Dear Thomas,
This is the first letter I can remember writing. Obviously I don't know if I wrote any before the maze, but even if it's not my first, it's likely to be my last.
I want you to know that I'm not scared, of dying anyway, it's more forgetting. It's loosing myself to this virus, that's what scares me.
So every night I've been saying their names out loud: Alby, Winston, Chuck. I just repeat them over and over like a prayer, and it all comes flooding back.
Just the little things like where the sun used to hit the Glade at that perfect moment, right before it slipped beneath the walls. And I remember the taste of Frypan's stew, I never thought I'd miss that stuff so much.
And I remember you.
From the first day you came up in the box, just a scared little Greenie who couldn't even remember his own name. But from that moment you ran into the maze, I knew I'd follow you anywhere.
And I have. We all have.
If I could do it all over again, I would and I wouldn't change a thing. And my hope for you, when you're looking back years from now, you'll be able to say the same.
The futures in your hands, Tommy. I know you'll find a way to do what's right. You always have. Take care of everyone for me. And take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy.
Thank you for being my friend
Goodbye mate, Newt."
-Newt.

❤︎ THE HUNGER GAMES ︎❤︎︎
Top 3 characters:

1. Katniss- Trauma is so overlooked in her own movies? She deserves the world and she got that. Her whole development changed me and I love her as the girl from district 12 to the girl on fire to the mocking jay. Rebellion Katniss is 1000% my favourite era tho. She's literally one of my comfort characters and I will forever love her.

2. Peeta- I cry every time I watch the mockingjay movies purely because of Peeta. He is the definition of how a man should act and is just so pure. I love him too much and the way he fell in love with Katniss twice made me believe in love.

3. Finnick- Stupid. Fucking. Suzanne. Collins. Why did my baby have to die like that? I sobbed for hours the first time I watched and still get upset now. I love him so much and he's just a sweetie but will literally rip you apart which is very man coded and I love that for him.

These 4 movies bro... The first time I watched them was when I was 8 but didn't understand them well. I think I was 11-12 when I watched them again and began to understand and loved them ever since. They are forever my comfort movies and the development of all the characters is crazy. The way how this was written is actually amazing, everything about it makes sense. These movies made me believe in love tho like wydm 2 people got but into a game with 22 other people to fight to death and both survived? Wydm they had a fake wedding, fake baby and went back into the games, once again surviving? Wydm one of them was brainwashed to hate the other but still ended up falling back in love with her and the love in her never left? I love them.

"I want to tell the rebels that I am alive. That I am right here in District 8, where the Capitol has just bombed a hospital full of unarmed men, women and children. There will be no survivors.
I want to tell people that if you think for just one second that the Capitol will ever treat us fairly, you are lying to yourselves.
Because we know who they are and what they do. This is what they do. And we must fight back!
I have a message for President Snow:
You can torture us and bomb us and burn our districts to the ground.
But do you see that? Fire is catching.
And if we burn, you burn with us."
- Katniss Everdeen.

❤︎︎ OUTER BANKS ❤︎︎
Top 3 characters:

1. JJ- Bro, how can your fav character not be JJ? He is literally my biggest comfort character ever (even tho he had no comfort). He just makes the show so much better in literally every way possible. He kept all of the pouges together and was the bestest friend they could all of wished for like bruh. Everybody loves JJ and season4 literally broke me. Season 1 JJ was definitely my fav tho tbf..

2. Sarah- She's literally the sweetest girl in the show, how could you not like her? Her and John B are the cutest couple ever but I get she did some bad things. She always made up for them tho and threw her whole life away for the pouges. She's 100% the bravest character in the whole show, pretending she's okay but really her whole life is falling apart like respect to her. Also, she's like rlly hot ofc.

3. Rafe- Maybe I love him because he's hot, or maybe I love him because he's a crazy psychopath that is in my dreams every night.. Who knows? I think deep down he's just a sweetie tho, guys. (said with no delusion.)

I. Love. Outer. Banks. The whole story is a slay and the characters fucking developments like AGHHH. I actually hate John B's dad sm, maybe even more than Ward tbh. The pouges are my comfort group and I've rewatched this series 5 times now I think? Me and my sister fangirl over every character (literally all of them..) and it's getting a lil bit obsessive but we move! Anyways tho P4L, woogity woogity and stupid things have good outcomes all the time!

"Fun fact, everyone you know will die.
Your father, your mother and even your best friend. I like to think it's not so much how many years you get but what you do with them.
And JJ packed it in.
A whole life in those twenty years.
Adventure, romance, some tough things, that was part of it too, sacrifice and friendship.
If JJ was the king of anything, he was the king of friendship. He held us all together.
He was the best friend we ever had."
- John Booker Routledge.

❤︎︎ ALICE IN WONDERLAND ❤︎︎
Top 3 characters:

1. Alice- Bitch, what? Alice you little baddie, preppy gal. She is me and I am her. You're my inspiration in life pookie and I want to find a magic white rabbit to follow down a hole and appear in a random land of wonders. Give me your life please and thank you? As a kid my biggest dream was to be you babe and i still want to be rn..

2. Everyone else- All my babies and I love them all so much. All the characters had an impact on me as a kid and I wanted to go to fricking Wonderland SOOOOOOOOOOO bad.

9999999. Not the mad hatter, just Johnny Depp- Do y'all really need an explanation?...

Anyways, this was MY movie as a child. Both, Alice In Wonderland and Alice Through The Looking Glass. The story, the plots, the characters, the action, the meaning? I'm the Queen of Hearts biggest defender btw because wydm her sister blamed her for something she didn't do and it led up to her head swelling up and her being unable to be the Queen of Underland? I loved all of it and it was a daily watch for me as a child. I still watch it from time to time now since it reminds me of being a child and actually having an imagination. Everything about it is so comforting for some strange reason and I always watch it at my lowest, I love, love, love, love, love, love, love these 2 movies with all of my heart. They need so much more recognition. I love you Lewis Carroll!!!

"From the moment I fell down that rabbit hole, I've been told what I must do and who I must be.
I've been shrunk, stretched, scratched and stuffed into a teapot.
I've been accused of being Alice, and of not being Alice, but this is my dream.
I'll decide where it goes from here."
-Alice Kingsley.

"A dream is not reality.
But who's to say which is which?"
-The Mad Hatter.

"You're entirely bonkers.
But I'll tell you a secret: all the best people are."
-Alice Kingsley.

"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then"
-Alice Kingsley.

"The secret, Alice, is to surround yourself with people who make your heart smile. It's then, only then, that you'll find Wonderland"

❤︎︎ EXTRAS❤︎︎

Other mentions to The 100, The 5th wave, Divergent series , Modern Family, The Unlisted, Harry Potter, Gilmore Girls and Shameless. All which I absolutely love but couldn't choose one to write about in depth so I didn't do any...

❤︎︎ LOUANNA'S LIFE❤︎︎

Anyway guys, thanks for reading and I love you all <3

I might probably add more chapters about stuff that happens in my life so I can be relatable and shit but yep.

Toodles for now!!!