S2 E31 Rem, Forgive Me

"I love you." is by far the most powerful phrase known to those who seek affection.

Although, it is mentioned quite too often sometimes; made me learn the importance of these 3 words.

I had to make a tough choice, on whether to pick the right lover. And without a clear notion in my mind of whom.

I let my heart decide for me...then, my answer became simple.

"Emilia. I love you."

Emilia: S-Subaru...I don't know what to say.

Subaru: There are countless words that I've wanted to say for a long time. But, those three beautiful words...is what I kept hidden inside till now. Because, I love you.

Emilia: What's there to love about me, Subaru?! Where's this coming from?!

Subaru: Everything... From your kind-heart to those gorgeous elf ears. There's nothing that I wouldn't dare speak ill about you. Because, I love you. Emilia.

Jiro: Wow. That conversation took a prophetic turn than I'd imagine.

-I spat out as I laid on the grass. I can clearly hear Subaru grunt as I ruin their moment while Emilia giggled.-

Subaru: Don't you have someone else to bother? Otto, perhaps? Emilia & I were--

Emilia: It's alright, Subaru. Jiro always seemed to be the nosy sort. Right?

Jiro: You know me well, Emilia.

-I said with a bright grin on my face.-

Subaru: Ugh! I guess we should get a move on.

Jiro: That would be wise. Don't wanna keep Rem waiting now would we?!

Subaru: Why are you so inclined to return? We just saved the bystanders of Irlam. I think we deserve a breather, what do you think Emilia?

Emilia: I wouldn't mind a short nap on the carriage. Anyways, it isn't safe out here due to the-

Jiro: Witch's Cult.

Emilia: Correct. Also, there's something I want to discuss with Crusch Karsten once we reach the capital.

Jiro: Like what?

Emilia: ....... <stays quiet>

Jiro: Personal matters, huh? Welp, leave me out of your lady business then.

Subaru: Hey, Jiro? I never got a chance to ask.

Jiro: Hmm? What is it, Nat?

Subaru: When did you plan on telling the rest of us--

Jiro: The rest of us?

Subaru: Yea. Emilia & I.

Emilia: Um, Subaru.

Subaru: Yes, Emilia-tan?

Emilia: I already know what Jiro is.

Subaru: Really?

-He asks, as Emilia nodded in agreement.-

Subaru: Well then... this calls for celebration after we go home.

Jiro: Celebration!

-Childish excitement tracing to my neural system.-

Subaru: Yup. For all we did together. All three of us need a break.

Jiro: Couldn't agree more, Subaru.

-Responding to him, as he held out a hand. I took it as the escort arrives.-

Otto: Wagon is ready. Are you guys--

Jiro: Yes.

Otto: Good. To let you know ahead of time, Jiro-sama. I encased the carriage with food supplies. Since our journey may take a while. You never know when a witch cultist might appear.

-Sounding frightened. I pat him on the shoulder while laughing.-

Jiro: If that does happens, we would probably need to throw someone off the wagon. Right, Subaru?

Subaru: Shut it-- <annoyed>

Jiro: Let's get going, everyone.

-Clapping my hands to hurry the others. I hopped onto the back seat while laying down with my legs dangled. Fearing that a pebble might tip the wheel over, I scooted further away to be safe.-

Jiro: You two lovebirds never told me yet, have you?

Emilia: L-L-Lovebirds!

-A term that caused the white haired princess to blush. I didn't mean to embarrass anyone. Not like I could though.-

Subaru: What were you inferring, Jiro?

Jiro: Was it by surprise that a couple like you two would eventually grow even closer? Because I'm starting to see signs of a--

Subaru: Jiro, we went over this. I'm not ready to be in a relationship. Emilia is just a--f-

-Clasping his mouth from saying the last intolerable word. That's how a crush places themselves in the worst situation. Friend zone. Hmph.-

Emilia: Subaru. What was it you were gonna finish?

-Curious, the elf girl asked her "knight" nicely to hear his response. Until he yelps out.-

Subaru: Nothing! To worry yourself with, Emilia-tan. Go ahead and rest.

Emilia: You're right. My eyes are pretty sore. I'll just-- <yawn herself to sleep>

-Leaning her tired head onto Subaru. Emilia passed out from constant exhaustion after the incident with Sloth.-

Jiro: Your relationship with Rem...Subaru?

Subaru: What about it?

Jiro: I was wondering... how she feels about you two? Does she know?

Subaru: In honesty, I always rethink about her confession. But, in case Rem decides to portray her affection towards "someone" else, I have no business interfering between her & the lucky fella. I still consider her a friend. You?

Jiro: I can't say for certain... <(blushing)>

Subaru: Wait~ don't tell me you're in love with her too. <(smirk)>

Jiro: Hey, I never said I was!

Subaru: Hold on a sec. Aren't you dating?

Jiro: Pfhpt, ME! No/ What makes you say that?!

Subaru: Yea. I heard from a friend that you already found the "One". Mind telling me about her?

Jiro: I don't know if I should. You won't be satisfied with the results. <feeling awkward>

Subaru: Come on. At least give me a hint. Is she noble-born or low-born? A cat person, elf, steel-folk, dwarf maybe? What is she?

Jiro: A human no doubt. I pray. She's someone you'd already encountered before. A noble-born.

Subaru: Ah-ha. Now it's getting interesting. Tell me more.

Jiro: She has orange hair.

Subaru: ....... <nods attentively>

Jiro: Blood Red Eyes.

Subaru: ok... <getting nervous>

Jiro: And She's the Other Candidate Beside Myself as the 42nd Ruler of Lugnica...

Subaru: ..... wow, how can you stoop so low, Jiro Katsuki Ren. I preferred you a ladies man. But, man/ you're dating a complete and utter disaster. A demon. Nonetheless.

Jiro: Ouch! <insulted>

Subaru: Please... tell me you didn't by any chance "commit" yourself to her cause.

Jiro: Err, Yes & No. <(blushing)>

Subaru: Great! Another problem for us to worry about.

Jiro: I am quite fond of her, Subaru Natsuki. And I would be well-pleased if you spoke about my precious lover kindly. Since, we're Brothers again.

-replying to his hurtful comment about my date. Subaru insisted on being nicer to me.-

Subaru: I apologize. It's just-- after what she did to me. I can't truly forgive her--

Jiro: I know. I saw the whole thing happen.

Subaru: Y-Y-You did! <turning green>

Jiro: Yea. But, who am I to judge? Leave the past behind.

Subaru: You're right.... wait a minute. Why were you in your girlfriend's room, Jiro?

Jiro: Good question. I was f--- <BANG>

-The wagon halts as we approach the detrimental scenery of Crusch's troops.-

Subaru: Conversation for another time.

Emilia: What's going on? <waking up>

Subaru: I don't know but we should head out to check.

Jiro: Agreed. <taking out my sword (Mockingbird) to see what's out there>

-I stood there only in horror as I saw a number of soldiers, mercenaries, and...-

Jiro: No...

Felix: Crusch...

Subaru: Who could've done this? <(shocked)>

Jiro: I haven't got the faintest clue, but they're strong.

Subaru: Who?

Jiro: Their Leaders...

Subaru: You think the Witch's Cult are involved. I thought we destroyed all of them at the hideout. And now, you're saying there is another Sin Archbishop. Redundant.

Jiro: We did. Likely as planned, the enemy found Crusch's brigade before we came into contact with her--- <grunts from another migraine> Dammit~

-Who are they? Sin Archbishops. Worse?-

Subaru: Hey, are you alright Jiro?

Jiro: Y-yeah. Just a bad headache- again... nothing to worry yourself over. Why don't you search around for Rem... or aid Felix? I need to close my eyes.

Subaru: Alright. Let me know if something goes terribly wrong. I'll go look for Rem. Back in a jiffy.

Memory Relapse, Degeneration Phase

When things couldn't get any worse, I found my friend on his knees as we finally witness the heartbreak that emerged from each one of us.

To expect better outcomes, we assumed the best yet to come forth.

Yet, as we proceeded to care more and more about the people we love, our hopes, dreams, and goals start to crumble around us.

Why did she have to pay the price of our sins?

My sins...

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Timeskip: Pinnacle Moment Where We Decide...

Subaru: .....our enemies gave us little to very little options. I have to do this. <weeping>

Jiro: You aren't obligated to do anything. You did enough already. I know Rem is gone but we must maintain our strength for Her, and the people dear to us... think about Emilia! How would she react or feel if you took your own life? Please Subaru, I'm begging you... don't throw your life away again.

Subaru: J-Jiro... <bites his lip, leaving out blood> There is no other way. I don't want you, Rem, Crusch, and-- Emilia to suffer for my mistakes. Let me do this.

Jiro: I can't let you.

-Gripping the broken dagger that remain inches away from his throat. He wanted to end all of this pain but my conscience told me not to give up on him. So, I won't.-

Jiro: Believe me. I understand the guilt you must feel, but listen to me! Please... Please... I love you so much to the point where if you died... like you have done countless times. I might break. Not just in the heart, but in terms of the soul. Every time you pass into the afterlife, I wish every moment we share together could be our last fond memory as Brothers... I may not be the same person you meet in your lifetimes because... because... I feel shattered. As if, a part of my existence is left behind... Don't you see you're not alone, Subaru! I'm suffering too.

-Gently pressing my head to his shoulder, I drew tears as I felt Subaru resisting. Wanting to end his life. I urged to make a choice.-

Jiro: She'll be fine, Subaru...

Subaru: You don't know that! <(yells)> Rem may never wake up from her coma again. And it's all my fault.

Jiro: Then, why don't we find the answer? Huh? Starting now. We proceed...and get stronger...not just by using magic...but our willpower to continue living. Both of us...together as it should be.

Subaru: I can't do that. You know me all to well, Jiro... but this is the sacrifice I am willing to make.

Jiro: If that's what you insist on doing... I can't--- stop you. <(cries)>

Subaru: I have to say... we had a good run. We were able to save the one's important to us. Am I right? <smiles warmly>

Jiro: That was all you. You are my Hero. <laughs nervously>

Subaru: Jiro...

Jiro: Yes? <afraid of what he'll say>

Subaru: Thank you.

-His final words left to a version of a lost fragment... that consists of a man, who was covered in his best friend's blood. He attempts to wipe the red stains away but it wouldn't fade...-

Jiro: Why did you have to go, Subaru?! Why did you have to leave me again?! <screaming maniacally>

-Gripping his blonde hair as it became an enormous mess, a black vortex of hands came out of nowhere to repeat the same story. To grab him, so the two can reunite. Jiro went without much resistance to see his Brother again. But, If there is a single echo of the past he would like to reminisce. It's would be his Friends. -

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Jiro: Rem, Forgive Me.

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