❝ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐌 ❞
- 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲 -
[Sequel to 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑]

Dear Ruel,

Today you sang a new song for me.

You titled it 'Articulate'.

It was honestly the most euphoric song I've ever heard. I hope you release it because your fans deserve to listen to it.

A certain lyric from the song keeps on playing in my head on repeat. It went something like 'you don't have to love me, just don't find somebody who treats you the same'. The way you sang it, with such emotion and feels, it just stays in my heart and provides me peace.

My father came again. He verbally abused me. Called me a 'slut', because he thinks I'm using you for my own pleasures and sins. He called me a 'whore' and said I'm mentally fucked up.

He doesn't have to remind me the last one, I already know that. My mind is the epitome of negativity and depression. If anyone peeks into it, they will be sucked in this endless spiral of self hate I drowned in so long ago.

I might just give up on life real soon. Remember, I love you so much, and I fell for your personality and your dad jokes, not just your outer beauty.

With hugs and kisses,
Azalea