❝ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐌 ❞
- 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲 -
[Sequel to 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑]

Dear Ruel,

Everything has been going downhill for me. I don't know how long I can stick around. So I am writing these letters to you, in hopes of you finding and reading these if I ever leave you.

I stayed up until 4.00 am completing my university applications. For four universities I had applied to before, I got rejected. I got rejected by every single one of them, and it absolutely shattered my heart. I sent in my applications to other universities, and I hope to get atleast one accepting letter.

You wanted to hang out with me today, but I didn't feel like coming out of the bed. I don't want you to think it was because of you I didn't come out, but it was my own will which stopped me from doing anything productive.

I heard a story of a boy in my lane who committed suicide. He hung himself. Honestly I feel why he did that, he must be going through similiar problems like I am, and just wanted to rest in peace.

I want to leave Ruel. This is too much for me to take. I don't think I will be able to continue for long. But I will never stop loving you, for you were the first person who made me feel complete. If I leave, please don't put any sorts of blame on yourselves. It's not your fault; it never was.

With hugs and kisses,
Azalea