❝ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 ❞
-  𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲 -

Dear Azalea,

The album comes out in three days. I am so excited, yet nervous on what people will think about it. Everytime I used to feel nervous before my music came out, you would come to my house with big bags filled with cheetos, soda, m&m's, starbursts, and what not. We would pull all nighters eating and conducting movie marathons. Spending time with you made me feel so calm and relaxed, and I wouldn't be worrying about my music anymore.

These days I don't really have anyone comforting me about it. Sure everyone gives an occasional pat on the back and say those same words, but it isn't even half as assuring as your hugs and pep talks. I replay our pep talks in my mind to make myselves feel better.

Yesterday I spent my evening watching our videos and photos. I could only watch a few before I broke out crying. Coco heard me and she came in and hugged me and comforted me, but I only wanted your hugs. I wanted your kisses and I wanted you to softly mumble comforting words in my ears.

I met few of my friends at the park today and we had a few conversations, before I began feeling completely out of place amongst them. I excused myself and came back home, before lying in bed and crying into my pillow.

My eyes are extremely moist as I am writing this, because I miss you today, more than ever before.

You mean more than the entire universe to me.

Yours forever,
Ruel