❝ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 ❞
- 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲 -

Dear Azalea,

I am sorry I haven't written any letter these past weeks. Everything became so hectic for the album that I couldn't make out time for writing even a single letter.

These past weeks we shot three music videos. They are all ideas I had at night when I couldn't sleep thinking about you. When I told everyone the ideas, they all loved those and we decided to begin working on them.

Along with that, I went through depression again. Mum got extremely worried so she began sending me to her friend Hazel Walter, who is a therapist. Me and Mrs. Walter had many sessions together, and honestly I felt better venting out to her about this situation. She helped with my mental health a lot, and I feel quite better, but still not the best.

For those weeks, I felt unmotivated to get out of the bed and do something. Even though I had three music videos to film, I just failed to find any strand of motivation to get up. But after having frequent sessions with Mrs. Walter, I have been feeling motivated. Not as motivated as before, but quite motivated for me to successfully film three music videos.

Like all those times before, I missed you tagging along with me to my shoots. We would spend most of the time running after each other with loaded nerf guns and just shooting at each other, and pranking Nate by giving him an onion covered with caramel and saying that it's a 'caramel apple'.

I miss you so much Zee, more than you will ever know.

Yours forever,
Ruel