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Dear Fezco my best friend my twin,

Guess what. I dyed my hair orange!!! We're matching now, we're both gingers!! I think you look better than I do though since you're natural but we're twinssss!! We're literally bestie goals, I don't care.

Adding a few pictures for you to make your day lol <3 you're literally the sweetest telling me you be looking at my pics to put yourself in a happy mood. I'm literally honored. It's not creepy at all, like it's literally so sweet. Stare at them all you want, that's what they're for!! Ima send you some every time I dye my hair.

  Would be nice if you sent me some pictures now, I'm tryna have something pretty to look at too ;) .

I'm tryna see my best friendddd!

I hope that answers your question about me writing to multiple prisoners, because I'm not. Just you!! I'm not no pen pal player haha, that guy you're telling me about is pretty much just hustling his way through prison and honestly?? I would do the same if I were him. Would you write to me if our roles were reversed?

Sorry my pen ran out of ink so now I'm using this purple glitter pen instead of black lol anyways how are you today? I hope you're all good, I'm fine right now. I just got home from some girls night with my friends but I got bored and felt lowkey left out so I just came home early and now I'm waiting on my Doordash. I got Wendy's because their chicken nuggets are literally so good.

Speaking of Wendy's, she has red hair! And you really liked my red hair huh? I think that one's my favorite out of all of them too. And yeah my hair will literally die if I go blonde again, and no offense, but I'm not tryna be bald. You def pull it off but I wouldn't be able to, no matter what you say. Like I'll seriously jump off a bridge if my hair falls out and I have to be bald.

  And you're sooooooo messy talking about I know how to make you blush, you be making me blush sometimes tooo, teling me I look like Kali Uchis!! Stop playing Mac Miller, on GOD.

  Your cellmate's so sweet buying you things from commissary, I'm happy you have friends in there. You don't have anybody, like your mom or someone putting money on your books or anything? I know I offered as a joke back in my first letter but if you need money I can send you some.

  My skate shop job pays good and I'm tryna put money on your books Fez sooo I'll survive still working there for a while. I think I might quit at the end of the summer though because I'm thinking of going to school.

  I took some time off after high school because I didn't know what I wanted to do and I still don't know what I wanna do but my mom's been on my ass about going back to school so that she can add my degree to her wall or whatever, I'm seriously thinking of like, running away or something.

  I like the freedom I have with not being a student, my friend/roommate goes to school and homegirl is always stressed as fuck, but I been chilling alwaysss. I'm really not tryna be like her, worrying about exams and assignments and spending all that money.

  You dropped out of high school? How come? No judgement or anything, just curious :) .

  But you have a store, right? What kinda store? Is it like, a sex shop. That would be so funny, like dead ass. No but seriously, what kinda store do you own? That's hella cool, because we're literally the same age and you have a whole ass business.

  Which reminds me, we're the same age!! I was really hoping you weren't old as fuck haha your beard makes you look 23 but not in a bad way because respectfully again, you are fineee!!

  Soo July 10th? And I'm assuming since you also didn't put your sign on your profile, it's also "personal"? Well guess what bestie, I'm happy to reveal that you are officially the finest cancer I have ever met :) .

  It make sense too because you said you're not ready to tell me about what happened with your arrest and cancers tend to keep to themselves. Not tryna sound like your therapist because it's totally okay that you don't wanna talk about it or if you're not ready, but maybe talking about it would help you if you need it?

  Anyways, your birthday is literally in two months. Start making your birthday list so I can sene you a birthday gift please :) . Mine is June 18th so now we're even!!

  No way you dressed up as Tony. No fucking way Fezco. That's literally crazy but cool as fuck. I'll dress up as a prisoner this year so we can match again ;) . Hahaha just kidding.

  Your brother has great taste because Elvira is so fine. And barking????? Literally laughing my ass off, your brother sounds so funny. Is he older or younger than you? I feel like maybe he's younger, you talk about him like he's your son. Sibling love is so cute.

  I have a few of my own but everyone started to distance themselves from each other after my brother died a few years ago, and he was kinda like our glue. He used to scream during scary movies too, I used to wanna smack him so fucking bad but now I wish he would be here screaming in my ear during movies.

  A Cinderella Story isn't all that popular so that's probably why you haven't watched it, but no it's not a Disney movie. It's not animated, it's like, with actual people. My TV is right here waiting for you to put A Cinderella Story on once you break out though ;) .

  How are you gonna say Stand By Me is one of your favorites but then say you don't really like it anymore? How does that even work lol.

  I don't skate because I feel like ima bust my ass every time I get on a skateboard but I have a few skate decks my boss gave me for free. You ever seen a kid faceplant hard as shit on the ground tryna ride a board, that would be me. If you get back into skating at 40 years old I got a board for you LOL, maybe you could teach me.

  You really think you're gonna be in there for 20 years? I saw on your profile that your earliest would be 10 years, have some hope!! Or I'll have it for you, seriously. I don't think you're gonna be locked up for 20 years.

  Or maybe that's just me being in denial. I don't know. This is gonna sound stupid because you're the one locked up, but I be getting sad thinking about you being in prison for so long, like I literally ruined my high last night thinking about it.

  I wanna talk to you so bad. Like, voice to voice. I haven't met you like officially and I didn't know you before you got locked up but I literally miss you.

  I'm sorry if that sounds stupid or clingy or whatever but I seriously do miss you, like when I'm waiting on a letter back or when I send my own to you. I don't mind paying to talk to you, Fezco, like for real. You don't have to worry about all of that, if you wanna talk then we definitely can!! I'll make it happen, I promise.

  Then maybe you can sing to me because I feel like you sound like Mac Miller and if you sound like Mac Miller we're gonna record a bunch of songs over the phone and upload them under his name and make you a fuck ton of money and get you out of jail!!!!

  And then I can take you to Mexico and you're gonna have to prove to me that not all white people are like Mackinsleigh or else I'm selling you both to the cartel. If you play your cards right you'll be able to try the most authentic Mexican food and not be sold to the cartel ;) .

  I could def teach you Spanish, is there anything specific you wanna learn? I can teach you like, the basics for now, but you'd have to learn to pronounce the words on your own unless you wanna talk to me on the phone ;) .

  So you probably already know but "hello" in Spanish is "hola", and "goodbye" is either just "bye" or "adios". And then "how are you doing?" is "como estas?". And "you're so sweet" is "eres tan amable".

  Eres tan amable Fezco :) . Literally got my heart warming saying nothing about me is not interesting to you. I wanna know everything about you too! Whenever you're ready :) . I'll read and write back every time, I promise!!

  I'm so sorry I just got some fucking barbecue sauce on the paper, I'm over here eating my chicken nuggets and writing at the same time cause I'm so excited to get this to you asap. Ignore the stain I tried to clean it off but I only made it even worse lol.

Okay ima end it here before I fuck the paper up even more, be safe Fezco!!! Hope everything is good and hope you're doing okay and I really hope to hear from you soon. Both ways, like through a letter and maybe on the phone? Enjoy my new pictures, adios :) .

Love,
𝓛𝓲𝓯𝓮 ♥