LETTER TO LUNA
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Sugarhill, Harlem

NOTTI SAT ON HIS BED TRYING TO DECIDE, on if he wanted to go to mya's kickback today or not because today was also his and Luna's movie night and he wasn't missing that for the world.

"Oh my god you and Luna can still have y'all movie date we'll get you there before 9" ddot groaned at his best friends hesitanetness on going to the telly or not.

"Nah bro cuz ya gone get high and drunk and shit and ima have to sit there wit ya-

"We capable of doing shit on our own Notti just cuz you on a spiritual non smoken retreat don't mean shit" dd laughed at his brother as he ran someone over on gta making Ddot laugh

"Nigga i Just smoked a fatass blunt with you the other day shut up" he rolled his eyes

"You can go to both places the party and Luna's" Ddot told him, he still didn't have a good feeling about it tho.

"Why yall wanna go so bad tho? We don't even like Mya" he mugged thinking about her.

"We might not like her but you can't lie and say all her friends not bad ashit, she don't throw good parties and don't be having that grabba" dd gave reasons on why the party was a good idea Ddot nodded.

Notti knew they weren't lying so he just kept quiet, his main concern was not being able to get to Luna's.

"You're gonna get to Luna's bro don't even trip" Ddot held his best friends shoulders seeing he was tense and not really sure about it.

"Ight bro Ight" he gave in, he had a plan he was gonna be at the party until 7 then he was gonna go to the store get snacks and then go to Luna's crib it wouldn't be that hard. It shouldn't be that hard.

"Just know that if I don't make it to Luna crib I'm smacking you and you in ya fucking mata" he pointed at both dd and Ddots head.

SIX FORTY, NOTTI HAD BEEN WATCHING THE CLOCK SINCE HE'D ARRIVE. Everyone kept trying to offer him a blunt or a drink even food but he turned it all down the only thing he can say he has done was ate a jolly rancher Ddot had in his pocket.

"Why so quiet?" He heard a voice say that belonged to no one other than Mya, looking up from his phone he eyed her and her outfit then back at his phone.

He would be lying if he said she didn't look pretty but Luna looked better in just sweatpants in his opinion.

"Why even come if you just gonna sit here and not talk?" She sat down next to him causing him to sigh he did not want her near him, scooting a bit he just looked up "didn't come here by choice" he shrugged.

"Okay well you're here now...and it's pretty rude to ignore people when they talk to you ngl" She propped her arms up on the top of the couch they shared facing the Carmel skin boy.

He didn't speak and he knew that was irritating her but he truly did not care, "Ight Notti i know you think I'm tryna form a relationship with you again but I'm really not tryna do that I just wanna be cool wit you" She confessed sighing seeing she couldn't get him to talk to her.

"I'm just tryna offer you a blunt and talk to you but you being mad dayroom" She lifted the blunt she had in her hand up towards his face.

"I'm just not tryna get high and shit cuz I got somewhere to be" he truthfully told her starting to feel bad for coming off rude to the girl when she didn't do anything to him yet.

"One blunt won't hurt tho..." She told him lighting it for herself  "i mean, unless you'a light weight and gone get fried easily" she taunted him putting the splif in between her lips Notti watched as she closed her eyes slowly taking a puff from it.

"Never nigga you know my body" he mugged her laughing, "so hun" she waved it in his face and at this moment it felt he had an Angel and a devil on his shoulders one saying "Notti don't do it, it's not worth it you'll end up getting too high and miss plans with Luna" whilst the other one was saying "don't be a pussy Notti take it, it's not everyday you're sharing a blunt with a fine ass girl"  he was loosing his mind.

"Come onn" Mya began getting impatient looking around, "fuck it" Notti muttered snatching the blunt out of her hands "just one after that I'm not doing no more" he told her she just nodded as he inhaled the drug.

"You wanna shotgun?" She told him taking the blunt from him. "You always on some freak shit" he laughed blowing the smoke from his mouth.

"Boy I'm literally just asking" she laughed confusingly— "yea...cmon' he scooted closer to her as she put the blunt in his mouth. "And like i said im only doing this one." He voice came out as a whisper when Mya brung her hands to his neck pulling him closer.

"Yea yea I heard you...just one" she waved him off .

UNFORTUNATELY, one blunt turned into two and two turned into four this was the most he'd smoke in months and whilst he was smoking Luna was waiting.

She sat in her BEDROOM, looking at her phone and the time as it went from 9 to 10 then 10 went to 11 and she started to realize once it hit 1am he wasn't coming though in the back of her head she hoped and prayed he was.

"NOTTI, wake the fuck up!" dd and Ddot nudged the boy checking the clock, the boys eyes shot open sitting on the couch he had been in for the past hours.

"W-what bro" he rubbed his eyes still half asleep, hearing it was quiet he realized it wasn't many people there.

"It's 1am you were supposed to be at LUNA'S." Ddot said, this made Notti shoot up from the couch not even realizing Mya was laying on him until she fell from his force making her also awaken.

"Shit shit shit shit" he tapped around for his phone turning to look at the couch then at MYA with a look of anger.

"Nah bro I'm so fucking stupid I knew I shouldn't have come" he snatched his phone from the couch going directly towards his and Luna's messages.

"Bro Notti Just chi-

"Don't tell me chill rn dd cuz i told ya ass i didn't wanna come to this shit in the first place" he snapped at his brother, ddot just stayed quiet because he didn't want Notti to yell at him and he already felt a bit guilty.

Luna🌙

Yea your hair is nice as well.

Yesterday at 3:40pm

Ethan ❣️
Shit Luna I'm sorry
Seen at 1:12am

Ethan ❣️
Im not even mad abt u
ignoring me but lemme make it
up to you. Please

Luna🌙
You stood me up Ethan.
there's not much "making up" you
could do for that.

Ethan ❣️
Ye but I didn't mean
to..i lost track of time

Luna🌙
You had me looking stupid
just forget I even asked I'm sure
whatever u were doing was way
more important anyway.

Ethan❣️
Luna im sorry
pls lemme make it up to you

Luna🌙
No Ethan  it's fine.

Luna🌙
I'll see you at school bye.

Notti stared at his phone and the messages with his best friend, he could sense how hurt she actually was and he didn't care that she told
him he didn't have to makeup for it...he was gonna do that anyway.

"She keep calling me Ethan bro she's mad rn" He scratched his head looking up from his phone at the three other TEENAGERS , Mya didn't look an ounce bit of guilty it was like she knew.

"Damn...sorry to hear that" she stood up from the couch saying, Notti's fist bawled up and he was very upset she was a girl at this moment.

"Nah I feel like Ya bitchass knew what you was doing." Notti pointed at her .

"Boy just cause you had a good time with me and missed out on what was prolly bouta be boring as shit with ole girl don't mean you gotta get sassy wit me" she told him walking away

"Bitch lucky she a girl" he spoke to the two boys, "see I'll smack her my fist bisexual" DDOT shrugged making dd laugh though this wasn't a laughing matter.

"Call a fucking lyft before I smack one ah you bitchass niggas" Notti walked ahead of them towards the hotel door but them quickly behind muttering words under their breath such as "ima let him talk crazy cuz he's upset rn" and "his bitchass keep talking to me like he my pops."

NEVER again was he listening to dd or Ddot when they said to come to a party he for a fact does not want to go to because he already had a bad feeling about this one and we see how this turned out, TERRIBLY.

LETTER TO LUNA

A/N- thoughts?!?! (I stay having Notti do dumbshit I apolgize yall 😞) give me some drama ideas PLS! I already wrote sum but I want y'all ideas too MSG ME if u want

(I wanna publish these three chapters so bad but I feel like that's too much)