LETTER TO LUNA
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Sugarhill, Harlem

"ILL FUCK YOU RIGHT I WILL" Ddot sung pumping the air as he dd and Notti walked on the block, Notti laughed recording him as dd stared irritated .

"Ya ass don't ever know how to have decorum?" dd questioned looking around making sure it wasn't people staring at them , the three was just walking hopefully going to bump into people they KNEW.

"Nah wait let's make this tiktok" Ddot laughed going to grab his phone.

"Ima go first record me" he handed the phone to notti, "And Just follow me" he instructed

"If you see me and you tryna see Wussap" He sung doing hand motions with his hands, Notti squinted his eyes before laughing.

"SKEYEE" he turned his head in a circle with the speed on 2x, dd jaw dropped at what he was witnessing.

"Nah take ya phone" Notti shook his head giving Ddot his iPhone back.

"Bro why y'all not tryna do it" Ddot laughed grabbing his phone, rewatching the video Notti had just took before busting out laughing even harder.

"Nah let's make this" dd pulled his phone out, the audio was the intro to 'love no thotties' by chief keef.

"We finna' do a stop motion" he clicked on the audio to record— "nah wait dick lemme take my hair out this bun" Notti pulled the MAN BUN he  had shaking his curls so they now covered his face.

The three teens were practically triplets with the hairstyle, they all had it out and curly

As the video played when the beat dropped the three start throwing up gang signs as well as the middle finger making a gun with their fingers swiping it under their nose 'GLAH' they were saying as well.

"I'm making the caption 'which one y'all want' watch they say me"dd rewatched the video before typing,

"Nah why I look dumb good" Ddot complimented himself before they continued WALKING.

"Y'all tryna slide over to janelys crib?" dd asked them seeing they were close to her house then ANYONE else's .

"Yea let's go." Ddot instantly shot his head up snapping it towards dd saying, Notti and dd both side eyed eachother before looking directly at their friend.

"Chill the fuck out" Notti laughed squinting his eyes at Ddot— "you mad hype whats that about?"dd asked LAUGHING.

"That's muddy what you mean?" He cluelessly said, scratching the back of his head.

"Muddy my ass" Notti muttered, pulling his hair back into the ponytail walking ahead of them to his cousins house.

"She gone be on some bullshit as soon as we knock watch" Notti turned around since he was ahead of them saying—they both nodded already knowing how JANELYS could be.

"Why the fuck is ya at my door for" Ddot mocked the lightskin girl Making the other two laugh at How spot on he POSSIBLY was.

"Ight wait I got an idea, whoever the closest to guessing what she gone say get $20 from each person" dd suggested snapping his fingers making Notti stop walking and walk back to them.

"Ight bet you go first my heart" Notti laughed, pulling his phone out to record.

"Well first when we knock her loud ass gone be like 'who the fuck!' Just ghetto. Then when she open it she gone be like 'what do y'all wantttt get off my porch damn!'' Like I know she is" dd clapped his hands together laughing saying.

"Nah she fin be like 'niggas at my door every damn day don't y'all got a home?!' " Ddot theorized .

"Ya turn Notti— hold my phone" Notti laughed giving his brother his DEVICE .

"She gone open the door and she gone be like 'what the fuck y'all bright asses here for, cant go a day without y'all in my fucking vision!' Why she so mean bro" Notti laughed after acting out his COUSIN.

"Aighhh whoever win get the money" dd smirked ending the video making their way to her RESIDENCE.

ARRIVING DD WAS THE ONE TO KNOCK, they all was tryna contain they laughter after hearing a groan come from the inside of the house.

Swinging the door open janelys came in contact with the three musketeers— "fuck y'all bum asses want" she mugged them, the three BURSTED into laughter making her scrunch her face at them even more.

"Come on wit the weird shit— gimmie my fucking money" dd laughed cutting her off slapping his brother and Ddots ARM.

Rolling her eyes janelys just walked away going back upstairs as they followed shortly behind her, snatching the twenty dollar bill from each boy dd SMIRKED.

"Nelly what you doinggg?!" Notti dragged asking as the three came stomping into her room— ONLY to be met with Luna as well.

The room fell quiet as they all looked around, not sure what to say and HOW to say it, the awkward tension really filling the room .
"The gangs all here" janelys broke the silence jokingly saying.

Notti looked everywhere but HER and same for Luna they both were trying their hardest to not make eye contact.

"How you been lulu" Ddot greeted her, it had been like five days since the FIGHT and nobody had spoke to Luna.

Luna didn't really know what to say, she felt being around them was BETRAYING kobe.

"I'm good" she kept it short looking back at the tv that was playing pretty little liars original sin.

Notti and Ddot both side eyed eachother at how she was tryna act like they wasn't there.

"Talk to her bro" dd whispered to his brother, Notti lowered his eyes looking at dd with an irritated expression.

"How bro how" he asked him

"If you really want her to know the truth an you love her foreal, you'll figure out how...you always do" he said to him before going to sit on the LOVE SAC.

Notti bit the inside of his lips switching his eyesight to Luna who was trying everything to avoid his presence , from staring at the tv to staring at her phone to playing with stuffed animals— ANYTHING.

Looking around he watched as janelys and Ddot talked, sitting close together and how dd was on his phone most likely watching a TWITCH.

"Luna, come here right quick" Notti spoke, all of them stopped what they were doing and put their focus on the two .

"I don't really wan to be around yo— I dead wasn't asking you I'm telling you come here" he spoke, he was gonna do ANYTHING to talk to her.

"I'm not going anywhere with you leave me alone" she rolled her eyes , even tho deep down she'd go EVERYWHERE with him.

"Bro Luna i don't give a fuck I really don't, right now I'm telling you we needa talk" he didn't care if he was making a scene .

"I said no" she eyed him, cause who was he talking to?.

"I said yes, I need to explain myself and why I did what I did I'll foreal carry ya ass out this room" he threatened not even caring at this point she was starting to blow him, the other three teens mouths all dropped watching the interaction.

"You can't explain that yo— Ight Bro" he shut her up walking over to her before throwing her over his shoulders— she was insanely LIGHT so it wasn't that hard.

"I be back bro" Notti told the group before walking out of janelys room, ddot had been cackling loudly

"Notti I swear to god if youn put me down I'm decking you in ya shit bro!" She kicked , trying to get free from his hold.

"Calm the fuck down, and watch ya mouth stop cursing at me" he hissed, she was twisting and turning and kicking as if he was gonna kidnap her and it was really getting him tight cuz at the end of the day she KNEW he would never hurt her.

Finally sitting her down he shut the door of the guest room LOCKING and blocking it because he knew she would try and leave.

"Notti let me go or I swear ima fuck you up" Luna balled her fist saying.

"Stop cursing at me youn even do dat so stop" he shook his head at this new BEHAVIOR, he didn't like whatever she had going on and he missed the old Luna.

"What did Kobe tell you happen" he didn't raise his voice but spoke in a calm manner cuz he truly wanted to have a civilized conversation with her.

"Do it matter?" She asked him heavy breathing, she wasn't READY to talk— even though she knew it was gonna have to happen any way .

"Yes it do matter if he lying on my name and you believing his punk ass" Notti looked at her with a frustrated expression. Luna didn't answer but instead just looked around the room second guessing if what kobe told her was actually the TRUTH.

"Luna please, just talk to me at the end of the day we might not be together no more but even before we was together we was best friends and told eachother everything—Ight but you almost fucking killed my boyfriend" she spat, Notti's head jerked at the title she gave him.

"Ya boyfriend? Yea See cuz now I'm bouta hurt ya feelings ion even care no more" he shook his head, because boyfriend is dragging it .

"He ya boyfriend but was telling his mans he only with you to fuck and he only with you cuz ya ass fat and look like you can suck dick and after y'all make it official and he fuck you he dipping....but he ya boyfriend" Notti aggressively spoke, Luna's heart SUNK hearing that.

"He ain....he ain't say that— word to my fucking dead's he did" Notti spoke his thick ACCENT booming through the room, she knew it was true because Notti NEVER lied on his deads

"I was like watch ya fucking mouth or ima deck him he said he would still be fucking you so I beat that Nigga ass, when have I lied to you?" He asked her, but soon regretted it.

"When you stole my journal" she recalled, he smirked though this was a serious matter

"Aighh Luna im being dead ass right now tho, that nigga only want you for ya body I'm telling you my heart" he intertwined his hands together practically pleading for her to understand.

"But he told me that he actually liked me" her voice cracked as it became soft finally facing REALITY, this was why she was so closed off this is why she didn't want to be around people this is why she didn't wanna open up.

"He told me he wanted to be with me tho" she looked around, anger was all she felt at this moment anger and SADNESS.

LUNA looked at Notti her eyes glossy as her face held a apologetic as well as begging look, she came back to reality and realized Notti was what she needed, but of course she'd never admit it.

"He was lying Luna i would never lie to you I only fought him cuz I was— because he was gonna— cuz he was bouta....fuck bro you got me stuttering stop looking at me like that please" Notti hid his face with his hands as he turned the other way not being able to hold EYE contact with her.

He never understood why she out of all people could make him nervous like that, what was it about HER that made him act the way he does.

What spell did she have on him?

Luna's eyes became watery as her throat swelled up, taking her eyes off Notti and at the ground she began searching around for gum. She FELT so stupid and dumb for even thinking he actually liked her— she was lucky enough that Notti actually found her attractive what made her think another guy would as well.

"I- I gotta go I'm sorry" Luna pushed passed the boy unlocking the door, before running downstairs not even saying goodbye to the OTHERS.

Notti had mixed feelings about what he'd just done, he felt bad breaking her heart like that but also felt good letting her know the truth.

"Notti what the fuck did you do? Luna ran out the house fast as fuck" janelys walked into the guest room the two boys behind her.

"All I did was tell her the truth....knowing her I feel like she about to go and beat him the fuck up" Notti explained .

"Was she made at you?" dd asked leaning on the door.

"Nah man she looked more so sad, like she was holding back tears I wanted to hug her so bad but I didn't wanna risk it" he reminisced wishing he did it. 

"You think she gone leave him alo— I know she is" Notti cut Ddot off before he could finish

"I got faith in luna I know whatever she bouta do is smart" he expressed

RUNNING INTO HER BEDROOM LUNA SHUT HER DOOR LOCKING IT, the tears that were forming in her eyes were finally about to come out— she felt so embarrassed, she was being USED. She was vulnerable with him and he was gonna take that for advantage she felt sick.

"You're so dumb"Luna spoke to herself wiping her now wet face as she looked around her room, thinking about how she BELIEVED him when he lied .

Luckily her father wasn't home so she could cry and be alone without someone having to BOTHER her— or so she thought .

Hearing the doorbell ring Luna cursed to herself throwing the pillow she was hugging onto the ground, who was at her door?

"Who the fuck is knocking bro" she muttered low to herself wiping her face off just incase, walking down the steps she watched as her bare feet hit the cold wooden floor, everything felt cold to her especially her HEART.

deadpanning her white front door Luna grabbed the gold doorknob before swinging the door open not even thinking to check first, her eyes grew wide at who it was .

"Why are you here?" She spat, feeling herself about to cry again, STANDING infront of her was a smiling kobe.

"What Happen to hey kobe I missed you" he laughed about to walk into her home but she stopped him almost instantly .

"Come on Luna it's  cold lemme in" he laughed, not understanding why she wouldn't let him in her house.

"I think you should leave kobe" Luna's eyes met the ground not being able to face him.

"I walked mad far to come see you... I'm not— come see me so you could fuck me and then leave?! I'm not stupid kobe" anger laced into her voice as all she was seeing was RED.

"Luna let me in the fucking house you being childish" he pushed the door open a little .

"Come in my house and I'm smacking the fuck out of you bro go head" she pushed the door back.

"Why is you acting like that?" He asked her, though he had a feeling as to why

"Cuz I know what you want— I want you!" He cut her off, LIE.

"Kobe just stop lying okay it's not gonna get you no where just leave me alone" she chuckled at the fact that he was still going.

"So what you saying is you done wimmie?" He laughed loudly.

"That's exactly what I'm saying" she gave him the same energy, she was acting tuff though in reality she wanted to CRY.

"Ight say that, didn't want ya ass any fucking way" he pointed growing aggressive .

"Good to know— nobody gone ever want you either you boring ashit I can't wait for the day a nigga finally fuck and then leave ya ass" he laughed, he knew that would get to her.

"And ya face ugly ashit the body was the only thing catching my eye you bum bitch" he spat before turning around walking off her porch.

Luna's eyes scanned everywhere around the room trying to keep  from crying as she shut the door, breathing harder than normal her fingers met her hair— she didn't know WHY but what he was saying really got to her.

She couldn't do anything besides drop to the floor her legs physically not allowing her to move anywhere else, dropping her phone in the process the girl felt tears falling onto her CHEEK letting her know she had began crying .

Luna hated how sensitive and emotional she was especially at times like this where she had nobody— and as she stared at her phone her mind was telling her not to do it but her heart was basically FORCING her to.

She knew she needed somebody...she knew she needed her person.

SITTING ON THE BED THAT BELONGED TO ALEXIS, Notti and her watched a scary movie whilst cuddling together.

"Bro what would you do if you was in that position" Alexis laughed asking as she held onto Notti's arm scared .

"Bro im surviving ima pop a perk and not go to sleep Freddy not getting me" Notti shared his idea which caused Alexis to side eye him .

"Boy shut up" She nudged his face playfully laughing

"I'm foreal I can survive him and chucky like that's a fucking doll rip his head off and call it a day...white people so slow" he shook his head getting frustrated just thinking about it

"Alright calm down it's a movie" she held her hand out at him, eyeing her he tried to stop himself from smiling but he couldn't cuz she was giving him a funny look which made him burst into laughter

"Bro stop" he pushed her away , turning his face the opposite of hers he saw his phone had buzzed.

"Notti!" His attention was pulled back to Alexis as she screamed.

"You do that Everytime a scene pop up stop." He told.

"Bro It's scar-" cutting her off it buzzed again, snapping his neck back at his phone once again this time he grabbed it.

EYEING the screen his face held a look that no one could actually ever read .

Swiping it open he read what was sent.

NOTTI❣️
Te amo

Read June 3rd

LUNA🌙
Notti are you busy??

LUNA🌙
I know this is weird and I'm so sorry
for texting you but like...I really need you rn

Eyeing the text message he began to worry, not even realizing Alexis was reading it too.

"You should go" Alexis spoke bringing him back to REALITY, Notti looked over at her confused .

"H-huh?" He asked , motioning for her to repeat herself

"Notti go to her...she needs you" she sat up , putting the movie on pause she faced him.

"Alexis— no it's okay! Notti at the party I see the way you was looking at her....I mean you look at her as if she's the only girl in the room your eyes did something they literally glowed..I'm not over exaggerating either everyone can see it" Alexis spoke

"You're in love with her I know you get butterflies just by thinking about her I know you do..and I felt selfish after seeing that for my own eyes...Im not mad though Notti. I would be mad if me and you took it somewhere knowing you're still in love with her but I'm not mad" she finished, letting go of his hand.

"Please go to her....she needs you and I think you need her to" she looked at the boy who didn't know what to say .

"Bro Notti go for i drag you to her" she pushed the boy off the bed, smirking he hopped up shoving his phone in his pocket

"Thank you Monie...I'll see you round?" He asked Walking towards her door she followed

"Mhm...maybe" she smirked, before pushing him out shutting the door— rushing down the stairs Notti threw his hood on since it was raining .

He didn't care how far of a walk it was to Luna he was gonna get there regardless.

So many THOUGHTS were rushing through the boys mind, he was worried and deep down happy that she came to him out of all people...she came to notti.

FINALLY getting to her home Notti stared at the door, he hadn't been to this house in so long a wave of nostalgia rushed through him as well as a bit of sadness— hopping up the steps he took a deep breathe before knocking on the door.

It didn't take long for the door to swing open since she had been sitting there crying the entire time, but when she opened it she looked SHOCKED.

"You came.." her eyes rapidly looked at him, his hoodie was soaked yet he still made his way, his eyes fell in a look she couldn't read though that's what she was best at .

"O-of course I did." He spoke, stepping closer

"I didn't think you would actually c-come I thought you hated me" she pulled the boy into a hug catching him off guard, gripping onto his wet hoodie she wrapped her hands around his neck standing on her TIPPY toes crying harder then before .

Hesitating he wrapped his arms around her waist, not saying anything but just letting her cry— he had a feeling he knew what happen but he wasn't for CERTAIN .

"Lou...what happen?" He asked her gently pulling from the hug he grabbed the girls hand bringing her to the couch.

"After you told me....I ran straight home I  didn't wanna talk to anyone or anything I mean I felt so embarrassed" she explained as Notti pulled her onto his LAP.

he didn't know why he just felt this was more comfortable .

"Then I heard a knock on my door, it's kobe so I'm telling him to go and he doesn't then I tell him I knew what he was doing...he started getting all aggressi— he hit you?!" Notti panicked to which she shook her head rapidly

"No Ethan listen" she sniffled, wiping her nose.

"I'm sorry bebé go head" he muttered wiping her eyes that were filled with tears.

"He start saying mean things" She cried

"Told me he couldn't wait until someone had sex with me and then leave and that my body was the only thing good for me" she finished, Notti was mad before but this type of mad...this was RAGE.

He wanted to actually kill.

At this moment he wanted to leave and find kobe and torture him in-front of his parents and siblings and maybe give them the same treatment as well— but he knew he had to COMFORT Luna first.

Bringing her to him he wrapped his arms around the girl, "that's not true tho Luna....you more then just ya body, ya face allat" he spoke to her as he rubbed the girls back.

"Ya soul is so pure I mean you so genuine and you the nicest person I know my heart" he started

"Anytime you speak its like poetry I swear and your personality....bro nobody will ever find a person like you" he spoke making sure his words STUCK to her.

"You're so different from everybody else and I'm not just saying that just to say it but it's true...ion think I'll ever find someone like you Luna you're RARE"

"So don't ever let no nigga no bitch nothing...don't let nobody tell you otherwise you got it?" he pulled her face up from his neck so that it was facing him, batting her eyes she nodded.

"Words ma you know this" his voice was so calm, and so peaceful to Luna

"Yes I understand" she nodded giving him a soft smile that he quickly returned— pulling her back into a hug they stayed in silence he was trying to make sure she FELL ASLEEP.

once he heard the soft snores that came from the girl he knew she had went into sleep just that quick...chuckling cuz crying really does that to you.

Looking down at the sleeping girl Notti kissed her cheek, he didn't know what it was about her that had him so ENCHANTED by her. But whatever it was he prayed it never went away.

"Damn you really got a hold on me" he muttered

LETTER TO LUNA

A/N— now LEAVE ME ALONE. Go read my Ddot book!!

Thoughts on

Luna

Notti

Alexis

Kobe

Janelys