y'all asked for it.

if you decide you don't like the ending to this, you can just pretend that this part doesn't exist and come up with your own.

btw didn't reread so there's gonna be a ton of mistakes in here.

Karmas POV:

fuck, where did she run off to? is she seriously that fast? I literally ran out right after her but I cant seem to see her anywhere. I checked the girls bathroom and she wasn't in there. and no i'm not some pervert.

I ran all around the school grounds but there wasn't a trace of her. I decided to run all the way down to the main campus where our special spot was under the tree. she wasn't there either, but i found out that she was earlier.

I walked and looked at it. I traced my hands over the carvings slowly.... it was a heart with both our inessentials in it. I wanted to cry as I saw what was lying there underneath that tree. there, was a single red rose with a letter attached to it. I used to always get those for her since she loved red roses for some reason. I never found out why.

I held it in my hands and and sat down. we used to hang out here all the time. I closed my eyes and I could almost feel her leaning her head against my shoulder. god i'm such an idiot.

when I opened my eyes however, I saw the library. and that little window. I looked down at that rose in my hand, which was bleeding due to the thorns. I carefully unfolded the letter and I finally couldn't hold it in anymore. no no no no no... (Y/N)....

I then shot up realizing what it meant. I ran into the library, and everyone was looking at my strangely. I didn't care though. I ran towards the table in the back but got stopped by that stupid orange headed fuckboy. "not so fast Akabane. no running in the library, it's distracting the others."

"get the fuck out of my way" I said and gritted my teeth. "see? this is exactly why you were kicked down to the E class. speaking of which, you don't have the privilege to be here. I suggest you go back up-"

"I said get the fuck out of my way." I yelled this time and punched him right in the face. I grabbed him by the hair and knees him in the stomach a few times before letting go and stepping on his head. "did you not hear me the first time?"

I kicked him again and continued my way towards the table. oh yea... I forgot. they replaced it. the table where it all started... it's gone. but, there was a single book lying there. I walked up and saw it was the book.

I opened it and there, fell out all of our notes. she kept them? I grabbed them and just jumped out of the window. god where is she? I ran back to the classroom and kicked the door down. everyone turned to look at me.

"did you find her?" Rio asked me, looking concerned. I shook my head slowly and placed the book and rose onto my desk. I ripped the note off the rose and ran back out, towards the cliff.

but when I got there, she wasn't there. I ran up and looked over, but couldn't see anything. fuck (Y/N) where are you?

I ran all the way out towards her apartment home and ran all the up towards their condo and knocked the door frantically. no one answered. now that I think about it, i've never met her parents. or even been in side. the only reason I knew where she lived was because I would always insist on walking her home.

"(Y/N)?! (Y/N) it's me! please if you're in there..." I shouted. "I-i'm coming in!" I said and turned the door knob which wasn't locked. as I walked in, it looked like a normal house. I threw my shoes off and placed them near the door.

I walked around but couldnt find her. i walked into her room and looked around. when I saw her bedside table, I started crying again. she had a picture of us. I looked at it and just sat down on her bed. and before I knew it, I fell asleep.

when i woke up it was dark out. I got up and walked towards the kitchen and looked out the window, where their balcony was. and that's when I suddenly saw it...

I saw that slim frame of a girl slowly climb up. "w-wait... what is she-"

I placed the picture frame down and ran towards the door but ended up tripping on a chair. I looked up and saw her hair waving in the wind as she looked into the dark night sky. no no no no no... she's not-

"(Y/N)!!!"

I said and sprinted up and ran out the door.

my breathing sped up but I sighed in relief at the same time. I looked down at her and her eyes looked shocked. I was holding her one wrist with both my hands over the balcony wall and my feet where slipping. "y-you have to grab on with both hands" I said.

she looked down and seeing her just lie there limp in my grist almost weakened me. "please... (Y/N). don't do this" i said. I couldnt hold on much longer. I was slipping and my grasp was getting weaker.

without saying a word she looked up, and slowly extended her other hand and grabbed onto a ledge. I pulled her one wrist up until she was safely standing on a ledge and had both her hands on the top of the balcony wall.

but as I did so, I fell over myself...

splash

Your POV:

"K-Karma!" I screamed as I watched him fall. no... this is my fault. this is all my fault. I climbed up onto the balcony and and looked down. I couldn't see him. god... what have I done? I limped down and put my face in my hands. but i heard a sight noise of paper moving, and when I looked up I saw a small price of paper floating down.

I quickly grabbed it and once I saw what it was, I almost sounded like I was screaming. I got up and ran down and out the building. but I was too late. once I got there, there were already sirens and police everywhere. I watched as they put his body onto a bed and took him away. no

my angel, my savior, my everything, my karma. no no no. "w-wait!" I yelled as I stumbled and ran, following the ambulance. I ran all the way to the hospital and once I got there I demanded to see him. he was in a coma. I sat down in t he car next to him and just watched as doctors came in out.

they told me to leave but I wouldn't. and I ended up falling asleep in that chair. and when I woke up, I was still there. I moved my seat closer towards his bed and looked at him. he had a mask on and was on a life machine. oh Karma.

"I-i'm so sorry..." is all I could bring myself to say.

I held his hand and put the note into it. I kissed his hand and got up. I walked out the room and I didn't know what I would do next.

1 month later

"(Y/N)?"

I said as I slowly opened my eyes. but no, no one was there. I sat up and saw I was in a hospital bed. "wh-what happened?" I asked to myself. I opened my hand and saw the note. I didn't know how to feel as I opened it.

it was our last note we have every given each other. I knew how much it meant to her though. the fact that she left it under the tree made it feel like she had finally given up on herself. this note was like her once last hope to her. and it was gone now. given to me, which made it feel like she had given up... on me.

I looked down at it and read it again.

Dear Bored,

i'm sorry

Love, Bored

Hopeful

bruh I don't even know what tf I was writing when I did this. I literally jumped right into without thinking. anyways hope you like it

date: December 28, 2019
word count: 1451 words