Hyunjin's words have infested Seonghwa's mind, spreading doubt and confusion into every single thought he has. But he doesn't know how to ask Yeosang if it's true or not. The size of this unwanted question is bigger than anything else, and it only grows as days go by. Trying to ignore it only makes it stronger, and although Seonghwa at first didn't want to believe a single word that came out of that jealous mouth, he can't run from it anymore.

The things Hyunjin had told him were so insane and out of this world, and it pains Seonghwa that he apparently had the smallest doubt about Yeosang, for this vile virus to take root in his mind. He doesn't want to believe it, he really doesn't. It's like taken out of a bad movie, a very, very bad movie, but why can't he stop thinking about it.

It's obvious that Hyunjin wants them to break up, to stay apart. But making up a lie of this size would be too crazy to even work out. And for this exact reason Seonghwa just can't let it go.

Yeosang quickly notices how Seonghwa suddenly is feeling distant but whenever he asks about it, Seonghwa tells him it's nothing to worry about, and he's just nervous about telling his friends about their relationship.

If only it was only that. He never got around to tell them that night, but the fear of having to tell his friends that he is now dating a guy has shrunken into practically nothing, compared to the other things that are weighing on his mind. Hyunjin's voice keeps echoing in his mind, leaving him no rest.

'Oh. I think you'd want to know this.'

As the words run through Seonghwa's head for the millionth time, he pinches his eyes together while aggressively rubbing his temples.

"Are you okay?" Yeosang's voice breaks through Seonghwa's thoughts, and he looks over his shoulder with at tired smile aimed at the younger sitting on the bed.

Yeosang tilts his head to the side, looking with wondering eyes from the fortress of papers and books he has made around himself. Exam period has begun, giving Seonghwa yet another excuse for his strange behavior.

"I'm fine, baby," Seonghwa replies with a half-way forced smile, "this text is just so heavy..."

Of course he still loves Yeosang, more than anything, but the one question that he doesn't dare to ask keeps burning in his throat. And when Yeosang softly smiles back at him, before returning to the book in his hands, it feels like a sting in Seonghwa's heart.

While watching Yeosang getting focused on his studying again, Seonghwa does let go of a sincere smile. Yeosang runs his fingers through his brown hair, only for it to fall down over his eyes again and he makes an annoyed move with his head as it happens. His oversized shirt is hanging down over his shoulders, exposing just enough skin for Seonghwa to forget his dark thoughts for a short minute.

"Actually..." Seonghwa closes his laptop shut before getting up from his chair. "There's something on my mind."

"Okay, what?" Yeosang briefly looks up, papers in hand and definitely not ready for Seonghwa's next move.

"You."

Seonghwa cups Yeosang's face as he stands at the bedside, pulling the younger into an instantly deep kiss. Seonghwa practically shoves his tongue into the other's mouth, causing a small, surprised sound to come from Yeosang. But it's not stopping Seonghwa from getting what he wants right now; his beautiful boyfriend. To feel him, to be reminded just how lovely he is. To forget those harrowing words in his mind, let them drown in desire instead.

"Seonghwa... I... I need to finish this page," Yeosang mumbles between their kisses.

"No."

Wet kisses are placed all the way down Yeosang's neck before moving down his chest as well, and when his shirt is being pulled over his head he doesn't complain. Seonghwa slowly slips ins hand in between Yeosang's legs, moving it upwards with his fingers stroking in deep circles. Yeosang lets go of a delightful hum that turns into a deeper moan the second Seonghwa starts palming him between the legs.

"I need to feel you around me," Seonghwa pants, slipping his right hand into Yeosang's sweatpants.

"A-ah... W-Why so eager all of a sudden?" Yeosang asks with light chuckle.

"I just need you."

Seonghwa tangles the fingers of his left hand into Yeosang's hair, the other hand still busy playing with the younger's rising member. With their lips locked onto each other's again, Seonghwa pushes Yeosang down to lie on the bed while he gets on top himself.

A dissatisfied whimper comes from Yeosang when the warmth and touch of Seonghwa's hand leaves his pants. But it seems to be soon forgotten when Seonghwa pins the younger's hands onto the bed before kissing and biting the exposed neck in front of him. Books and papers are falling onto the floor as the two of them move around on the bed, Yeosang does try to make a few protests about his papers getting mixed up, but Seonghwa has quickly drowned the complaints with sloppy kisses.

"I need you, so much,"  Seonghwa whispers as he sits up between Yeosang's legs.

With their eyes connected Seonghwa starts to unbuckle his belt, his heart is racing while looking at how wonderful his boyfriend is looking. Hair is already messed up, his cheeks slightly pink and with the red marks on his neck he couldn't look any lovelier than he does right now. He looks up at Seonghwa, with his big, brown eyes full of anticipation before Seonghwa leans down over him, to tie his hands together above his head.

Seonghwa pulls the rest of Yeosang's clothes off, leaving him lying all naked on the bed before grabbing him by the hips and dragging him to lie halfway off of the mattress. Seonghwa then positions himself on his knees on the floor, between Yeosang's inner thighs immediately kissing every part of the soft skin in front of him.

"W-what are you doing?" Yeosang asks, followed by a cute whine.

"I want to taste you," Seonghwa simply replies.

And so he does. With his one hand, he holds Yeosang's hard member at the root while letting his tongue run up and down the shaft. Yeosang starts to shuffle around on the bed, while small moans are heard now and then. Seonghwa has never tried this before, but he knows how he likes it done to him so he'll just go with that. He swirls his tongue around the head, taking his time to taste and get used to this new feeling in his mouth. The cute sounds coming from Yeosang makes it all the better, and soon Seonghwa doesn't think much anymore – the only thing that matters is pleasing Yeosang in every way possible.

"S-Seonghwa...I-" Yeosang's words turn into a loud gasp when Seonghwa's lips close around him.

Seonghwa holds a firm grip around Yeosang's hips while bopping his head up and down, his lips closed tightly as he truly starts to enjoy having Yeosang fill up his mouth. Remembering to move his tongue around as well, he starts to move faster and the way Yeosang pushes his hip upwards while his moans becomes louder is enough to ensure Seonghwa that he must be doing something right.

When Yeosang's hard member is drenched in saliva, Seonghwa moves his left hand down to gently squeeze around the root, making his fingers wet as well. A short moment later he lets his fingers run down to play just around the lovely, tight hole. Slowly, he moves his finger around in circles.

Yeosang arches his body upwards with a deep moan when Seonghwa pushes his fingertip inside. Seonghwa is starting to become sloppier with sucking the younger off, all intended to let his saliva run down the amazing, hard dick in his mouth and onto his fingers that are waiting to play as well.

"Oh... Oh my God!" Yeosang winds his body around when the pleasure of Seonghwa finally starting to move his finger around inside takes over him. "A-ah, Seonghwa... That feels so good..."

As soon as Seonghwa has made room for a second finger, he increases the speed of his hand. His fingers are pumping into Yeosang's tight entrance, earning an endless stream of moans from the younger. Seonghwa soon finds it impossible to keep his own pants on for much longer.

Eventually, Seonghwa has to give in for his own craving, and all of his clothes are soon thrown all over the room. While wrapping and lubricating himself, he takes a long, lingering look at Yeosang lying on the bed. Although he lies there, completely naked, with his brown eyes filled with lust, he still looks so innocent and cute. Hyunjin must be wrong, there can't be anything that dark hidden inside of this beautiful person.

"Mmh, baby, what do you want right now?" Seonghwa pants, biting his lip while giving himself a few jerks.

"You... I want you, inside of me."

With a smirk, Seonghwa flips Yeosang over to lie on his stomach, before pulling him up for his whole body to be on the mattress again. Seonghwa then positions between the younger's legs, leaning in over him while starting to stretch him out again.

"I love you, so so much," Seonghwa whispers against Yeosang's neck as he pushes himself inside.

Yeosang drowns a loud groan in the pillow under his face as it happens, before looking over his shoulder at Seonghwa. Small tears from the pain of being filled out are showing in the corners of Yeosang's eyes, but the words that leave his lips are begging for more. His hands still tired above his head, making it impossible for him to do anything but just take the pounding.

"I-I love you..." Yeosang gasps, his voice raspy and almost choking on his own moans.

Seonghwa holds him by the hips, thrusting deeper and harder inside for every time. There's nothing better in the entire world, than feeling how tight Yeosang feels around him.

But just as Seonghwa has completely forgotten about the shadows in his mind, giving into the pleasure, giving into Yeosang, they suddenly show up again. He tries to stay focused, tries to concentrate about having sex with the most amazing person in the world. But he can't escape his own thoughts.

'Seonghwa. Have you ever thought about the fact that Yeosang never talks about his family?'

As Hyunjin's voice once again is back to haunt him, Seonghwa feels so disoriented, confused about what he is doing in this exact moment. He shakes his head multiple times in attempt to get rid of the bad memory...

'If you don't believe me, why don't you just ask him?'

... But little does it help. The bed creaks as Seonghwa increases the speed, hoping Yeosang's loud moans will distract him. The top of the bed banging against the wall each time their bodies slam together.

'Why don't you ask him what happened to his mother?'

Seonghwa's hair is sticking to his sweating forehead, he feels out of breath but he can't stop. He just can't. If he stops now, it means that the virus Hyunjin has planted in his mind has won.

'Ask him how he killed her.'

Seonghwa pulls out, flinches away and slams his back against the cold wall. His breathing is out of control and so is his mind. Yeosang slowly turns to look at him, confused like never before.

"What's happening? Seonghwa? Are you okay?" Yeosang struggles to lift his body up and support himself with his elbows resting against the bed. He blows a lock of hair away from his eyes, looking worried at Seonghwa who is panting heavily, and with his face turning as pale as a ghost.

"Yeosang... How come you never talk about your family?"

As the words in his mind finally turn into real, spoken words, Seonghwa prays that Yeosang has a good explanation, something that will make Seonghwa sigh in relief and curse himself for being such a gullible fool who believed such an insane thing.

But the look that Yeosang sends him is far from what Seonghwa had hoped for. The younger's eyes widen up, his entire face turning completely expressionless at the same time. He parts his lips to speak, but no words are coming out.

"Yeosang... Did something happen to... your mother?"

Silence.

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A/N: Wrote this when I was sick, so my brain was kind of not working lol. Will probably edit it later ;x