WARNINGWARNINGWARNING GRAB ALL OF YOUR HOLY WATER FOR THIS CHAPTER.

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After the dinner with Hongjoong, Seonghwa feels both relieved and happy as he walks towards his part of the dorm. His mind doesn't seem that burdened anymore, but as he walks determined down the hallway he knows there's one last thing he needs to do.

It is now or never, and even if it fails he will know that he did at least try.

"Oh... It's you," the disappointment in Yeosang's voice when he opens the door hits Seonghwa like a knife right in the heart.

"I'm sorry, were you expecting someone else?" Seonghwa huffs almost ready to leave again right away.

Yeosang just rolls his eyes at Seonghwa's words before turning around and walking into his room, leaving the door open. Seonghwa hesitates for a few seconds before taking a deep breath and following him.

"Why are you here?"

"I came to apologize," Seonghwa starts off, "for all the things I said to you when I was drunk and angry. I-I didn't mean any of that. You don't fuck me up and I... I feel horrible when you're not there. I'm sorry. Yeosang..."

"Okay," Yeosang simply replies, crossing his arms in front of him.

"Okay? Is that all you have to say?" Seonghwa glares at the younger, suddenly not feeling that good about his decision about coming here tonight.

"Pretty much, yeah..."

Seonghwa sighs, running his fingers through his hair as frustration is starting to build up inside of him. When Yeosang just stays quiet, leaning his back against the wall with his arms still crossed in front of him and a look on his face that shows he couldn't care less about Seonghwa's words, Seonghwa curses himself in his mind for having fallen in love with such an idiot.

"You know what? There's one thing I said that night that I won't apologize for!" Seonghwa grumbles, "I'm sick and tired of trying to figure you out! And yes, that is truly driving me insane!"

"Why don't you just leave me alone then? Huh? If I'm such a fucking burden to you, why can't you just fuck off and leave me the hell alone?" Yeosang growls at Seonghwa, taking a step towards him.

"God, Yeosang! You're such a fucking idiot!" Seonghwa takes a step forward as well, placing his hands on Yeosang's chest before pushing him roughly back against the wall.

"Fuck you, Seonghwa!" As Yeosang raises his hands to push back Seonghwa quickly grabs them and pins them over Yeosang's head. He stares deeply into the younger's dark eyes just before attacking those beautiful, pink lips with his own.

Yeosang kisses him back immediately, leaving no doubt that he wants it just as much as Seonghwa does. But Yeosang doesn't seem as submissive as he used to. Instead he fights Seonghwa for dominance. His kisses are wild and aggressive, and when he is released from the grip around his wrists, the two of them practically end up fighting over who gets to undress who first.

"What did you say?" Seonghwa mumbles against Yeosang's neck, kissing and biting it hungrily while his hands are exploring the body he has missed so much.

"Fuck... Y-you..." Yeosang gasps as Seonghwa moves his one hand down to dance over the fabric of the younger's pants, making sure to get a good feel of the hardening erection that is happening underneath the black chinos.

"Stop trying to fight me, and get down on your knees!" Seonghwa whispers huskily, tangling his fingers into the dark hair. With a rough tug he drags Yeosang down to sit on the floor, and with his free hand he has soon opened up his own jeans and let them drop to the floor as well.

Yeosang glares up at him, the look in his eyes is filled with lust but also resentment. He does, however, part his lips just the slightest as Seonghwa presses his hard erection against them. The satisfied gasp that comes from Seonghwa, when Yeosang swirls his soft tongue just around the head, makes the younger smirk. Yeosang takes his time teasing and tasting Seonghwa before finally opening his mouth a little more.

But Seonghwa has become impatient by now. His fingers are still tangled into the younger's hair and when tightening the grip, he forces himself further into Yeosang's wonderful mouth. A dissatisfied hum comes from Yeosang as it happens, but with Seonghwa's firm hand behind his head, he is unable to do anything about it. It doesn't take long before he gives in and the way he moves his tongue around while hungrily sucking on Seonghwa's rock hard member is making it damn hard for Seonghwa to not just come right there.

It takes all of Seonghwa's willpower to pull himself out of the warm mouth. The saliva hanging in thin strings between his throbbing erection and Yeosang's lips teases him with the thoughts of how wonderful it would be to just come all over that beautiful face. But he has to control himself, he is no where near done with Yeosang yet, and he gestures the younger to get on the bed.

When both of them are naked, Seonghwa pushes Yeosang down to lie on his back. He takes a good, long look at the younger's body while prepping his fingers with lube. A sweet, clearly impatient whine leaves Yeosang's mouth as Seonghwa starts teasing him just outside his tight entrance.

"A-ah... You're... So fucking annoying... In every way possible," Yeosang complains as Seonghwa slowly lets the tip of his index finger slide inside, although only for a short moment before pulling out again.

"Do I really have to fuck your brains out, to make you shut up?" Seonghwa grumbles between heavy breathing, caused by the arousing look that lies before him. Very slowly he presses his finger further inside, moving it around, making room for second one.

"Like you could ever do that," the younger mocks, even rolling his eyes, earning another finger pushed into him. A gasp almost gets choked in his throat on the way out as Yeosang arches his lower body upwards, letting Seonghwa push his fingers all the way inside.

"It's hard to believe you, when you're practically already coming all over yourself," Seonghwa snaps back, enjoying how Yeosang can't control himself anymore.

"Shut up, Seonghwa!"

Yeosang pinches his eyes together while trying to drown out another lewd moan, but it's useless when Seonghwa thrusts his fingers harder into him. At the same time, it's impossible for Seonghwa not to touch himself while looking the effect he has on the younger. The way Yeosang rolls his hips every time the long fingers are moving around inside of him, causing his hard member to slam against his stomach with the tip glistening from pre-cum. 

Having trouble holding back himself, Seonghwa decides it's enough prep for now and he pulls his fingers out before grabbing the lube again, and a condom from the night stand. He then positions himself between Yeosang's legs. Although it would be easier if he just flipped Yeosang over to lie on his stomach, he choses not to. Seonghwa wants to see every bit of the pleasure that runs over the younger's face when he fucks him to heaven and back.

"No, Yeosang, you need to shut up! You're seriously driving me insane!"

Not even giving Yeosang a chance to answer, Seonghwa pulls the younger's lower body closer with a firm grip around the hips, before pushing himself into him. The tightness surprises him each and every time and both of them let out a deep, almost growling moan as it happens. Yeosang throws his head backwards into the pillow, biting his lip to try to prevent even loader sounds coming from him.

After letting Yeosang adjust his body, Seonghwa holds him by the hips while beginning to move inside of him.

"You. Are. Driving. Me. Fucking. Insane," Seonghwa pants and leans down to kiss Yeosang's lips.

"You said that already," Yeosang scoffs back, before biting Seonghwa's lower lip. Maybe harder than he intended. Maybe not.

Seonghwa promptly pulls back in surprise by the pain, and on his way he ends up slapping Yeosang's face away. For a short second he regrets what he just did, but when Yeosang turns his head back to look at him, it's clear that he liked it.

"Harder," the younger breathes out, wrapping his legs around Seonghwa's hips to give him better access, "hit me, harder."

Despite the fact that they indeed have done quite a lot of wild things in bed by now, Seonghwa has never tried this before. But the daring look that the dark eyes underneath him are sending him, lures him in and makes him try yet another new thing.

The sound of his palm against Yeosang's cheek blends together with the sound of their bodies slamming together, and the amazing moan that comes from the younger as it happens. Yeosang throws his arms around Seonghwa's neck, pulling him down into a deep kiss.

Seonghwa has never had sex like this before; so angry but yet so heated and passionately. He's never felt this frustrated but turned on at the same time.

"God, you're so tight..." Seonghwa mumbles into Yeosang's neck as he finally gets all the way inside. Yeosang's body is trembling underneath him by the same thing, and Seonghwa gives him a minute before moving again.

By now neither one of them cares about how loud they are. The sensation of feeling each other has taken over them completely, leaving all rational thinking behind. Everything becomes a big blur and even the words they speak to each other just flow out by themselves, blending together with the intense rush they are caught up in.

"Don't you dare kiss anyone else, ever again. You are mine!"

"What makes you believe that?"

"I know it. No one else can make you feel like this."

"God, you're so... fucking... cocky..."

"Just shut up and come for me."

"I-I... I'm c-..."

...

"I... I love you."

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A/N: 😎