²²

a couple of weeks passed and surprisingly, hoseok seemed to have dissapeared.
yoongi was a little terrified of that kind of behavior. if he used to call yoongi daily and keep track of everything he did, these couple of weeks he was quiet.

at first yoongi thought it was very weird, and he still does, but after some time he decided to ignore it.

maybe hoseok finally understood everything and gave up on yoongi?

probably not.

yoongi didnt dare to write to hoseok first and ask him about what was going on, but he still worried a little.

hoseok was yoongi's first love and as people say, you may not love a person anymore, but you still care for them.
and this was the case here.
after everything hoseok has done, a big part of yoongi hated him, but deep inside he cared and worried for him.

yoongi though thought otherwise - moving on is always a good idea.
but even here things went wrong.

"hey chim, wanna go out somewhere?"

"no... sorry."

×

"jimin, do you want to get some ice cream?"

"uh.. not really.."

×

"hey babyyy, how about a night out in a good restaurant?"

"sorry yooni, I'm not feeling well."

×

"jimin, how does going out tonight sound?"

"I don't really want to."

and this has been going on for a couple of weeks!
honestly, yoongi was very much done with this behavior from jimin. no matter what he asked and when, jimin would deny it.

it was a sort of mystery to yoongi. since when did jimin become like this?

yoongi decided it would be probably best to sort things out now, before it would be too late.
after all, jimin was his boyfriend, his lover, and that means things shouldn't be so tense between them. he cared for jimin and unlike with hoseok, he loved him more than anything on this planet.

jimin brought out the best out of yoongi.
he remembered the first day they met...
jimin was the new guy in their school and yoongi was supposed to give him a school tour, the day when they got stuck together in the janitors closet and taekook came to their rescue. yoongi used to think that jimin was the purest child and after one night everything changed...

yoongi was sitting in their kitchen at a little bar table that was located near the window. yoongi was looking at the beautiful scenery outside while drinking his morning coffee and thinking of the old times.

"good morning, yooni." yoongi turned his head only to see a sleepy jimin who just came downstairs rubbing his eyes like a little child.

jimin recently picked up a habit of calling yoongi 'yooni' and honestly, yoongi just kind of really liked it.

"good morning, baby." yoongi smiled at jimin as the younger came closer and took a seat near yoongi.
"how about a breakfast in a nice cafe down the street?"

there was a little silence before jimin spoke:
"uh... I dont know, yooni, i-"

"jimin." their eyes met. jimin's soft eyes with yoongi's cold ones. "I am not taking no for an answer anymore."
yoongi said openly hinting on the fact that he is tired of jimin's denials.

"but-"

"jimin no! we are going out now and that's final." yoongi aggressively pecked jimin's lips and went upstairs to get changed into something more presentable than pajamas.

jimin remained sitting on the kitchen chair, looking out the window.
hoseok hasn't been writing to him lately... was he planning something?

he still has jimin's notebook...
jimin regretted every word he had written in that notebook. who does that!? more importantly, who carried something like this with them!?
jimin felt extremely dumb, but right now he had to focus on yoongi.

× × ×

for first time yoongi and jimin got to feel like they were a real couple. they finally went out someplace, had a nice breakfast.

yoongi was happy and he loved the way they spent their time together. he only wished they'd spend more time together.
t

he only thing that kept on worrying yoongi was jimin...

after the breakfast, they were walking through a park nearby.
yoongi still tried to approach jimin in every way possible:
"jiminie, do you want to go shopping today? it's been a while since we went out somewhere together so if we went out today, might as well go out in the evening."

"I mean, it's a great idea but..."

yoongi stopped and breathed out.
"jimin what on earth is going on?"

jimin also stopped and looked at yoongi with concern and a tad bit of sadness.
"nothing is-"

"jimin!!!" yoongi got a couple of weird stares from strangers after he screamed.

"y-yoongi, maybe we should go some other place, there are a lot of people.." jimin took yoongi's arm gently and tried dragging him away.
yoongi harshly pulled his hand back and stepped away from jimin.

"jimin, what is going on, what!?!? are you not going to explain yourself? so you think acting the way you are now is completely normal, huh??"

"w-what do you mean?"

"what do I mean? are you telling me that denying every single going out request from me is absolutely normal? we used to go out much more! we went to a fucking road trip together! why are you so cold all of a sudden???" yoongi kept on screaming at jimin in the middle of the street.

he was so frustrated and tired with this, he wanted to know the reason behind it all.

"it's really complicated, yoongi..." jimin whispered and put his head down.
he couldn't tell yoongi the situation with hoseok, he just couldn't. yoongi would think he is a cheater and just someone who only wants yoongi for the sake of pleasure.

he was deeply embarrassed by the notes written in his notebook and he wished he would've never written such things. if yoongi would find that notebook he would think that the only thing jimin wanted all this time was sex and that wasn't true..

now that hoseok had the notebook, jimin had absolutely no idea what he could do with it.

"what is complicated? jimin, do you understand that I care for you? do you understand that I worry about you and as your boyfriend I want to know what is going on just so that I could help you feel better! you think what we have right now is a healthy relationship??!" yoongi was on the verge of tears and jimin could see that by his red eyes.

"then maybe we shouldn't be in a relationship..." jimin mumbled faintly looking away.

yoongi opened his mouth to say something but then closed it and gave out a humorless chuckle.
"you're letting me go without an explanation?"

"I'll..  I'll explain everything later..."

"ok then we're going on a break..." yoongi was about to leave but then turned back around. "you dont have to leave the house if you dont want to, I'm not kicking you out but I suggest you stay over at taehyung's for a while."

yoongi walked away with his hands in his pockets and as soon as he was out of sight jimin broke into tears.

he was walking through the park with his hood on, looking down at the grey ground below him. he wasn't looking where he was going and suddenly bumped into someone on the way.

"oh I'm so sorry!" jimin said immediately and bowed.

"its alright, jimin."

jimin looked up only to see the person he least expected standing right in front of him.

a/n: y'all I forgot to mention something!

basically after their roadtrip yoongi and jimin decided to live together and jimin moved to yoongi's house.
also they are having a holiday break thing at their school and that's why they aren't in school rn (they will go there soon)

if you have any questions, ask away, I feel like I'm making the story confusing :/

shout out to danajimine1 for actively commenting and voting on my story! thank you, luv ♡