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MY heart sunk to the bottom of my chest. Why would i think a girl like y/n would like a guy like me? I am so stupid for thinking even for a second she would feel the same way back.

"Yes he is! He said he wants to go get ice cream or something. Im so fuckjng nervous, Matt." Y/n pouted. The way she was talking about this date with Noah was killing me on the inside but also made me happy seeing her this excited. I only want the best for her, always.

"Matt, help me pick an outfit to wear?" She begged. I nodded at her. As we go up to her room and she searches through her closet to find something, i can't help but admire her while i'm sitting on her plush bed.

y/n was so beautiful without even trying. I've litterly seen her with her face blown up like a puffer fish after drastically crying for 5 hours right and i still thought she was the cutest girl in the world. But most of all, her smile. Her smile lit up any room she was in.

As i snap back into reality, i see y/n finally choose something out of her now messy closet. "Don't peak." She whispers. She suddenly is half naked, wearing nothing but her underwear and bra. I gulped. Out of respect, i quickly turn around and close my eyes as well, for double protection. I never wanted to make her feel uncomfortable.

"Okay.. now look!" She exclaims. I then turn around to see her. She is wearing a simple outfit but my god did she look amazing. I rubbed the back of my neck while taking a good look at her. "Opinions, opinions?" She added.

"Y-you look, great. Really.. uh wow." I stuttered. Im so embarrassed. I know my face is fully red with how flustered i am by y/n. She blew me a kiss. I grabbed it.

And i wish she meant that kiss.

— the next day —

I wake up to texts from y/n saying how scared she is for her date. I tried my best to be supportive of this date but with the guy she is going out with, fuck do i hate that guy. Noah? Noah was one of the most stuck up guys there is.

However, the type of guy that girls swoon over. But me.. i can see right through that fuck boy. The more i thought of about how much i hated noah and how much of a jackass he was, the more i wanted to tell y/n this was all a mistake.

━━━━━━ y/n ━━━━━━
5:23pm

Me: | hey.. do u think this
date is a good idea?

y/n: | what!! r u serious
u were so supportive yesterday

Me: | ik but im thinking
more about it now..

y/n: | matt ur a sweet boy
but no im not canceling on
noah! What if u came and
spied on us? u know, make sure
everything goes well. would
that make u feel better?

i thought to myself.. not a bad idea. I would be insanely jealous but its good to make sure Noah doesn't try anything with y/n. I decided to text her back and told her that ill come with. He is planning on taking her out for ice-cream so it is good it's a public place where i can hide in plain sight.

Finally night time comes around, as i was pacing back and fourth in my room contemplating on doing this. Fuck yes! Im doing it. I grabbed a black oversized hoodie and a pair of glasses and started driving to the ice cream shop. I wanted to make sure i got there before them and go in the corner. Y/n and i were texting back and fourth, making sure she sees me.

They walk into the large store, his arms wrapped tightly around y/n's waist. My hands suddenly start to clench without me realizing. I tried to control myself. Its fine, Matt. You're fine. Y/n is fine. Everything is fine.

They go to order. I have a perfect view of them without them noticing me. Except, y/n shoots a thumbs up at me without looking at me and i knew she saw me. I smiled to myself.

Then, Noah's hand slowly slides down from y/n's waist to her ass. What the fuck?! How is she allowing this. There are also literal children in this store and he has the audacity to do this on the first date? I fucking knew he was a fuck boy. I try to stay calm in this moment.

Finished their order, and grabbing their ice cream Noah insists they eat outside. Welp, great! I am barely going to see them now. I aggressively jab my spoon into my ice cream. I am not in the best of moods.

Time goes on, i contemplate on if i should go outside to watch them or just play it safe and stay inside. I decide to stay inside. I don't want him to catch me spying on them. It's embarrassing to say the least.

I run to the bathroom and when i come back, Y/n and Noah are gone. My eyes widened. Where did they go? And why didn't she text me?

As i walk outside, about to get in my car. I see them walking through the park right by the shop. Only one street light was on around there and it shined perfectly on them two for me to scope out.

I went in my car and drove to the park. I parked right by the sidewalk and had a perfect view of them. And that is when i see them sit on one of the benches. Now, them two not so in the light but i still get a slight glimpse of them.

It was enough to see Noah's hand go up Y/n's skirt. I see her hand push his away but his strength over powers her. He starts to kiss her neck and makes his way down to her chest. I see her trying to fight him off. I quickly get out of my car and run towards them.

"Stop it!" I hear y/n shout. I am so upset at this point.

"H-hey asshole! Get your fucking hands off her!" I scream. My anger increases by the second yet my stutter somehow is still there. I hate it.

"What the fuck do you care?" Noah scoffs. And that is when i lose it. I swing my arm and punch him directly in his face like he deserves it. I hear Y/n gasp out of pure shock.

I bounce my eyes to her and back to Noah, when i get a punch straight at me from him when i didn't expect it. Fuck that hurt. I can feel it start to swell and bruise immediately. Y/n quickly attempts to push Noah off me as he tries to continue to beat me up.

"Let him go!" She argues. She seemed so passionate with helping me. My heart skipped a beat. He finally gets off me and then rolls his eyes. I see him walk away into the dark park and i don't even care where he goes. At this point, i can barely see out of my left eye and i am also worried about y/n.

"A-are you okay?" I ask. Y/n helps me up from the cold cement.

"Matt. You are asking me if i'm okay? You just got punched and have a black eye babe!" She replies. Babe. She barely ever called me that. I liked it a lot.

"Cmon, let's go to my house and get you cleaned up." She insisted. She made me sit in the passenger seat as she drives my car. The whole car ride, she keeps apologizing and saying i was right about Noah. It made me feel somewhat good but my heart hurt at the same time.

We get to her house and she rushes me straight to her bathroom. She makes me sit on her sink while she is standing between my legs. She begins to clean up my eye softly and then applied an ice back over it. It felt amazing.

Silence was shared between us for a moment. With my hand over hers on the ice pack as i look at her. "Thank you for saving me from him, matt." She whispered. She had a genuine smile spread on her face.

"Of course, y/n." I replied.

"You're my hero." She said, as she went and slowly pressed her lips against my cheek, and kissed me. I gave her a big smile.

I knew she meant that kiss this time.

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