listen to the song please
inspired by: nepenthees my baby<3

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it was a beautiful, snowy morning. the blinds were slightly opened, enough for you to be woken up by the bright son.

your thoughts were interrupted.

"good morning baby." grayson said.

"hello, my beautiful husband." you replied, smiling.

"guess who's birthday it is today?" you added.

"mmm, ethan's?" he teased.

"yes.. but as well as yours silly!" you exclaimed.

"ahh, right. forgot about that." he chuckled.

"I'll be back, i got to get things for the party for tonight." you said before getting dressed.

he watched you from afar, admiring your presence. he wish you did the same.

and with that, you drove to the store.

*that night*

you heard ethan talking from outside. "everyone hide!" you whispered- yelled.

ethan opened up the door to your house, it was dark. "y/n? you here?" he yelled.

he turned on the lights, everyone popping up from their hiding places.

"surprise! happy birthday ethan!" everyone said in sync.

confetti was thrown everywhere. ethan covered his mouth in shock. he was so happy.

"thank you guys!" he said.

after a while, everyone was partying. holding a solo cup in their hand. looking at your surroundings, people with smiles planted on their faces.

you noticed ethan was walking towards your way, you gave him a smile and stood up from the couch.

"thank you for doing this, your the best." ethan said before hugging you.

"of course! happy birthday to my best friend!" you stated. he hugged you once again, looking into your eyes.

ethan then walked off, talking to other people. all you could hear were people talking and laughing, having the time of their lives.

you sighed.

you walked up your stairs, going into your bedroom. you sat on the edge of you and grayson's bed.

"baby.. what's wrong?" grayson asked worriedly, coming towards you.

"i can't do this." you said, tears now escaping from your tired eyes.

"yes you can, i know you can." he reassured you.

"no i can't! everyone is downstairs acting like everything is perfectly fine. even your fucking twin brother, grayson. i have to be this person who is all happy but inside, I'm hurting. i miss you too much." you yelled.

"princess, i wish i could just touch you right now. feel you." grayson said. sticking out his shaking hand, yet all it did was go through you.

"me too, grayson." you admitted.

"i miss you, y/n. remember that. remember that I love you with all my heart. and i am never going to stop loving you." he said.

you smiled. but looking up, you saw he was gone. you sat up, walking to your drawer. delicately picking up a picture of you and grayson on your wedding day.

"i love you too grayson. happy birthday.." you whispered.

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