Y/N's POV :

I was going towards the parking lot when I saw someone.

He was making out with a girl in the corridor because it was empty as everyone was at the party hall. Well, the girl, was my step sister.

Unfortunately, he saw me.

"Oh, hey S/N! Long time no see," I can sense the sarcasm in his voice.

I know he knows my weakness, as I can't cause a scene here.

"S/N!" he called again, this time louder than before, but I ignored him and keep walking.

"I see. You're still the same pathetic girl as before. I thought you changed in these past years, but I was wrong. Hah!" he said and they both start laughing.

"I guess you are wrong Lucas, see, her hands," S/S/N said.

I froze in my place. My nails were digging my palm.

"No babe, I guess she finally knew the use of make-up or she have done surgery," they were laughing and I was unable to do anything.

I started walking again at a fast pace ignoring them. I searched for the car key in my purse and as soon as I found it, I entered the back seat of my car. It was hard for me to breathe. I was searching for my bag in the car. Finally, I found it and took a sip of water. I knew why it was so worse. It was all because of my longing for vape. The event was so long and it was not easy for me to hold my craving for so long. I desperately searched in my bag for it. It was at the bottom of the bag. I inhaled the content inside it. My breathing was still unable but I need it. I inhaled it while trying to stabilize my breathing. I wanted to open the windows, but, what if anyone saw me.

I used it for some minutes but soon its battery was drained. I guess it was because I didn't change it before. I searched for another battery but it was useless. I didn't have any extra battery. I was so frustrated at this point. I need to find something. I again look in my bag but there was nothing. I searched in my car and there was a bottle of vodka. I guess I left it someday. I drink it and felt the burning sensation inside me. After some minutes my breathing was also stable. I was drinking it slowly as the words from before wandered in my mind.

'You're still the same pathetic girl as before'

'See, her hands'

'She finally knows the use of make-up or she have done a surgery'

'Your hands are beautiful. I don't know why you always hide them'

I looked at my hands again.

"No, they are not beautiful."

I wash my right hand with my water and everything was gone, the make-up which my stylist used to cover my scar.

"My hands are not beautiful and they can't be. I can't show them to anyone."

"WHY? WHY WITH ME? WHY DOES EVERYTHING WRONG HAPPEN TO ME? I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH. EVERYONE I LOVE LEAVES ME LIKE THIS. WHY?" I yelled with all my might but I knew no one will listen. 

My eyes were dry. There were no tears. My heart was replaced by ice.

"Only if you were with me"

I was lost in my thoughts. At last, the bottle was also empty. I got my phone out of my purse and dialed my manager's number.

"Hello, Mr. Malik"

"Yes S/N. Are you okay? Shall we go?"

"I...Just send the driver. I am in the car. You and others go, I will directly go to house"

"But...."

"Please. I just want to be alone" I said and hung up the phone.

I waited for about 15 minutes till the driver come. He just sat in the car and drove me to the house.

Jimin's POV :

ACHOO

"Kim Taehyung, what happened to you suddenly?" I asked Taehyung as he sneezed again after we take a picture. S/N and Camila were looking at us in a weird or I should say confused way.

"Thank you. You guys enjoy and take pictures. Bye," S/N said. Seems like she said it in a hurry?

"Jimin-ahhh" Taehyung whined suddenly.

"Wae? What happened?" I asked him.

"My nose is ticklish"

"Hold it for some time," I said responded, "Look there. Camila-shi is still here"

"Yes. She is very nice."

I just hummed in response.

"Why do you think S/N is gone?" he asked suddenly.

"She said that she has some work. Probably it was something important, that's why she went in a hurry."

"It's possible" he agreed.

"Let's take a picture everyone," Camila said to us.

"Yes sure," Namjoon hyung replied.

We take a picture with her and then she went to meet someone else.

"I think we all should leave now. ARMYs are waiting for your V live," our manager said after some time.

"Okay," Namjoon hyung said and we all leave.

~At the parking lot~

"How much time will it take hyung?" Hobi hyung asked our manager.

"He said about 10-15 minutes more"

We were here in the parking lot waiting to go to our hotel because there is some problem with our car. Taehyung is leaning on my shoulder.

"Jimin-ahh, I still didn't talk to my dad," he said to me. Again.

"I said Taehyung-ahh he must be sleeping. It's still night in South Korea," I said reassuring him.

"But everyone has talked to their parents except me"

I just sighed. I don't why uncle didn't call him. Every time he is the first one to congratulate us.

Suddenly his phone rang.

"It's my dad," he said excitedly.

I smiled at him.

"Yeoboseyo..........What?.....I can't hear you properly dad"

"Taehyung-ahh go to that side. There is not a good network," Yoongi hyung said.

"Yes," he said and hurried to the other side of the parking lot.

After some time the problem in our car was finally solved as we were talking to each other about how happy we are.

"Someone call Taehyung. Tell him that he can talk to his father in the hotel," our manager said.

"Taehyung hyung!" Jungkook called him "Come here. We are ready to go"

He came running to us.

"Let's go"

We sit inside one by one as the driver started driving towards our destination. I was noticing Taehyung for some time and he was not speaking much and spacing out since he come after talking to his father.

I can't control it anymore.

"Taehyung, gwenchana? (are you okay?)" I asked him.

"Huh? Y-yeah. Why?"

"You are very quiet since we were sitting in the car"

"Ahh, it's just I'm tired," he said flashing a smile.

"Oh, you should rest when we reach the hotel. It was quite a long day," Jin hyung said wrapping his arm around him.

"Yes. But first, we will talk to ARMY" he said showing his boxy grin.

"We can't forget them. They made us everything," Namjoon hyung said smiling.

"Yes," I said in the thought of ARMY.

After that, we reached the hotel and do a V live. It was so amazing. It's always good to talk to ARMY. Then we all go to our room and sleep after showering. It was really a very good day.

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HY! GUYS

I KNOW IT WAS A BORING CHAPPY. 

BTW WHAT IS IT TODAY?

(DRUMROLLS)

DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM

HAPPY TAETAE DAY 🍓🐻🐯

OUR TAEHYUNGIE OPPA'S BIRTHDAY.

I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY.

AFTER ALL, HE IS MY BIAS.

I JUST WANT HIM TO BE ALWAYS HAPPY AND HEALTHY. I WISH HE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER WITH THE MEMBERS AND ARMY HAPPILY. HE DESERVES EVERY GOOD THING IN THIS WORLD. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO BORN. I'M ALWAYS GRATEFUL TO YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU GIVE TO US.

I WANT TO WRITE SO MANY THINGS BUT I DON'T KNOW-HOW. I CAN'T DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS FOR HIM IN WORDS.

ANDDDDDDD THE AD OF HIM IN BURJ KHALIFA

AND TAEHYUNG ON THE SATELLITE.

ALL THIS IS JUST SO MUCH FOR ME.

I MADE ABOUT 10 EDITS LOL ALTHOUGH THEY ARE NOT TOO GOOD BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET ENOUGH TIME BUT STILL I'M HAPPY WITH IT.

EVERYONE ENJOY TAETAE DAY.

HE SAID US TO EAT GOOD FOOD AND TELL ABOUT OUR WORRIES TO THE PERSON WE LOVE AND ENJOY HIS BIRTHDAY.

EVERYONE LISTEN TO HIM AND EAT GOOD FOOD.

BYE

BORAHAE 💜💜