chapter 35" I was fifteen then..." (past revelations,part 1)

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"I want to ask something "

Meera heard his heavy voice, she instantly frozen. He was saying anything to after 3 days of complete silence. After ignoring her like she didn't exist now he want to ask something.

What?

She reciprocat the word that her heart ask to her to him.

"What?" She said it like a whisper. The silent surrounding really helped Arjun in hearing she said something.

Without turning toward her he asked in hard and heavy voice which was void of any emotions.

"Why?" As he said Meera shot him a look of confusion.

What why??

What he wants to ask?

"Huhh?" Meera said not understanding his question. He was silent for a minute and then opened his mouth.

"Why now Meera? Why now? What changed? What happened suddenly that you are guilty for all the things. What happened after I was gone to L.A. in between 2 week what changed that the Meera who wasn't ready to ever come in front of me is now asking forgiveness for her doing? What changed that the Meera was not even said a word not even look at me even when I keep standing and talking to her hopelessly. What had changed Meera?" He asked. At first his voice was very emotional, he sound hopeless but at the end he chuckled painfully.

He didn't even raised his voice, he wasn't now talking in hard voice, he wasn't now looking at her with his anger filled eyes then why she flinched when he said all this?
He didn't even touched her then why she felt pain in her heart?

Why?

She didn't answer anything just keep looking down. Silent tears were flowing. The room again filled with complete silence.

"Answer me" he said still not looking at her. This time his voice was little hard. He wanted the answer anyhow!

By now Meera was sure this was now or never. She have to tell him that she know why he forced her to marry him and now she was guilty for her doing. She knew now she had the opportunity to speak, if she didn't then it will get worse which she didn't want. Not at all.

"I-I know why you married me" she said timidly in mere whisper.

Arjun's head snap toward her as soon as he heard what she said.

"What did you said?" He asked norrowing his eyes on her. Like a predator he took two steps towards Meera was still standing on her place looking down.

She gulped when she heard him,

"I-I know the re-reason, why you forced me to ma-marry you" she said shuttering as she saw him taking one more step towards her.

As soon as he heard her his jaw clenched, and fist formed. He was standing at least the distance of 4-5 step far from her but still Meera can feel the the heat of his body due to his anger.

Meera didn't dare to look up, first because of her fear, second because now a days she is becoming the prey of his wrath and right now she didn't want to be. She is soo much scared of his anger now.

He didn't said anything, there was only silence in the room now.

After hearing her Arjun was feeling so frustrated, he didn't wanted Meera to know the reason yet! Atleast not in this way. He wanted to tell her himself but here!

But the question now was how?

"How did you know that?" He asked still standing there but looking at her with his predator's eyes.

Meera took a sharp breath, collecting all the courage and faith she have. It was the time she was going to have the conversation she wanted but the fear was still there but this time, she isn't going to let her fear win over her and made her a loser as always.

Not this time...

"O-On the day of my birthday, when you were leaving for L.A, I went after you but in my way I heard someone voice, it wasn't like they were having the a normal conversation it was like they were having a argument. I wasn't interested in hearing someone's personal conversations or argument so I started to leave but her next word catched my attention. It was my name. So I stayed there and listened there conversation. In between that I come to know about this all. I am sorry " Meera said. At last she looked up and said sorry again.

As she looked up she saw him looking at her with jaw clenched, like he was controlling his anger.

Is he still angry on me??

Why??

Meera asked herself and immediately looked down. She joined her trumbling hands together in order to make them stop. But nothing work. And the fact that he hadn't said anything after her it was scaring her.

So much....

"Ar-Arjun ji say something?" She begged after a long pause.

"I have nothing to say!!" He yelled suddenly defeated voice making her finch.

"From the very beginning I was desperately trying to make you understand why.... why I did this all!! But you never give a damm to it.never and now when you listening someone talking about it you believed it.
You didn't believe my desperately pleading of having a little faith in me but you trusted when you heard someone talking??" Arjun said in very painfully while looking away from her.

Meera didn't said anything but she was crying hard by now. But the next words shoot Meera.

"Am I not trust worthy Meera?? " he asked. The pain, the misery was clear from his voice. A sob escaped from Meera mouth before she could said something.

She didn't looked up but she can see his foot moving. He was coming near her. Very near.

"Tell me Meera?" He asked now daring to cup her cheeks. Her tear stick face again give him pain.

Arjun was tired of this ignoring game. He wanted to sort everything between them now. Today Meera's carelessness did nothing but made him feel that she is his wife, his love, his responsibility. he need to take care of her and about misunderstanding. They also needed to be sort out. They are couple and the misunderstanding are common in them..
Doesn't matter who was in fault someone need to act mature. Someone need to took charge.

And when you love someone you can't stay anger on them. You can't make you heart made up of stone for long. They need to beat and they beat for someone you love.

His heart beats for Meera, his wife...

When Arjun cupped her cheeks she flinched because of suddenly act but something happened.

She didn't felt disgusting and rough by his touch but she felt soft and warm.
Unknowingly she lean on his touch and mummerd what she wants to hear.
"Y-you are...." Meera said in mare whisper.

"Then why don't you trust me?" Arjun asked softly.

By now Arjun had understand that whatever the reason was behind her strange behaviour or why she push him away was very sensitive to her.
Sure He was angry on her for her behaviour on her birthday but he was hurt more. His behaviour, her cries, her scared face all haunt him. He was hurt because he wanted her to share her pain with him but she was very closed off. He wanted to know the reason of all this. He wanted to lesser her pain anyhow and he will.

Arjun know whatever it will be it will be very much sensitive topic to her, he know whatever it is,it is very painful to her and he also know right now he needs to act mature. He needs to act like the person who lover her more than himself not the husband who is angry on her now.

After hearing Arjun question Meera stayed silent, she didn't know what to answer.

Why can't I trust him?

Why??

Meera questioned herself knowing the answer very well.

"Answer me sweetheart, what's stopping you? Hmm??" He again asked this time more softly and in encouraging tone. It pained him so much knowing the Meera didn't trust him but this wasn't the time to ponder on this, it wasn't the time to show his pain it was the time to share her pain, taking her pain, miserly, tears away.
He was determined to earn her trust but now he was determined to take her all pain away.

He just wanted to Meera to open up to him and let him know what was the thing which was stopping Meera, what is it which make a girl like Meera like this!

Meera sobbed again after hearing his talks. It was making her feel relief that someone is here to talk to her,but again it was very very hard for her to talk about it. She never talked about it to anyone, it was very hard to re-think about the incident. It was hard to remember the dark past which she buried inside her.

"I-I can't.." she cried feeling defeated. Arjun heart clenched seeing her. But today he wasn't ready to let go of this topic.

"Sweetheart didn't you asked for a chance??" He asked pulling her cheeks up a little like a child. She nooded like a child.

"Then this is the chance.... your chance,our chance. Come on speak up whatever you have in your heart, whatever you have buried inside you.let it all out love. They will just bound your free soul Meera, share it all with me and be free from the burdens"he said looking at her with love in his eyes. Meera kept looking at him with a blank expression but didn't protested which was a great thing.

"Say Meera I will listen you love... with saying anything, without stopping you"

"And trust me with this love I will never judge you. Never in millions years. I love you and I will always support you, protect you, trust you. I will never let anyone harm you, I am here to listen you everything a anything. Come on, open up to me love.." he said his heart out. Meera kept looking at him with tears in her eyes but his one sentence was stuck in her mind.

"Y-you w-will not ju-judge me?" She asked in the broken voice like a littlec child. He shot his head negatively with a little encouraging smile.

"Y-you wi-will trust m-me?" She again asked. He again only nooded his head with a little smile.

Unknowingly after hearing him something inside Meera started to trust him. Something inside Meera started to tell her that she needs to open up. But still there was little hesitation.

Arjun was still very close to her cupping her cheek, lifting her face to made her look in his eyes.

As Meera looked in his eyes, she saw they were shining with love,care , worry. After looking in his eyes she was feeling relief, the little hesitation inside her was long gone.

She believed him, she believed his words, she believed his love.

Suddenly Meera hugged him tightly. It was little unexpected for Arjun but nothing unwanted. She buried her face in his chest finding the peace and he also hugged her back making her believe that he is there for her. He rubbed her back to calm her down.

"Say Meera. And trust me my love I'll never judge you. Never. " with that sentence Meera fragile heart was fully convinced that now she was ready to share it with him.

I asked a chance... he is giving me one... he said he will never judge me... he said he will trust me... he said he will protect me.

I will share it all with him. I will not let my past rule on my future. He will listen me. He said he loves me. He care for me.

I need to take all this out! I need to speak.

With these thought running in her mind and assuring her fragile heart to believe her husband. She decided to speak up. She decided to not fight back and go with the flow....

"I have a past" Meera murmured in his chest in low voice. They were still in each other embrace, seeking the warmthnes from each other.

As Arjun heard her voice he smile a little.

His wife was ready to speak up.

Her words confused him, but as promise he didn't interrupt just nodded at her.

Meera took a deep breath to calm her beating nerves. Her body started to turn cold. Her forehead covered with sweat. Her body started to tremble a little also.

Arjun was noticing the changes in her posture as she started to share it. Her cold, tumbling sweat covered body was making me worry for her.

Today it self she fainted and now this much stress will affect her health.

"Meera stop if yo-" he started to oppose but stopped my Meera's little hand on his lips. He looked down to see Meera was looking at him with eyes full of tears and wet face.

"Don't stop me today! I want to share it today, to let go of it. Otherwise I will never be able to do that again" Meera said looking up and then again buried her face in his chest.

Arjun understand that today she was also om her edge. He didn't stop her after that and just stayed like this rubbing her back.

Meera stayed silent for a minute and then started.

"I was fifteen then......"

-To be continue...

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Cliffhanger right? 😉😉

So the most awaited chapters are going to start.

"Meera's past revelations..."

I am going to write Meera's past in flashback and in more than one chapter.It will be more effective.

Wasn't Arjun the most lovely husband today..

He really is a sweetheart. Isn't he?

The small word "trust" itself has a big meaning. Any fight, any misunderstanding, can be solved. with it.
The word trust can give you a small but very important place in that person's heart. You can win anyone just by winning there trust.

But the small word trust isn't very small. It is the hardest thing to earn. But its beautiful to experience.💖💖❤

Not a single relationship can be built without trusting each other. The first phase of any relationships is to trust each other.

So the cold fight and ignoring competition is over....

What do you think Meera's past is??
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