Meera POV..

I was continuously crying.i can't hold back more...
I was going away from my family.
My mom ,my dad,my brother!!

Just now we are in  car going directly to rajasthan.

I was sobbing hard ,my tears have no control. I will miss them.
I will miss them a lot.

I will miss.my carefree life a lot!!
I know I am not an ordinary girl now i am the wife of great Arjun Rajvanshi ,the billionaire,the youngest CEO,older and single daughter in law of Rajvanshi's.

My life will be changed.
It will change  a lot.

Was I ready for the change???

I don't know!!!!

I cried even more harder.

How I will survive there...its not like I hate them.
I love all of them but how am one of there family member.

I have to adjust like them and it will be hard.
There life styles is something I never imagined!!!

Suddenly my body jerked forward but a hand made a contact with my arms

"Are you alright??" He ask instantly.
His voice was filled with worried.

Was it even real???

I bite my lips and shift a little to avoid his touch.I quickly nodded my head to him. He  scrolled the driver but I didn't pain any attention to them.

Again drivers started the car next time when the car stopped we were in front  a private jet.

I can't believe they have a private jet!!!.
My jaw dropped I blink my eyes few time and looked around.

I saw everyone was so relaxed they haven't the Expression I have on my face.

I heard someone chuckling looked at the direction it non other than Arjun!!I quickly regained myself  and due to embarrassment I was RED!!!

We all settle down on our seat.
I  didn't wanted to sit near him.

I sat near the window seat  but ti my surprise he came and sat with me.

I shifted a little.
First this heavy dress I was wearing and now he has to sat near me..

"Meera you can go and change...you will be more comfortable " his mother said like always sweetly.

"Ok aunty " I said to her.

"Ohh!!! No no I am no more your aunty..now I am your mom too" she said smiling.

It filled my heart with warmth.

She really is s sweet woman....

I decided to wear red banarshi silk saree with golden prints.

I am newly married women so I decided wear red. So I decided this one...
It was soo comfortable and light saree.

I look at myself in Mirror after changing.

I touched my forehead ....The vermilion....

I touched my neck.... the nuptial chain....

My vermilion was spread a little.

I immediately looked away.. now I can't do anything.
I am married to him.
He won!!!!!

I don't want to cry.
I don't want to cry.
I  changed this in my head and head back to my seat.

I saw him he was busy in his laptop doing some work.
I quietly sur beside him.i was soo tried so I closed my eyes....
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I felt someone hand on my bare waist but it was a gental touch that didn't disguise me.
I felt like flying then!!
I feel something warm near me.i struggled into it more.
I hear someone's laughing.

What's going on???

I tried to open my eyes, my version wasn't very clear but I saw someone's chest.

I immediately  recognised his smell and started wiggling but he tightened his hold.

I loked around to saw that we are walking on a road.i saw forward to see so many cars waiting for us.

So we are here!!
In rajasthan!!

I was so angry on him.
How can he just carry me!
Without my permission!!

He always does that!!
He always do whatever he want!!
Never for once he ask anything to me before taking decision!!!

I hate him!!

I was so lost in my thoughts that I don't noticed when we reach to the car.
It was shining  black car.
It was a black Mercedes.

I instantly fall in love with it.

We all got settled inside thr car.
Again I was alone with Arjun and this time he was driving himself!!

He started driving and I was looking outside.
Again I was surrounded by silence!!
This silence that force me yo think about previous acts..
That I hate !!

Again I was thinking about this marriage!!

Where will this go???

I was in deep thought that didn't noticed that we arrived to RAJVANSHI'S place.

I came back again when my body jerk forward with force and my head ready to hit the dashboard but again a hand came in contact with my forehead.
again it was him!!

Why this always happens??

"Are you ok??" He broke the silence which was surrounded us.Again his worries filled voice and I nodded.

"Come lete go" he said in causal voice.

He opened his door and walk out but before he opened my door I did it myself and stood behind him.

It's not like I came here for the first time but this time I am not a guest but a family member, a new member!!

Arjun was  standing in front of me.his back was facing me.

I noticed he walk two step back until he was beside me.

Don't know why but I smiled a little.

He grab my hand in his hand.i tried to took my hand back but he tightened his grip.

His hand were soo big and mine so small!!

I tried again to Took my hand again but this time he gave me a glance which feared me to my heart core.

I didn't tried again  and keep walking.

Gayatri maa came and smiled and put a veil on my forehead.

I smiled back and looked down.

We walk to the entrance and they did some ritual there.

After that we got in.
I just wanted to sleep I was so tired and this jet jag will kill me.

But they didn't let me go to sleep let made both if us sit and put a big bowl full of milk..I guess.

"Put your hand in this bowl and find the ring you both" hus mother said.

"Whoever will win will lead your relationship " Gauri di said with mischiev in her voice.

I saw she was standing with her husband keeping her both hand on her bumb and she was heavily pregnant.

I smiled at her and looked down at the bowl.

I can feel someone's eyes on me but I chose to ignore it.
I put my hand on the bowl so that him.

I was finding the ring, when my hand brushed with his hand I quickly took my hand back and then he find the ring and became the winner!

I didn't react much as its nothing like that.
I may got married to him but I will not let him control me ever!!!

As Arjun took the ring out everyone started laughing and congratulating him.

After few minutes they took me to a room.
It was like some spare room I guess!!

I don't thought much as I was so tired .

I just wanted to rest.

"Meera today will be  your reception too...
So take rest for now I will inform you when the beautician  will come" gayatri maa said.
I nodded to her and closed my door and jump on my bed.
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"Maam please now go and wore the dress the makeup is done" the beautician said and I mentally thank god for ending this torture.
I was sitting there for 2 hours and they were doing makeup.

"Ok" I said I small voice a walk to closet  to wore the dress.
My jaw dropped on the floor as I saw the dress.
"Am I supposed to wore this??"
"How I will walk in this??"
I asked myself as I saw the dress.

It was a orange saree with heavy embroidery.
I gulp seeing this but having bo choice I slipped into it.

After i wore the dress i came out and hear a gasp.

I looked around to see  Gauri di standing.

"Meera... you look stunning " she said while looking me up and down.

"Yes!!you look breathtaking!!" One of the girl said.
I blushed looking down on there compliments.

"My brother won't be able to move his eyes  away from you " Gauri di again said winking at me.
I blushed deeper.
Her word really affected me.

They started giggling but stopped whe someone cleared his throat.

We all looked at the entrance and saw
Arjun standing in his all glory.

He was wearing a black suit. With black shirt.
Few button were open.

I immediately looked down as I saw him looking at me.

I was embarrassed as he caught me looking at him.
Everyone went out from the room expect Gauri dii.

He greeted gauri di  and asked something.
After few minutes she also went out  from the room leaving us alone after informing that she will be going with everyone!!

I gulped as I feel his intense gaze on me.
I was so nervous because he can do anything and no one will stop him. I was looking down but I saw his shoes moving .He moved towards me  and I took step back. This continued till my back  hit the wall.

I looked at him and saw that he was looking with  me with different emotions that was hard to understand.i quickly averted my eyes.

I looked everywhere except his face I didn't want to show him my weakness.

He come very near me, I was feeling suffocated and I decide to move.he was standing just in front of me so I tried to walk past him   and got away from his cage. I took steps away from him and as I took the step I was yanked back to my place by  a sudden force on my arms.

He was holding my arm tightly that may cause bruises. I tried to free it but failed after sometime he  freed my hand but put it on my both shoulders.
He lean to down to me  and I moved  my face as much away I can. He then slide his both have from my shoulder to my wrist. I didn't understand what was he doing but one thing I understand was,I am so affected by his presence.

He was making me weak,  my body react so much whenever he touch me.
He hold my both wrist and pulled the up. He pinned my both arms on the wall. I gulped after his this action.
Don't know why but I was feeling so exposed to him by this position!!

I was so scared but I tried to wiggle but nothing happens, I tried  freed my wrist but he only tighten his hold. I don't know what he was doing or what was running in his mind.

He leaned down more but I moved my face away and closed my eyes tightly waiting for something to happen.
I feel his breath fanning on my ear and I closed my eyes even more tightly. I felt butterfly in my stomach.
"You are looking breathtaking " I heard his husky voice which runs  the electricity to my spines.
I was expecting him to move back but he started doing something really unexpected.
He kissed my earlobe then nibbled it.
I was stunted by his action but I never got any chance the to  complain as he stared kissing my neck.  I was losing my faith on my legs  that they can keep me  standing!! He was leaving wet kisses on my neck then move to the area where my shoulder and neck is join. He kissed the area with so much passion.  He was kissing me softly but as he was coming down he was being rough!!He moved a little and then give a open mouth kiss on my neck and  I moaned.  He found my weak spot and then kissed it again. 
My  hand was still pined on the wall but they were aching to be free he wasn't letting me.

I felt him biting my neck that I whimper a little then he lick the area and then nibbled it,sucked it
then again he bit the place. I didn't understand what he was doing but he did this process few more times. That I moaned again. My breath were so unusual.
I was breathing heavily.

I wanted to push  him away but my body was wanting something else.

I wasn't knowing what was happening till I heard a ringing voice.
I came back to real world.
Till now Arjun was kissed,licking my neck, my jaw like it  was his favourite candy!! My breathing was heavy so first I tried to catch my breath.

His phone was ringing continuously but he wasn't giving a slight glance to his ringing phone.

I tried to freed my hand again but he just groaned. He was still kissing me but this time on my exposed skin of chest.
It was a alert for me but he didn't let me move back.

His phone again started ringing he groaned on my skin.
But didn't move back.
"A- Arjun ji you ph-phone ..." I said while stuttering.
I don't know why I call him 'ji'!!
May be because my mother use to address my father by adding ji aftr his name.

He stooped immediately after hearing my voice and losen his hold on my wrist a bit.He cursed and moved a little.
I jerk my hand away from him and brought them near my chest and took a breath  of relief.
He take his phone our from his pocket and started talking.

I was ashamed of myself!!
How can I let him take advantage of me !!
Am I that desperate!!
No... I am not!!

I was feeling so humiliated!!
How can I moaned!!
Was I enjoying  it!!

He forced me to marry him and I let him take my advantage!!
How can o do this to me!!

Tears were ready to fall and I didn't want to hold them.
I wanted to cry on whatever happened to me.
I wanted to cry that I let him take advantage of me.

I was feeling so humiliated, so ashamed, so dirty,so angry and many more that I can't even explain!!

I was fighting with myself then I heard Arjun's voice.
"Let's go" he said near my ear I instantly moved little away.
I will not let this happen again.

We sat in the car in awkward silence.
I was looking outside the window as i didn't want to face him.
Tear  of shame,humiliation, anger were running from my eyes.
I bite my lips to reduce my sobs.i didn't want him to hear my cries.

I promised myself that I will not let him do this again.
He is my husband but it didn't give him the right to touch me with my consent.
I was thinking the whole time when we were in the car.

I didn't know when we arrived till i heard Arjun's voice "come"

I came out of car myself, I didn't wait for him to open my side door to show how much gentleman he was!!

I keep my head low but I can hear the loud voice of people asking questions to the people who arrived.
I think they are media!!
Media!!

I lift my face and saw they were barking question like if they will get the answer they will win a lottery!!
Ok now I am scared.
I clutched my saree tightly. We moved toward them and suddenly Arjun hold my hand to him.
Why he keep touching me??
I want to take my hand back but I know better to act along here.

As we were moving towards them I was feeling scared, more scared!!

Unknowing I was clutching his hand even more tightly. We were in front of entrance we I suddenly felt someone's lip on my forehead.

Arjun's lip!!

Again!!

He kissed my forehead,it wasn't like of attraction or anything he did before, it was sweet caring type kiss.
I closed my eyes as his lip stayed there for a while.
"Relax ok..." he whispered that instantly clam my beating heart.

I heard a click sound and I come to real world.
I saw the media's attention were on us.

What was I doing??

I quickly move away and Create some distance between us and compose myself.
We entered in the hall and i run my eyes everywhere I can. It was beautiful,really beautiful.
We spotted my new family.
They were talking to some people,I have seen them in siya's Weeding. 
We went to them,whole time he was holding my hand.

"Meera come... " gayatri maa said extending his hand to me. I walk to he but stopped when I noticed Arjun havn't left my hand till now.
I furrowed but he didn't then I looked up to see he was busy in his phone.
I shake my hand to freed them but he didn't give me a glance!!

"A- Arjun ji M-My hand" I whispered to him enoto hear him only but to my suprise Gauri dii heard.
"Arjun jii.... hummmm" she sang and I blushed.

God! This pregnancy made her a child!!

Arjun looked at me smirking. I looked down but o can feel his gaze on me.
He was still looking at me but this time on my neck still holding my hand.

I looked up to see him holding  my hand and grazing my neck.
He leaves my hand but still gazed on my neck.as he left,unknowingly I touched my neck,I didn't feel anything but don't know why I was feeling there is something everyone looked at my neck.

I was  standing when I felt someone's presence behind me,I instantly looked back and saw puja!!

She was smiling widely and then throw her arms on Me  we  hugged tightly each other.
I wanted this. Someone's warm embrace...
As we broke apart from each other she looked me head to toe.
"You really look like Rajwanshi's.... ummmm Meera Arjun Rajvanshi" she said and my heart skip a beat on my new name...
I lowered my eye.
"And.... Arjun's wife too" she said and I looked up questioning.
I saw her looking at my neck.

There really is something!!

"Is there something on my neck" I asked  her as I saw her smriking.

"Something!! There  is  a big thing!!!
Now I know why Arjun didn't let his eyes off from you" she said eith mischievous in her voice...

I gulp as I was feeling something very feisty!!

I again touched my neck,she laugh at my action and drag me to washroom.
I didn't protest as I was also feeling something feisty.

"What??" I asked her as we entered in the washroom.
She directed me to look in the mirror and I saw myself.
My gaze went down on my neck and there I saw something which shock me to my core!!

There was  a big damm hickey on my neck.

I looked at myself in shock on which puja laugh out!

"Take this!! You need this " she said handling me a concealer.
I hurriedly grabbed that from her hand and applied on my neck!!

Can't believe he gave me a hickey!!!

I looked at the mark which was little hidden behind the concealer. That moment again start to run in my mind and I again started to remember my shameless act!

And now I know why was everyone looking at my neck again I was embarrassed.
I really want now that mother earth to open and swallow me whole.
"Always be careful for all your naughty acts" Puja said and stated laughing continuously and I was so embarrass to say something to her.

We silently went back and the rest of the function went well without any embarrassment.
I met my parents and sahil after long.
I didn't get to meet him in my Weeding...

I was so tired that I only want to sleep.
I didn't glance at Arjun for once after knowing what he did!!

We silently went back. As me and Arjun arrived we saw everyone was going to there room.
Siya and Gauri di was also going but first they drop me to my room.
Don't know why??

They were taking me to different room now. As we stand near the door
"All the best "siya said and I didn't understand why until a fact hit my head...
Today is our first night!!!
Dammid how can I forget!!

"This is your room now " she said and push the door open.

I gulp as I saw the decorated room.

I don't know when they left.

What will I do now??
How will I protect myself??
What will he do??

Many questions was ringing in my head but unknowingly murmured
"This is my room??" I ask myself but then heard something near my ear which made me frozen on my spot.

"No" Arjun said entering in he room.he came toward me.i can feel him near me.
No??? Ok that's really fine with me!!
He suddenly put his hand around my waist and head on my shoulder. Hugging me from behind. Before I do something he tightened his hold like he was determined that he will not let me move a bit and then he said something.

"This is our room"

Hyy guy's...
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