MAX - Lights Down Low (ft. Gnash), Fifth Harmony - Work From Home, James Arthur - Train Wreck, Anne-Marie, James Arthur - Rewrite the stars.

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Everyone is dragging their mattresses outside for an "unforgettable night under the stars" when I'm trying to change into my pyjamas in the small tent. Shawn makes a knocking sound with his mouth before entering the tent.

'Come on! You're still not ready?' He says while putting on a fresh t-shirt. 'I left twenty minutes ago!'

'Does it fucking look like I can stand in this small tent?!' I whisper before putting on a t-shirt too.

Shawn sighs and pulls me out of the tent before we lay down on the small mattress together. He pulls me into his chest when I pull the sheets over our bodies.

I look up at the sky and blink a couple of times before looking at it again. Wow! That is fucking amazing! I sit up and keep looking at the beautiful stars in the sky. 

They are like every picture you see on the internet, like every video on National Geographic, damn, it is just... wow... breathtaking. I have never seen anything like this. It's like the sky is raining stars and it feels like you can touch them.

'This really is amazing.' Shawn whispers, sitting up next to me.

'Yeah...' I keep looking up at the sky.

Shawn cups my cheek in his hand before softly putting his lips on mine. As he kisses me I slowly lay down on the mattress again. He lets his tongue slide into my mouth and I stop him.

'There are a lot of people around us, Shawn.' I whisper, looking at the other mattresses outside.

'So... I can't kiss my girlfriend?' He asks, hovering over me.

'Not like that!' I whisper again.

Shawn chuckles and lays down next to me. The song he wrote suddenly pops back in my head again. He and I both know I won't be able to fall asleep unless I know what the song is about. Brian said that he wrote it three years ago, so we know it's not about me.

'Tell me what the song is about.' I say, leaning on my elbow.

He sighs.

'It's about my dad.' He looks into my eyes and I see the reflection of the starry sky in his dark eyes. 

'Do you really want to know?' He asks.

'Yes, of course I do...' I whisper back at him.

'I love my dad, let me say that first.' He looks away for a moment. 'But... h-he used to manipulate me so I would do what he wanted...'

'It wasn't his fault... all of it isn't his fault, I know it isn't and I'm not just saying this to make you feel better or anything, but he is the best dad someone could ever wish for.'

'Then what do the lyrics mean?' I ask.

'He used to make me feel better about myself and change me just little by little until he felt that I would do everything for him, and of course I did everything for him, he's my dad. The thing is that it wasn't necessary to put me on a pedestal and fill me with confidence, I would've done all of the things he asked without all the manipulation.'

'What kind of things did he ask you to do?' I frown.

'Work-related things, but that's not important.' Shawn says.

Work-related things?

'What was the second part of the song about?'

'Every time I would make a mistake he would tear me down until I hated myself and suddenly I became the monster. I just did what he asked, I never...' He inhales sharply. 'I'm human, I sin, I break, I trip, I fall and there is nothing I can do about it.' I see tears in his eyes.

I lay down on his chest and wrap my arms around his body.

'What if he didn't mean it like that?' I ask.

'He couldn't have not meant it like that.' Shawn says.

'He broke me into pieces, rearranged them when he needed me and then broke me down again. And one day you stay broken and you keep being the monster, no matter what happens, no matter how hard you try.'

Tears start to sting my eyes too. I don't really know what he is talking about but I don't need to know that to understand the words in his song.

'You're not a monster, Shawn.'

'I am, everyone is at some point in their lives, but you learn to live with it. And at one point I was just waiting to be the monster over and over again... and I was done with all the shit, so I moved out and started a life on the other side of the world.' Shawn says.

'I feel terrible for you babe, but I'm glad you moved here... now I have you in my life.' I kiss him on his cheek and he hugs me.

'You are the best thing that ever happened to me, Beth.' He whispers in my ear.

He hugs me in silence and we look at the beautiful stars together. He rubs up and down my back with his big hand before saying something.

'Let's talk about a subject that's more fun...' He looks at me. 

'What if I would make you come... here, next to all these people.' He whispers in my ear.

'Mendes!' I whisper. 'Behave yourself! Fuck!'

I don't want to admit it but those words did turn me on a little. He keeps looking up at the sky when I feel his hand move to my belly. I quickly grab his wrist to stop him and I hear him chuckle softly.

'The only reason why you don't want me to do it is because you know I can.' He whispers in my ear again.

'How can you go from crying to horny in one second?' I turn to look at him.

'I am not the one that's horny... I was just proposing something.' He winks.

Oh my god, why does he do this to me? 

I lay down on my back again, not looking at Shawn anymore.

'Just stop talking.' I groan.

'How frustrating that all those people are also sleeping outside, right?' He continues and I can't help but smile.

'Stop, Shawn, I'm serious.' You can hear the smile in my voice.

'We could always get back in the tent and you could let me fuck your brains out.'

A memory of him thrusting inside me creeps back into my head and I feel a warm feeling gathering between my legs.

'Stop... it is a funny word actually.' He turns on his side and moves his mouth next to my ear. 

'What if I was thrusting inside you, deep, and every time you'd ask me to stop...' He swallows. 'I would go harder...'

I feel his hot breath in my neck, giving me goosebumps. I inhale sharply and bite my lip at his words. How can I be turned on by words? Fucking hell... he really needs to stop.

'If we would do that... you would need a safeword I guess...' I gave up the chance of stopping him and I let go of his wrist. I don't even want to stop him. 

'How about...' He looks up at the sky. 'Stars?' I hear the smile in his voice.

'Shawn, we can't.' My voice is shaky.

'You can keep saying that, but you know I don't care about other people...' His hand finds its way under my t-shirt and I feel him slowly moving up my belly. 

Seconds later he is cupping my breast in his hand and I feel his thumb sliding over my nipple, making me moan, but luckily I manage to keep it in.

His hand leaves my breast and travels down between my legs. I inhale when he presses his finger on my sensitive spot through my panties. I feel his lips softly kissing my cheek and I close my eyes.

He can do whatever he wants to me...

'Good to know that my words are as powerful as my touch...' He says when I feel his fingers pressing at my opening.

'Imagination is a strong thing.' I whisper, feeling his lips kissing my neck.

One finger slides inside and I cover my mouth with my hand to keep myself from moaning. 

Shawn starts thrusting his finger inside and when he adds another one he hits the right spot, making me close my legs out of reflex. Shawn's other hand pulls one of my legs over his leg, turning me on my side and creating more space between my legs. 

I put my hands on his chest, holding the fabric of his t-shirt in my fist and I bury my face in his neck, trying to stay silent. 

Shawn starts moving faster with his fingers and with his other hand he lifts my face to kiss me on my lips. When I come he somehow consumes my moan with his mouth and my body keeps shaking as he pulls his fingers out of me.

'Prepare yourself for when we're back at the hotel because I'm going to make you scream my name, baby.' He whispers against my lips.

I breathe and try to calm my nerves before talking to him.

'You're acting all tough because you got the power...' I whisper while biting my lip. 

'But what if I had it?' I brush my lips against his.

'What do you mean?' He asks after a few seconds.

'What if I would make you come, right here, next to all these people?' I repeat his words as I let my hand slide over his tight pants. 

'And while I'm doing so...' I rub up and down a couple of times. 'You're not allowed to touch me...' I hear Shawn inhale sharply when I squeeze.

'You wouldn't do that.' He whispers.

I kiss him one last time before crawling under the sheets and pulling him out of his boxers. 

His hand moves to my hair and I grab his wrist, removing his hand. I was not kidding when I said he wasn't allowed to touch me. He always controls me, even when I'm giving him a blowjob.

'Beth!' He whispers, looking under the sheets.

'Shhh...' I hold him in my hand and kiss his tip.

I put one of my hands on his abs while moving up and down his length with my hand. When I take him in my mouth I see him grabbing the sheets and feel his abs tense under my fingertips.

I start moving faster and when I swirl my tongue around his tip, I feel him twitch in my mouth. Seconds later he comes and I keep going until he's completely finished. I swallow and wipe my mouth with the back of my hand before crawling up to my pillow again.

'I don't think you ever came that fast.' I whisper, pulling the sheets over my body.

'No, I never came that fast... I don't know what you did down there, but it was fucking amazing.' He kisses me and entwines his fingers with mine.

I look at the stars with a soft smile on my face. This is a good night...

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