It was 3:38 a.m. I'm in my cabin with just a reading light on, I have been reading a book since one hour instead of going back to my apartment. Not going to lie I slept somewhat for three hours here in my cabin only and as always I again got the neck pain and I swear it's hurting like hell. I thought to wait for some time thinking maybe I don't need medicine but... FUCK!

I got up from my chair trying to find a spray for my neck from drawer. I don't messy stuff but I guess I have to clean my drawer soon. I mostly prefer to clean my stuff by myself instead of asking anyone. As soon I found the spray I quickly sprayed it on my neck. Soon the burning and cool sensation started to appear. Damn it feels nice. In my house my mother mostly didn't like those feeling I fell relax. Does that makes me weirdo? Or she is? I don't know!!

I checked my phone it's 4:17 a.m. I kept sitting on my chair for sometime with closed eyes. Honestly everything feels weird right now. I'm a doctor dealing with patients everyday for hours and honestly it gets frustrating when it starts to take toll on my health.

I took out my phone opening the Spotify app and wearing my headpods. I'm thinking of going to Lana Del Rey. She's my all time favorite artist sometimes I feel like playing her songs while performing surgery. I started a playlist the first song which played was 'say yes to heaven'. This was the first song I listened to of her and damn I fell in love.

I put my head down on my table with closed eyes feeling the music. All the past days spent with Adrien started to reply in my mind. I don't know what's wrong with me. He's just my patient and from somewhere my best friend. What's so special if he calls me violet? Maybe it's special.

I had searched about the nickname Violet once and as I remember it said, "Violet represents modesty, faithfulness, innocence and remembrance."

When I searched more about it all I got was a smile on my face there were many meanings of Violet some other which was titled as Secret meanings of Violet.

"Awaken romantic and nostalgic feelings, calm the nerves, provide one with a sense of spirituality, and encourage creativity. It is also associated with femininity, youth, and luxury."

Well there were many meanings of Violet I don't know which is the exact meaning he meant. I thought to ask many times but always forgot or decided to drop it. I feel like a dumb sometimes.

Thinking about days and everything I fell asleep. I didn't realize until I woke up at 9:07 a.m.

Shit!

Adrien has to leave today.

I nearly forgot and then woke up fucking late. Lana you didn't need to make me sleep. I quickly rushed to get myself freshen up, I had kept some of my clothes in the hospital for some emergencies I got freshened up in the hospital only than ran in his room.

He was awake and dressed up adjusting his glasses. He was dressed in formals. Well this is what his dad always expected him to wear? I mean after all a heir of a billionaire is returning from a fucking mental hospital to his home.

"Adrien?", I said in soft voice going near him.

"Oh you woke up? Good morning Violet", he said with a wide smile which was obviously fake. He's fucking idiot to try to put a fake smile in front of me especially.

"Well.. I.. I guess you are ready?", I said to him with slight stuttering.

"Uh- well yes...", He answered lowering his head, he was fidgeting his fingers. He always do this when he's anxious.

"You look good", I smiled softly taking his appearance. Honestly he looks good in his glasses then it was first time I saw him in formals.

" Thanks.. I guess..", He said then looked up. He was chewing his inner cheek to keep his anxiety in control.

"Adrien... Stop acting stronge now", I finally said with little stern yet trembling voice. I tried to keep my tears in control. I'm going to break so bad after this.

" I'm trying to act... But in front of you.. It's difficult... too difficult ",He said still fidgeting with his fingers looking down staring at them.

When I went closer I could notice his specs getting wet with his tears when he raised his head to look at me then he took off his specs trying to dry the lenses with his sleeves. After cleaning them he put them back.

"Please stop me from doing it...", He said coming near me holding my hands in his. He was pleading to stop him from going.

"I... I... I don't know... I can't... I want to but... It's impossible...", I answered him somehow it was breaking me inside to even say this.

" Please Violet.... ",He was still pleading holding my hands tightly.

" I'm sorry Adrien... It's impossible now.. I want you to stay here but... Maybe it's good if you go", I said holding back my own tears.

"It's good for me to go there? In that asylum!! It was never like my home", This time he raised his voice.

" I'm sorry.....", This was all I could say at this point.

His grip in my hands losen as he took a deep breath. He took off his specs wiping his eyes then looked at me.

"Promise me we won't break our contact", He said. He was trying to look composed but failed.

"I promise", I promised him trying to smile a bit.

Without any warning he took me in his embrace wrapping his arms around my waist, he buried his face in crook of my neck still sobing, history grip got tighten with each sob. I took a second but then wrapped my arms around him caressing his hair.

"It's alright... We don't want you to look like a cry baby now okay? Come on Adrien", I whispered with little smile trying my best to comfort him.

" You won't break our contact I don't care at what situation you will be or where you will stay, all I want you is to never ever break our contact", He repeated his words many times keeping me in his tight grip.

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"Mr Grayson the car has arrived", Someone informed us from out of room while knocking.

"I will be there in 5 minuts", Adrien answered finally breaking the hug.

"I don't want to go... ", He looked at me holding my hand.

"Adrien...you know we..we cant stop it now.. It's time I guess..we should go outside I promise I will be in contact with you", I smiled softly cupping his cheeks.

" You have to or I will kidnap you someday", He said with a stern voice then fixing his hair. I chuckled softly at his words.

"You can't be more serious", I said giving his arm a soft punch.

" I have never been this serious in my life Violet", He look at me and I swear his eyes darken.

I look at him as his expression suddenly changed. I don't know what's wrong with this guy always. But I still smiled as we went outside of his room than outside of hospital.

We finally reached the car. A black Rolls Royce was standing in front of the hospital. Other doctors and nurses were also outside waiting for him. It might seem little weird that why everyone is outside. But I mean we all know his status that he's one of the important person here. I always treated my every patient with same behavior and attention but Adrien was still more important here. Many doctors were injured and many left his treatment in between because of his psychopathic behavior. After that i came here, I was specially asked to continue his treatment. There were so many reasons, one of the reason was that my dad and his dad are childhood best friends. So our families have kind of good relations but before meeting Adrien as his doctor I never met him in my entire life.

I took a deep breath trying my best to control my tears I look at Adrien who was staring at door of the car still standing in distance gripping my hand tightly. Damn he's gonna break my fucking hand. But he was too busy with
his thoughts to even notice the tightness of his grip. There were two more black cars I guess they were present there to guard him. I could not tell the name of the car as I'm not someone who's crazy about cars.

"Mr Grayson the car is ready now, I guess we should leave", One bodyguard said opening the door for him and the driver was already seated in the driving seat.